I found out about my wife cheating on me last week. The cheating happened 4 years ago November 2005... I am not sure what and how I should feel.
It happened while we lived together, but before we got married. We lived together for about 7 years before we got married in 2006. She claims it to be a one tome occurrence, and the evidence I have supports her claim.
It happened while I was working out of town for 6 weeks, which is normal for me. She met the guy online, chatted for a few days, then decided to meet for a drink. She claims to have drank too much, ended up back at this place, and she sucked him off a couple times. She says she didn't fuck him, and the evidence I have also supports her claim here.
I am angry with her because of the years of deceit she had us living under, we got married, had 2 kids, and I knew nothing of this prior escapade. Weird thing is, I often told her, that if she was curious about other guys, that we could do it together, I could join or watch, but we should be honest and open about our curiosities and experiences. She showed some interest, but always found an excuse to not make it a reality.
So I don't even know how to take learning of the news.... one minute it excites the hell out of me to think about her sucking this guys thick 8" cock(I am 4.5"), and making him unload at least 2 different times in her face/mouth. The next I am sick to my stomach thinking my wife and partner of many years could deceive me so easily and for such a long period of time...
Advice or comments appreciated... thanks.
It happened while we lived together, but before we got married. We lived together for about 7 years before we got married in 2006. She claims it to be a one tome occurrence, and the evidence I have supports her claim.
It happened while I was working out of town for 6 weeks, which is normal for me. She met the guy online, chatted for a few days, then decided to meet for a drink. She claims to have drank too much, ended up back at this place, and she sucked him off a couple times. She says she didn't fuck him, and the evidence I have also supports her claim here.
I am angry with her because of the years of deceit she had us living under, we got married, had 2 kids, and I knew nothing of this prior escapade. Weird thing is, I often told her, that if she was curious about other guys, that we could do it together, I could join or watch, but we should be honest and open about our curiosities and experiences. She showed some interest, but always found an excuse to not make it a reality.
So I don't even know how to take learning of the news.... one minute it excites the hell out of me to think about her sucking this guys thick 8" cock(I am 4.5"), and making him unload at least 2 different times in her face/mouth. The next I am sick to my stomach thinking my wife and partner of many years could deceive me so easily and for such a long period of time...
Advice or comments appreciated... thanks.