Hi Ms. Victoria,
Victoria said:
Such a poetic response.... ;-) I love it....
Yes, I too must admit that was a good one...
Victoria said:
It's really quite simple, yes, I am a control freak...
Excellent! That's very positive. If you want to get what you want from men, whether to satisfy your most carnal secret desires or accomplish your work-related goals on a daily basis... and what woman doesn't, in what remains, unfortunately and to a large extent, a "man's world"... it's definitely advantageous to be skilled at manipulating men, willing to do so shamelessly.
Victoria said:
...and yes, I am an exhibitionist of sorts...
This too is positive. Being willing and even (perhaps I should say especially) wanting to display your cleavage and tits in suitable ways at strategic times, and your bare or stockinged legs and inner thighs, and other assets... perhaps even, on suitable occasions, bending forward in short skirts sans panties and flashing men of interest, while pretending you don't realize that's what you're doing... is, of course, part and parcel of controlling men, hence getting what you want from them.
Victoria said:
What's interesting is, when I get into one of 'those' or 'these' moods the most interesting energy seems to follow me...
I'm not sure this seems entirely clear. Do you mean "men seem to follow you"...? I'll read on...
Victoria said:
An example would be a time when I was semi-planning an interesting and memorable interlude with KA, and I was out of town on business, and sitting in a lovely restaurant having dinner. There was a rather attractive man also sitting having dinner alone... it was an interesting scene...
Yes... no doubt he was thinking to himself something like, "I know in this situation I'm expected to walk over and, with a slight smile and discernibly seductive tone, ask this gorgeous woman if I may join her for dinner... but what if she's a 'strident feminist' and angrily rejects my overture...?" what to do... what to do... (you could almost see his mental gears rotating, I imagine, as he pretended to concentrate on his dinner).
Victoria said:
...but what made it better was, I looked outside, across the street at an office building, and saw cleaners in the window.. innocent enough... then, a couple of minutes later, I looked over again and the two cleaners were very busy, her bent over a desk and him penetrating her... all the lights on in the building, dark outside... so this attractive gentleman and I not only had dinner, but dinner and a show...
Awright! Fantastic!! Why don't I ever see important things like that when I'm out eating dinner??? Can it be it's because I make the mistake of actually focusing on the meal, or on conversation with my companion (if any)...? Can it be it follows from women's (your, in this case) superior peripheral vision combined with a greater tendency to be aware of their surroundings...?
Victoria said:
So, I'm just waiting to find out what energy is going to find it's way to me now that I'm planning another interesting 'submission' in my control... xoxo —Victoria
Hm... I'm still not sure of the meaning and significance of your way of thinking about this, Ms. Victoria. Evidently I'll have to wait patiently, and see what develops...
—Custer