jabber68 said:Dominant Goddess,
The Change in our relationship is that once the deed has been done, you can't take it back. The dynamic between us is different. She has always had the upper hand due to my submissive nature, but know neither one of us can deny what happened. Don't take it to mean that it's a bad thing, it's not. Looking back, the reason that we are still together is because our relationship was stable to begin with. I believe that if the situation is not stable, a cuckold relationship isn't going to work long-term. Things are very good for us now. I think we have bridged that gap. If she were to engage in this again, I think we are both ready to deal with all of the emotions again. For me, it's the feelings that are so addictive. The mental anguish and excitement are so powerful. I know she gets a little power trip from it as well as the attention from another male suiter. I'm sure it boosts her ego and she can be sure that I'll be there for her anytime she needs. Another aspect to it is that during those times she feels very sexual, almost greedy. Her attitude when she is in that mode is the sexiest thing I can imagine. There is nothing hotter than a confident woman.
you seem clear and I admire your courageousness in meeting your needs and those of your wife, which most certainly come first seeing as women are naturally Superior! Thanks for your input, it is both valuable and interesting. I shall prepare my little sissy for managing all of these feelings, though I'm sure I would have many of my own to manage too. May I ask you, when you were watching, were you involved at any level? I think the stability at the core of things is crucial too. If you're reading puppy....take note!