When your hubby fucked you, did you pretend he was a black guy? You'll do that every time you have sex with him. Of course it won't be anything like the real thing, but you have to start forming a black mind set. Are you telling me there's not an adult bookstore in or near the town you live in. If there is, get your white slut ass into one, and shop for a big black dildo. Understand? If you're lucky, there might be some brothas in there that will scope you out. If there is, you make sure you smile at them and flirt, making sure they see what you're buying. Would you be embarrassed and self conscious? Too fuckin bad, slut. You better get over that shit. I don't care how you get a big black dildo, jut get one. VAGINA??????? What kind of word is that for a soon to be black cock slut to be using? Erase that from your fucking vocabulary right now. You'll use pussy, cunt, fuck hole, etc., but sure as fuck not vagina. That sounds like some sort of heart problem. Make sure you get pics off your hubby's computer. We all want to see your cunt and ass open for all of us to see. Use some lube on your asshole, and make sure you start reaming it out every day. While fucking your ass, start slapping it. You'll get an idea about how it feels to have your white ass owned by a black man.