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  • #122
With no reason to rush home I did some holiday shopping after work. Kind of an odd feeling to be shopping for gifts for Sue given where she is right now, but that feeling passed and I actually found some nice things.

But now, here in an empty house - kind of brings up that angst type of feeling, kind of like heartburn but without the burping !

I'm not sorry or feeling unhappy at what's going on though. That much I know I truly feel about it - I sort of like knowing she's doing something she wants and it definitely turns me on that he's going to be fucking her all weekend. I suppose what I feel is a bit of loneliness - I knew it would be like this tonight until I have to pick up my daughter about 10:30pm. But it does give me time to think a bit and, yes, get horny about it.

I know some here may have thought her actions regarding me were staged or whatever, but I think they are genuine - I can see it in her eyes and feel it in her that she wants this to be good for me too, or as good as it can be. And I don't at all feel like she's going to run off on me - far from it. At times it does seem strange and in retrospect, totally bizarre, but I genuinely don't mind her fucking other guys. I know that others here have relationships where it bothers them, but I think I look at it (and I think Sue does too) as just a part of our relationship and while it's no longer something private between just she and I, that loss has been accompanied by something that I can't really express - but I think we are closer now and more able to communicate than ever before - and if it's from her fucking other guys that got us here, then I don't mind at all.

Far2 - I can say that given the right circumstances, it is far more pleasurable than I'd remembered. I know that when I was younger and had used them, that I found them cumbersome and awkward and that once I'd sampled bare-sex, I dreaded them - so it's interesting to experience them again this way. I think that she lets me have her bare for a while is something that may be what I need to accept it if she wanted me to continue using them. I had thought I wouldn't enjoy cumming in the condom - but that's what I mean about the right circumstances - the eroticness that I feel knowing why I'm using the condom with her is one thing. But I will say that the cuckold part of me does love that she wants me to do so and to not cum in her.

I know it's only been a week or so and I've really only used one now 4 times - so someone here said that it would be exciting for a while but later on that would fade - I can't say whether that will happen. I do know that it isn't nearly as "bad" as I'd thought it would be. As another aspect of the circumstances - her arousal also is a factor, that it turns her on is something that also makes it feel like something we're doing together.

I suppose I should just come out and say it - that my wife only has her lover's cum in her is a huge turn-on too.

She texted me earlier this afternoon, sometime around 2pm and said that they'd gotten checked in and were exploring the hotel and that she'd text me later tonight when she'd have time to talk. I sent her back a smiley-face but that's all I've done. I fully expect that they've had sex already and knowing what Sue wants, that she will want it again later tonight.

Right about when I'll be jerking off here thinking about her, probably...

Peak - I think Jax summed it up the best in terms of expressing what Sue's feeling about Frank. Is she going to suddenly cut him loose? I don't think so. I suppose if she comes home feeling unfulfilled, or under-fulfilled, that might change the situation. But if she comes home having had the feelings she's wanted - then I am thinking that nothing is really going to change in the short term - like until early next year. I think I've mentioned that I know how she stresses herself out around this time of year so in a way, this weekend is good for her that way too. But my point is that between now and the end of January when our son goes back to college - that she's just not going to have the time or desire to do anything more.

Long term though - If I had to guess - I'm thinking she stays seeing Frank but the frequency drops off or weeks will be skipped instead of re-arranged. That situation - I think - could go on indefinitely - OR...

Or it'll end when another guy comes into her desire. As I've already said, I think she's going to want a more aggressive guy next time - as Jax said, someone who will want her. I'm thinking she may not tell him about me, at least not for a long time, if ever. I also think she may look for it to start slowly before she accepts or wants his aggressiveness. I see her controlling that until she's ready to let it go to more - I think she's learned from looking back at the past.

Will - well, not really worth a reply, sorry, I don't do that sort of thing.

Anyway - I'll be on and off the computer most of the evening.
 
  • #123
Would she like a bigger dick too next time? I bet she'd like a bigger dick! Would that be a turn on in your cuck head? Jim's bigger right? Also wondering again how that transition would go when Sue keeps you a secret. Wouldn't it be easier for everyone involved to know from the start?
 
  • #125
So - I got a text message from her at 11:37pm last night that just said:

Sorry, busy this evening, beautiful hotel. Tell you all about it tomorrow morning. Love you honey.​

Then about a minute later she sent one more that said:

Oh yeah, I know you liked this. 2x :)

She hasn't called yet this morning so I'm keeping busy with stuff around the house as my daughter is still asleep (nice to be a teenager). Last night she and I talked and we're going to go out to lunch and then do some shopping together this afternoon.

I will say that her last text message last night certainly fueled an intense masturbation session. I had the thought that she'd sent that to me perhaps before they'd gone to bed and that perhaps by the time she'd be going to sleep, that perhaps that'd be 3x. That thought really set me off for sure.

I slept pretty well considering. It was odd to have her bed empty and to be knowing where she is and what she was doing. But at the same time, thinking that she's probably falling asleep naked next to him - maybe spooned up against him - maybe with his cock still in her - even after jerking off, I was still horny. It did take a while to fall asleep with all of these thoughts in my head.

So - that's about all there is to say right now.

Far2 - I don't think size is a primary thing for Sue. Frank's cock is a bit longer than mine but I believe mine is thicker than his - but we've never compared side-by-side.
 
  • #127
She'd called me, I guess, about 11am this morning but said she couldn't talk long and promised she'd call me later on. I asked her to share a little of her fun and she giggled and said that she thinks shes worn Frank out already. I joked back "I hope not" and she said that she wasn't worried and told me that she'd taken "Jim" her favorite dildo with her. I wanted to talk more but she said she'd call later.

I was a bit annoyed but I realized that she probably couldn't just sit there and talk to me in the middle of the day. I kept busy putting lights up on the house and shuttling my daughter around. I didn't know when she'd call me until about 5pm she texted me and said that she'd call me about 9pm.

And so she did. Frank is apparently down in the casino and by now she's gone down to join him. We talked for about 15 minutes - I asked if he knew where she was and she said yes, he was fine about her calling me. We had some idle conversation about what I had for dinner and our daughter until I finally asked "so - how are you? enjoying yourself?". She was quiet for a moment and then said the most sexy "yes" I've ever heard with this slight moan to it. I went for it and asked if she'd found what she was looking for and she giggled a bit and then said "almost last night". Immediately in my head I knew what she was looking for was to lose herself in orgasm even more than she's had with me and hearing her say "almost" totally got to me and my cock started to throb. I asked her how Frank was doing and she said with a giggle that she thinks she scared him a little. I didn't really need to hear her tell me how - I can only imagine.

We talked about what they'd done all day and she was again quiet until she said that they'd stayed up late last night after she'd texted me and that they slept in this morning. That was when she'd texted me earlier and it turned out they hadn't even eaten breakfast yet and that's why she was short with me. Apparently the weather took a break from being so gloomy and they walked outside on the boardwalks. They could see in the distance where the hurricane had caused damage but where they were, there was no damage at all.

When I asked about the rest of the day she was quiet for a bit until she told me that they'd "napped" and she giggled and said "or at least we were supposed to be". I was going to ask but she continued and said that she'd been horny and had started to finger herself when Frank apparently took over and then wound up bringing her off orally. She didn't say it in those words but she didn't need to - I knew. They'd had dinner and Frank had ventured off to the casino and Sue had gone up to the room to call me. She told me of dinner and having a few glasses of wine and liking that they didn't have to drive anywhere.

She asked if I was okay and I told her yeah and she asked me if I was going to enjoy myself later. When I moaned back "uh huh" she asked me to tell her what I was thinking. I told her "the same as last night" - that I looked at her rings in her jewelry box and knew what she was doing. She giggled and asked me what I thought abut. It took me a second but I told her that I thought about her and how she must be having the pleasure she wanted (okay - I felt weird telling her that I was thinking about her cumming) - she knew what I meant and she giggled and said "oh, I had my pleasure, for sure" and she giggle and said "so did Frank". I told her "that's the other thing I think about" and she sighed and said she loved me and that she missed me. I didn't question, it sounded sincere.

I asked her what she will be doing later and she said that she wants to go down to the casino and find Frank and that she wants to get a little ***** and then come back up to the room and have some real fun.

I told her to have a good time and to text me later if she could - and I told her I liked her text the night before and then added "both of them" - she giggled and said she loved me.

Now, I'm going to go out and pick up my daughter from her boyfriends in about another 20 minutes and will then come home to have a little solo enjoyment.
 
  • #128
STB

look's like sue maybe gotten frank out of his slump and he may be getting the job done after all.

so it look's like that frank could be around for awhile longer.

well keep us posted and have fun and enjoy it.
 
  • #129
Thank you for your great update. I feel that it is a very special situation when Sue is out for some days with Frank. The combined feeling being alone and Sue having much pleasure with Frank is very exciting!

I am very interested in her next texts or calls.

All the best!
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  • #131
I'd gotten quite tired last night watching TV with my daughter when we got home that I never got to post here.

Today, I actually went over my in-laws and helped them put up their tree and help some of the other grandkids setting up the lights. I will say it was quite the unique feeling being there and knowing that their daughter is off with her lover.

I knew I wasn't going to speak to her much or her from her much. But I did get a text message from her about 1am (Saturday night/Sunday morning) that said:

Miss you but thank you. This is what I needed. Love you lots. Promise to call you in the morning.​

And then a minute or two later she added:

2x soon to be 3x​

So despite being so tired last night, those text messages surely got me started. And after I'd abused myself quite well I dozed off.

Today - Sue kept her word and called me again about 11:30am. She said that Frank had given her time to call me while he went down and hit the casino for a bit. She was all up and told me about how nice the hotel and casino are and how good the food was and all of that. I told her that was nice and I told her that I was still going over to her parents place (it was part of the story for everyone - mom's seeing her old college roommates and dad's helping out).

We talked for a few more minutes about things and then I told her that I had to ask how 3rds were last night. She was quiet for a moment and then said in a quiet voice that it was, she used the word "wonderful", and before I could ask about more she said that she promised she would tell me everything when she gets home and then she said "for now, can I keep it just between Frank and me for one more night?". I didn't really understand what she was saying but I knew she wanted to wait to tell me more so I said "ok" and then it was quiet for a moment until I added "I love you honey". I think I heard her sniff a bit and then she said "I love you too". I told her that I wanted her to enjoy her last day and night with him. She said that she'd text me later and then she breathed in deeply (I could hear it) and said "you are so wonderful to me". I told her that I'd be here for her when she got home tomorrow.

After that conversation, it was good as it was nice having something to do and other people to be around - but at the same time, being there and hearing them talking about Sue and whatever - it was quite arousing in my head to think about her off with Frank. We stayed for dinner and then we came home.

So - for the last 2 hours or so I've been sitting here trying to stay off the computer but at the same time, wanting to pen some of my thoughts.

I am wondering if she's in the throes of passion right now with him? I'm thinking that she took her favorite dildo with her - I don't know if she's ever used her toys with him before. The thought of him fucking her with "Jim", her dildo - is just crazy to think about. But I do know what she wants. I know the moment she wants to feel with him. It's the moment she lets go of her orgasm and lets it go without holding back. And then I think - 2 + 3 plus maybe twice more tonight - could they have fucked 7 times already?

There are times when she knows I need a good fuck with her - I can't explain it but she knows it and when she lets me go at her, I know the feeling I have afterwards and it's simply incredible. Tomorrow is going to be that day for me if I can hold off tonight. Now I know she wants that same experience - she wants to let go and to know (hope?) he's going to take her there. I've felt her body shake but her eyes are totally glazed over and other than her body responding to my cock deep in her there's almost no other response other than her moans. It's incredible to feel her pussy if she can let go. In those first years together I'd been able to make her squirt when she orgasmed. At first she was embarassed by it until she realized it was her cumming (and not pee).

I do wonder if that's what she wants from Frank? To get her to squirt? Oh she get's wet - incredibly wet if I can bring her to that place. Maybe that's what she wants to feel? Why wouldn't she have said it? Unless she didn't know it? That'd be pretty wild if he could do that for her. Is it weird that I think it'd be very hot to think about. It would be wild to know that there's another guy, a friend of ours, who can do that to Sue? I will have to ask her this for sure. But that's just an extreme - I do think I know what she wants and it is that endless orgasm feeling - of knowing that it's up to me or him how long and how intense it will be.

And it is now 12:20am and despite the thoughts in my head, I am going to logoff of here and hopefully abstain from self-abuse till tomorrow. I'll be working from home tomorrow so I'll be here whenever she get here.
 
  • #132
STB

great update and it does sound like frank may have done the job this time out. and sue may have find what she was looking for as well.

can't wait to hear the rest of what sue did on this trip with frank.

stay strong and hold off till she gets home.

again thank's for posting all about it and sharing all of this with all of use here.

keep us posted.
 
  • #133
Great update! I betcha you are going to have some incredible sex followed by a long talk, a talk about how thankful she is to have a husband that loves her so much that he will continue to use condoms and eventually abstain so that she can enjoy her sexuality. Great job STB! Whatever that conversation looks like, whatever she wants moving forward, just go with it. I know I've said it before but you know she won't hurt you so give it to her. Make her feel comfortable with her decision, you will grow to love it!
 
  • #134
Well, it's almost 9am here now and I'm thinking checkout time has got to be by 11am so maybe I'll hear from her. I don't know how I slept relatively well last night despite going to bed with a huge hard-on.

Far2 - I know you're convinced Sue's going to want me to continue to use condoms with her. I'm not so convinced, nor am I prepared to simply not cum in her again, at least not just yet. But you're right, we will have a long talk about all of this and I have no doubt that sex tonight for us will be intense - I'm not sure how both (talking and fucking) will work out time-wise but both will happen.

It's weird, I remember the first time she went away without me and how I felt on-edge the entire time and how it seemed to bother me deep inside. I don't feel that now this time. I can't wait for her to get home and to have her back next to me.
 
  • #135
Don't get me wrong. I think you are going to bareback Sue today but because it was such a turn on for her, I think she may really desire doing more. that this was just the testing of the waters. My guess is that you will find out that she is beginning to understand the thoughts Don was putting in her head and that she really does want to do those things to you for her. I'm just saying that so far, once you submitted to allowing it to happen, you have enjoyed it. So instead of fighting it initially and making Sue second-guess herself, commit to agreeing happily from the first conversation to give her the confidence that she needs. Enjoy your her warm wet frank-filled pussy today STB, you've earned it!
 
  • #136
SoonToBe said:
"Today, I actually went over my in-laws and helped them put up their tree and help some of the other grandkids setting up the lights. I will say it was quite the unique feeling being there and knowing that their daughter is off with her lover."


Yes, I think that would indeed feel strange, knowing what you know, and they don't about their daughter.
Good though, that you occupied yourself there helping out. I would have suggested going to the gym, working out, swimming and showers, but you did good.

You don't mention your parents, or visits with them, in your narrative, are they nearby or 'out of state'? How are they doing? they must be near the same age as Sue's parents.

Cheers, Harry
 
  • #137
Harry - sadly my father passed away many years ago. My mom live out of state but does come to visit several times a year.

Far2 - I understand what you're saying. In a way I agree - I'm much less apprehensive about that in the future if it were to go that way.

But for now - I just want to get through the day and finally have her back home.
 
  • #138
Just got a text message from her. They're on their way home now - she said she'd be here sometime between 3pm and 4pm.
 
  • #140
STB

when sue get's home let her know how much you have missed her and we all know you will.

enjoy getting her back tonight and have your long talk all about her time with him.

and when you are ready let us all know .

keep us posted.
 
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