New feelings to deal with

[SoonToBe]

Will - yes Sue appears to, at times, enjoy teasing the heck out of me - last night included. We did meet for pizza and every time she'd move or squirm around in her seat my mind went to what was happening between her legs and whether she was enjoying both that sensation as well as it's effect on me!!!!

Suffice to day, it aroused the heck out of me (well, surely made me want to drag her home - but not really arousal in other ways as even now, Friday morning, my cock still feels quite well drained). I followed her home and we were both pleased to see that our kids were nowhere to be found.

I followed her to the bedroom where she stood and said "you can undress me if you want". I swear my hands were almost shaking as I helped her get changed. Seeing her breasts - knowing her nipples were in his mouth and that's why they're swollen a bit - oh man, all it did was make me wonder what else. They were reddened in spots where it was obvious Franks hands were on them.

I slid her pants off first and looked at her in just her panties as I've seen her all week - but this time - I knew there was more beneath them. I knelt in front of her and began to pull them down but the first thing I noticed was the smell of sex - it was like it was intoxicating and I felt like I was in sort of a trance pulling them off her. No period pad in them but there was a wadded-up/folded-up layer of toilet-paper right in the crotch that was visibly wet. Her pubes were pushed back and her pussy lips were reddened and swollen just as her nipples were. There was wetness the whole length where they met and down towards the bottom they separated leaving just enough gap to get me wickedly turned on - yes - including my cock getting (slightly painfully) hard! I pulled them apart and looked at the glistening wetness between them. This took all of maybe 2 minutes - as I stared, she put her hand gently on the back of my head and guided me to start to lick her.

I know it can sound weird or even gross in a way, but not to me - as she lay back at the edge of the bed and raised her knees, her pussy spread wider revealing her vagina was still sagging open and all I could think about was Franks cock being in her with the thick root end holding her open and apart as they lay together. I licked at it and she shuddered for a second as I swept up over and past her clit and her hand again went to the back of my head to guide me back down where she wanted me. As I started licking, she must have relaxed because the flow slightly increased and there was no mistaking that Frank had fucked her at least twice.

To me, once it's in her, it's different - I don't have any interest in being with a guy or sucking him - but wow - when I know it's his cum in her, it just turns me on and gets me going like nothing else. I just have to think about him being buried in her as she cums and that drives him to plunge into her and then nature takes over as he leaves his semen deep in her. I often think about the moment of both of their orgasms as I'm licking at her and bringing her to another. I never ceases to amaze me that he's brought her to and felt her cum at her most vulnerable moment - and the same for him - knowing when he did cum that it wasn't a conscious decision - but the instinctive reaction of his cock buried in her. Licking away at her and tasting is cum in her thrilled me like nothing else!

She started to talk to me as I was licking her and yes - she finally confirmed that the builders-thing Frank wants to take her to IS in Charlotte! And she said that "Frank is paying for everything - hotel, meals and airfare". She didn't say it was going to be romantic or anything but she did say several times that she thought it was going to be fun - and she also said I should think of it just like the first time I'd encouraged her up in Boston on her business trip.

 

[dana007]

STB
great post glad she has told you now you two need to work it all out now. when they leave and come back and what to tell your doughter why her mother is gone.
keep us posted.

also you posted that sue said you could look at it as when she went to boston. but this is not the same.

now sue will be going as a girlfriend not as a unknow to the guy .

i think this will change sue and frank i hope it will stay the same but i do not think so. all we can do is hope it stay's the same with them.

keep us posted. ps how is sue's dad

 

[Harry2614]

also you posted that sue said you could look at it as when she went to boston. but this is not the same.

now sue will be going as a girlfriend not as a unknow to the guy .

i think this will change sue and frank i hope it will stay the same but i do not think so....

Good point, Dana, Going with Frank as his "girlfriend" is FAR different than meeting a "stranger" at a 'business seminar'.

They will be together constantly. Sleeping, showering, dressing, undressing, dinners and of course Sex. All this time together as Boyfriend/Girlfriend, will certainly give them much more opportunity for a closer "emotional bond" than they already have. (That is what Sue has already warned you of, Steve). When she met Bill, at the business seminar, she didn't even spend the night with him, and never came close to any kind of 'emotional bond'

However, to a comparable extent, Sue has already spent very "emotional" times with Brad, Don and now with Frank. So far, it has not affected her love for her husband, nor of his love of her or, their personal time together. And, because of this fact, this is the most unique of the Cuckold relationships we can, and have read here on this site.
Certainly, this could result in a higher level of "cuckold angst", but as they move forward, I believe It will be OK.

Cheers, Harry

 

[SoonToBe]

Harry/Dana - after I'd finished bringing her to quite a nice orgasm (as she called it) we did talk for a while afterwards about what we're going to tell our daughter - but Sue, pragmatic as ever, simply said "we'll just tell her mom is going away to a computer-training class". It's true, our daughter won't know Charlotte from LosAngeles so little reason to discuss it beyond that.

I did express some trepidations about it all - but Sue hugged and kissed me and simply said "there's no one else for me but you". I really didn't need to hear more.

Yes, this is different than her one-night-stand in Boston that started all of it. But I also can see her reasoning - that time in Boston meant nothing - and she hasn't said it - but obviously all those times long ago going away with other guys also meant nothing - which is, I think/hope, her reasoning.

I do know that they'll be together as a couple - and yes Harry - talk about angst - even now a month before it's going to happen - I already have some misgivings. But at the same time, there's a look in her eyes when she talks about it - and her references aside of what I've posted here - are more that she's going to have a good time - and not that "we're going to have a good time" - so I'm also comforted by that.

Despite the angst, I have many of the same feelings as when she went to the wedding. If I can push the uncomfortable ones aside, the ones that are left are very arousing to me - yes - the 2 of them living together and sharing everything. Even this morning I lay in bed and watched her get up and get ready and just the idea that she'll share all of this again with Frank is such a turn-on. I've jerked off so many times to that picture of them in the shower together that it is almost something I want for her/them. I can't explain it - I don't want to feel like she's falling in love with him or anything like that - but knowing he'll be sharing all of her for 4 days or so is at the same time incredibly arousing. And I clearly haven't forgotten the wedding for another reason - he fucked her 7 times in 3 days. The idea that Frank could fuck her 10 or more times is mind-boggling to me. But even crazier is that I am already looking forward intensely to when she'll come back and I'll get to feel and have her again knowing what she'll have been doing.

I am sure as the time gets closer that I'll again have misgivings - but I do feel I'm in a better place with her. Even typing all of this, despite the angst and awkward feelings that have already started - I am so horny for her later tonight....

We will be going away this weekend for a few days into next week - a last hurrah for summer with the kids so for Sue and I, our vacation actually begins tonight. Unfortunately, we'll be with the kids and other family such that Sue's slutty side will remain tucked away....

 

[dana007]

STB
good to hear that you and sue have talked somemore about the trip. and so far you are good with it.

have alot of fun on your trip away this weekend. keep us posted

 

[will2112001]

Harry/Dana - after I'd finished bringing her to quite a nice orgasm (as she called it) we did talk for a while afterwards about what we're going to tell our daughter - but Sue, pragmatic as ever, simply said "we'll just tell her mom is going away to a computer-training class". It's true, our daughter won't know Charlotte from LosAngeles so little reason to discuss it beyond that.

I did express some trepidations about it all - but Sue hugged and kissed me and simply said "there's no one else for me but you". I really didn't need to hear more.

Yes, this is different than her one-night-stand in Boston that started all of it. But I also can see her reasoning - that time in Boston meant nothing - and she hasn't said it - but obviously all those times long ago going away with other guys also meant nothing - which is, I think/hope, her reasoning.

I do know that they'll be together as a couple - and yes Harry - talk about angst - even now a month before it's going to happen - I already have some misgivings. But at the same time, there's a look in her eyes when she talks about it - and her references aside of what I've posted here - are more that she's going to have a good time - and not that "we're going to have a good time" - so I'm also comforted by that.

Despite the angst, I have many of the same feelings as when she went to the wedding. If I can push the uncomfortable ones aside, the ones that are left are very arousing to me - yes - the 2 of them living together and sharing everything. Even this morning I lay in bed and watched her get up and get ready and just the idea that she'll share all of this again with Frank is such a turn-on. I've jerked off so many times to that picture of them in the shower together that it is almost something I want for her/them. I can't explain it - I don't want to feel like she's falling in love with him or anything like that - but knowing he'll be sharing all of her for 4 days or so is at the same time incredibly arousing. And I clearly haven't forgotten the wedding for another reason - he fucked her 7 times in 3 days. The idea that Frank could fuck her 10 or more times is mind-boggling to me. But even crazier is that I am already looking forward intensely to when she'll come back and I'll get to feel and have her again knowing what she'll have been doing.

I am sure as the time gets closer that I'll again have misgivings - but I do feel I'm in a better place with her. Even typing all of this, despite the angst and awkward feelings that have already started - I am so horny for her later tonight....

We will be going away this weekend for a few days into next week - a last hurrah for summer with the kids so for Sue and I, our vacation actually begins tonight. Unfortunately, we'll be with the kids and other family such that Sue's slutty side will remain tucked away....

Steve every Cuckold I have ever known or talked too. Has had the very same feelings. I talked about the the Highs and the Lows. This is one of the Lows. But it make the highs all that much sweeter!!! It will always be in the back of your mind. What Sue is feeling For Frank. What are they doing togeather. ( but remember You did its your choice to share Sue). But the High comes When she comes home to You. (And You know she Will!!!). She will put her rings back on. She will give You the deepest wettest kiss. Tell You how much she loves You. Wou will she the happyness in her eyes. She will Strip. You will lick and suck her red swollen Pussy lips. Maybe even taste some of Franks left over cum. Then You will have Your Cuckold High!!!! But You could not really have it. It would not be as good. Without the Low. I told you before You over think this. Enjoy it. For the life of Me I swear You Cuckold have a War going on inside of you all the time.

Steve if there is anyone on this Board who is in a better place than You. I don't know them!!!!

 

[hiki]

Steve,

As always, big thanks for your thorough write-ups!

Are they staying in Charlotte after the expo until Sunday? Or staying just the days of the
expo? Do you think there might be a possibility that they find another man while there
for a 3-some? Would you be OK with that if she wanted it?

-Hiki

 

[Cuck-Rick]

Harry - I had considered this sometime last year, or at least many months ago and I took some steps to block this site on our router. I also listed some other sites in there so in case anyone stumbled onto it, they'd look like sites that were intentionally blocked. But I also have my office PC set to bypass the site-blocking. We have a number of computers in the house so the office one is pretty much mine. Sue has her own laptop when she wants to be a bit more private in what she's doing or she uses one of the other computers in the house (we have one in the kitchen, livingroom, den, basement as well as mine in the office). If you try to go here on any other computer in the house you get an innocuous message saying "site not found".

I know she's looking at porn-videos from Porn Videos, Sex, XXX, Free Porn Tube - ******* - I'd shown her that site years ago. I also showed her ASSTR.ORG and Literotica.com - and I know she has surfed around those sites too. (I hope it's okay to mention those sites here?).

Steve,
I'm usually a lurker here, can't find the private time to post much on this forum. I'm curious because you and Sue have such an open relationship what do you think her reaction would be if she saw your postings here? As Harry said she thinks your posting some were. I don't think you have posted anything that she doesn't already know.
The only down side I can see is if she saw some of the responses to your post it might give her some ideas you don't want to go with.

R

Oh, you might want to add xvideos.com to your porn sites (good free videos)

 

[dana007]

STB
well we now know sue is going to charlotte.
like i said i now it well.
that said there is all kind's of thing's in charlotte for A COUPLE to do. they can go for a nice walk downtown on the riverwalk and go to play's ect. it also has all kind's of night life for couple's to do.
do you think that frank will get with some of his budie's and take sue to some of the highend culb's. while they are there.
does sue like to go to that kind of club. i have not heard or read that you have said.
i still hope sue's dad is doing well. keep us posted

 

[sptbj2]

STB, like CR above, I never seem to find much time to post. I have been reading your story from the beginning; even before Sue's trip to Boston. I'm about the same age as you and Sue and am dealing with many of the same life experiences. One exception is that my wife has yet to "taste the forbidden fruit."

Rest assured that I'm a faithful reader. You have always been an exceptional writer and seem to get better as you become more experienced and more comfortable with yourself and your sexuality. Thanks for sharing your journey.

Congratulations on crafting such a rich sex life. It seems like you, Sue and Frank are all sharing in positive experiences that enhance your lives. Selfishly, I hope this is only the beginning of your adventure.

 

[dana007]

STB
well said sptbj2 i also hope it is only the beginning. and not the coming of the end with sue and frank.

 

[dana007]

Hi STB
did you and sue and the family enjoy your time away. hope so.
how is sue's dad still doing good we hope.
well it is wed. night again and are you looking forward to what happen's on wed's.
is sue going to see frank on thursday and will she bring you home a pie. for you to eat.
well it is less than 30 day's till sue and frank take there time away. how do you feel about it.
has sue and frank set all the date's and thing's yet.
hope you have fun tonight and when sue get's home from frank's
keep us posted look forward to your next post.

 

[Harry2614]

Uninhibited

Steve: As you know, I have been compiling your "story" into an eddied 'journal' for you. (I am about 1/2 way through Brad btw)

As such I have been not just reading, but 'studying' the nuances of you, and Sue's journey.

The one theme that strikes me as unique, is that as quickly as she can, Sue is completely uninhibited with her lovers.

What I mean is that as quickly as she is comfortable with him, she introduces each lover to all the private nuances that has taken you as her husband, years and even decades to realize.

Even with Bill in Boston, the second night with him, she presented herself "nude".

Brad had to wait until they could 'get a room' to see her 'strip naked' before him, but, it wasn't long before a little wine and a passionate kiss brought all her clothes off her body, followed by his. Then, there was "showering together, putting in her diaphragm, peeing in the bathroom with him there, etc.
It is not surprising that when you saw them together for the first time, you related it to "watching your own porn show".

The same trend has continued with Don, and now, Frank, and is the very thing that gives you the most 'angst'.

It is like, once Sue has released those inhibitions, no matter where, they are 'gone forever' no matter who she is with.

Not considering that men have their own inhibitions, she just "does it" and they learn to enjoy it.

Cheers, Harry

 

[dana007]

STB
harry that is a great post and well said.i have read all of steve's post's and did not catch that one.

 

[will2112001]

Steve: As you know, I have been compiling your "story" into an eddied 'journal' for you. (I am about 1/2 way through Brad btw)

As such I have been not just reading, but 'studying' the nuances of you, and Sue's journey.

The one theme that strikes me as unique, is that as quickly as she can, Sue is completely uninhibited with her lovers.

What I mean is that as quickly as she is comfortable with him, she introduces each lover to all the private nuances that has taken you as her husband, years and even decades to realize.

Even with Bill in Boston, the second night with him, she presented herself "nude".

Brad had to wait until they could 'get a room' to see her 'strip naked' before him, but, it wasn't long before a little wine and a passionate kiss brought all her clothes off her body, followed by his. Then, there was "showering together, putting in her diaphragm, peeing in the bathroom with him there, etc.
It is not surprising that when you saw them together for the first time, you related it to "watching your own porn show".

The same trend has continued with Don, and now, Frank, and is the very thing that gives you the most 'angst'.

It is like, once Sue has released those inhibitions, no matter where, they are 'gone forever' no matter who she is with.

Not considering that men have their own inhibitions, she just "does it" and they learn to enjoy it.

Cheers, Harry

Good Insight!!! But isn't that the whole point of being a Cuckold. Your woman is giving Me and doing things with Me. That She should only be doing with You? I am using her and body as only her husband should.
Thats the High and the Low of being a Cuckold. The joy and the pain are mixed togeather. Your emotions when she is gone are so mixed. Its a relationship that not for everyone.
Is there a cuckold out there that could change go back to a regular relationship if they could? I know some would a day or two after your wife comes back. But how long before the feeling start again? You buying her sexy underware to wear for Me. Bathing Her, helping Her get ready to go out again to be with Me? Then the pleasure pain starts again.

 

[dana007]

STB
it is all very good insight but as harry has posted and will to. it sound's and look's like all that sue has not given up to her lover's is her soul becouse she has given them her mind and body.
so steve keep us posted.

 

[Harry2614]

Good Insight!!! But isn't that the whole point of being a Cuckold. Your woman is giving Me and doing things with Me. That She should only be doing with You? I am using her and [her] body as only her husband should.
Thats the High and the Low of being a Cuckold. The joy and the pain are mixed togeather. Your emotions when she is gone are so mixed. It's a relationship that's not for everyone.
Is there a cuckold out there that could change go back to a regular relationship if they could? I know some would a day or two after your wife comes back. But how long before the feeling's start again? You buying her sexy underware to wear for Me. Bathing Her, helping Her get ready to go out again to be with Me? Then the pleasure pain starts again.

Exactly, Will, which is my next point. (Although I wasn’t going to post it here, because I have already outlined it in my own “story”)

My wife has done the same without even making me a ‘cuckold.
Although not a first marriage for either of us, I was the first to get her to shave her ‘pussy’ and, go to bed ‘nude’. As a massage therapist, I was the first to get her to receive a ‘group massage’ nude, and without ‘draping’. I was the first to give her a ‘sensual massage.’

Yet, when one of our ‘massage club’ members told her, that he could “help her release her ‘puritan ways,’ and enjoy sex more,” she was excited to go find out what he had to offer.
When she did, he gave her a sensual massage and oral sex. (I could have done that, and have) She engaged in “online sex” with him and even called him her “soulmate”. But, his wife read his E mail while he was out of town, and that was the end of that.

He did cause her to be less inhibited, and our sex life has benefitted from it.

The point is, that, once released, inhibitions won’t return unless there is a ‘bad experience’. (like the jeannie, and the bottle analogy) And, Wive’s tend to be less inhibited with a stranger, than she is with her husband. It’s the nature of a Wife!
Cheers, Harry

 

[will2112001]

Exactly, Will, which is my next point. (Although I wasn’t going to post it here, because I have already outlined it in my own “story”)

My wife has done the same without even making me a ‘cuckold.
Although not a first marriage for either of us, I was the first to get her to shave her ‘pussy’ and, go to bed ‘nude’. As a massage therapist, I was the first to get her to receive a ‘group massage’ nude, and without ‘draping’. I was the first to give her a ‘sensual massage.’

Yet, when one of our ‘massage club’ members told her, that he could “help her release her ‘puritan ways,’ and enjoy sex more,” she was excited to go find out what he had to offer.
When she did, he gave her a sensual massage and oral sex. (I could have done that, and have) She engaged in “online sex” with him and even called him her “soulmate”. But, his wife read his E mail while he was out of town, and that was the end of that.

He did cause her to be less inhibited, and our sex life has benefitted from it.

The point is, that, once released, inhibitions won’t return unless there is a ‘bad experience’. (like the jeannie, and the bottle analogy) And, Wive’s tend to be less inhibited with a stranger, than she is with her husband. It’s the nature of a Wife!
Cheers, Harry

So true. How many time have You heard a Cuck say. "She does things for Him, She never does with Me."

 

[dana007]

STB
will that is so true.

 

[far2easy]

Can't wait to hear what's going on over the past week or so. Going through STB withdrawal! LOL