Before I answer Far2 and Squirm's and Az's posts I wanted to finish how the weekend went. As you can tell, the earlier part of the evening went very well and my comment about her shirt revealing her nipples made them both laugh. What was even more erotic though was seeing his hands come around under her shirt and to watch him hold and caress her breasts and to then see him tweak and pull at her nipples. Hearing her moan and seeing her close her eyes as he did that was probably one of the most arousing moments I can recall.
I thought for sure they'd run up to the bedroom but instead she turned around in his lap and they started to kiss and right there in the living room they started to seduce each other in earnest. She unbuttoned his shirt and he pulled hers up and I have to say it was amazing to watch them just start like that and to see the passion and intensity they both had. He pulled her to him as she pulled her shirt off over her head and I have to say it was just so amazing to watch her being held tight by him as they kissed and I had the erotic thought that he could surely feel her nipples against his chest.
Again I thought they'd run upstairs but again I was I guess too anxious. Their kiss ended and she turned to me now looking just incredibly sexy sitting there topless in his lap. She smiled and then turned back to Paul and kissed him and she said "see, I told you he likes all of this" and she then pushed him back on the couch and lay down against him. He turned to me and I guess he could see the smile on my face as well as my hand massaging the lump in my pants. I don't know if he was going to say something but instead I took the opportunity to lift my hand as if to 'toast' to him and I just said "enjoy". He turned back to her and they started to kiss again and this time he took far more liberty with her. As I watched his hands went down her back to her waist and I was totally rock hard when she sat up a bit to let him reach under her and unbutton and unzip (I heard it) her jeans. When she lay back against him he could now get his hands down the back of her pants.
I remember all of the foreplay quite vividly! When she raised up once again and this time she took the lead to unbutton and unzip his pants, when they went back into their kiss I slid my own hand into my pants. And a few moments later when she rolled off of him towards the back of the couch so both of their hands could roam - it was the first time that I actually felt very comfortable sliding my own pants off and openly masturbating while watching them. Sue looked up at me and had the most amazing smile come over her face when she saw what I was doing. I think it was that which, a few minutes later, led her to say to Paul that they should go up to the bedroom. By then she'd already pulled his cock out and it was obvious that several of his fingers were inside her beneath her pants. When they stood up they both saw me but neither said anything, neither even really paid much notice at all. But before they went upstairs, he pushed down on the waist of her pants and panties and she let them slide down to the floor before stepping out of them and walking naked by me to go upstairs. Paul followed quickly behind her and he was the one who said "why don't you come up and join us in a few minutes Steve".
My thoughts at that moment fit into the last few posts here in that as they walked upstairs I was filled with a lot of different thoughts. One of those thoughts was specifically about how awesome I felt sitting there watching them go upstairs together. I loved seeing her naked body go by knowing she was going to give herself to him. Thing is, it felt really great sitting there watching them - yes, many have said it's like your own private porn movie, that's true - but for me, knowing it was my wife lying there truly letting herself feel all that she wants with her lover - and for me, knowing how fulfilled she is. It made me so horny to see her get all worked up with him like that. And Paul, he was pretty cool about things and hearing him suggest I come up with them was nice - my thought at the moment was that Sue had coached him well. I sat there stroking my hard cock enjoying the moments when I heard some noises upstairs which caught my attention. At first it was just movement but then I heard the distinct sound of Sue's sexual arousal moan!
For as much as I remember about foreplay with them, I have little recall of the exact sequence of events in the bedroom. Suffice that when I came up to the room Sue was sprawled out in the bed with her legs spread wide and Paul with his face buried in her pussy. I could hear him licking and sucking at her pussy and I could only imagine how wet she must have been for him. Neither of them saw me for a while as I watched from the doorway. I jerked off last night to horny memories of this and it's barely 8 hours later and I"m rock hard again as I'm typing this.
I don't know if others here can understand it, but to me, it just felt so wonderful to see her like that with him. Even more as I watched her pull her own legs back for him to get deeper into her pussy. What I have said before and can certainly say again is that there's no doubt I am a cuckold - I stood there stroking my cock as I watched her have one of many small orgasms with him that culminated with her hand holding his head in place as she enjoyed her climax.
At some point they saw me and it was Sue that motioned me over and sort of patted the bed next to them. Paul turned his head back towards me and seemed to nod ok in agreement. By the time I slid my pants off and walked to the bed, they'd moved to a 69 position and Paul was more on his back and Sue on her side facing me. She looked up at me as Paul spread her legs and began to lick and finger her pussy and she smiled as she took his cock in her hand and as I watched, she stroked it and then licked at the tip. I couldn't see it but the thought that she'd licked away a drop of pre-cum from his cock was a huge turn-on.
The 69 didn't last too long if I remember, both of them seemed to need to move ahead. Sue got up and stood there by the bed as both of us just looked at her. She looked beautiful, now fully turned on - her nipples were so darkened in color and oh so hard - but her bare pussy was the telltale - her pussy lips were swollen and also very darkened in color as she stood there and let us both watch as she ran her hands over her body. She shivered herself as she touched her breasts and gently caressed her pussy. With Paul on his back she reached out with her other hand and stroked him. And as we both watched, she climbed up on top of him and began to rub her pussy against the full length of his hard cock.
Neither of them said anything - at least not to me. But I swore as she climbed up on him that she seemed to almost motion me to move closer and watch. Whether she did or she didn't, I did.
Now she'd described to me how she felt as he got her ready for sex - and in this position I saw her hand come snaking through between their bodies and take his cock and guide it to her waiting wet hole! She was open but from my view she was still too tight for him to just enter her and sure enough, my god - it was like he was a human dildo (as Peak or others have said) - she held it him her hand and she rubbed it all around - pushing it harder and harder against the tight opening to her vagina. My god - each time she pushed him in a bit, I guess to stretch her, each time she'd pull his cock away I'd see just how open she was and it was very erotic to actually see into her pussy and see how wet she was. It was just a glimpse for a second or two until she'd rub it again against her opening and this time push it in a little more and then do the same, give me a teasing glimpse. Finally - oh my god was it erotic - but finally she rubbed it against her and I saw her push it a bit more firmly this last time and in an instant the big head of his cock simply popped into her. I was so struck seeing it that her loud moan caught me off guard, hearing her moan out "ooooh and then, ahhhhhh and then a sharp uhhhhhh" was so erotic that it was just her instinctive response to feeling him fill her.
I think if I'd been a bit more on-edge or I'd really been stroking away, that I'd likely have cum right then and there - but I'd been so taken watching her that I had been motionless. She stayed still for a moment with just the head of his cock in her - and her pussy closed up onto his shaft after a moment. I will openly admit that seeing that and the thought of his cockhead nestled right inside her pussy was just amazing. I remembered she'd told me how he seemed to rub against her g-spot or something with how big his cock felt and that thought was confirmed when she began to move and fuck herself on his cock. She took him deeper at first and when she pulled back I could see the wetness on his cock now. And sure enough, it was just a few minutes before she was taking him deeper and deeper until, as I watched, she nestled back and took him all the way so his balls we right up against her thighs.
It's around here that, as I said, I lose track of things. I know I was just taken by watching her slowly impale herself on him, and then, wow, to see her pull back and see his cock emerge from her waiting pussy - it was just amazing. And at that moment, as things began to unfold between them and between us, seeing her fucking him like that - I can't really explain it but it just felt so good for me to think and know that I wasn't going to cum in her. I don't know if I can even find a way to say what I thought or felt - but seeing his cock slide out of her and seeing it glistening with her wetness - I can't explain it but seeing that, it's crazy to say it but seeing that somehow made me not want to cum in her.
I guess getting lost in my cuckold thoughts is where my mental clarity starts to face. It seemed they turned over into the missionary position next and as I'd said earlier, things were very comfortable and I recall Paul being fairly demonstrative with her, but also at times looking over at me and even possibly repositioning himself to let me see him better. At some point Sue said "I told you he likes to watch". She looked equally beautiful spread beneath him. I get so friggin' aroused at seeing her like that when she really wants him and it was obvious she did. At one point he pulled out of her for a moment and he was above her and she looked just amazing lying there beneath him - waiting for him to push his cock back into her. And I noticed that he did that several times - let me see all of her as he pulled himself out of her pussy and then back in. It was so erotic, especially as it became obviously easier and easier for him to pull out of her fully and then push back in. Each time she'd let out a shriek of pleasure he'd push into her and she'd let out this sexy moan when he'd pull out of her.
I wish I could give a chronology of things but it was all a blur. Sue reached out and held my hand at one point and I could almost feel her excitement through her hand in how she held mine and how she tensed up and then would release it. At one point I touched and held her right leg and foot as Paul pushed into her and it was amazing to feel her body move each time. By this point there was no doubt I was going to be taking another turn with her for sure.
In some ways I wished it didn't have to end. I wished it was like a porn movie where I could go back to and rewatch the most arousing parts over and over. But after how long - 15 minutes? 30 minutes? I don't know - it was long dark out so I didn't have a frame of reference. But sure enough, the time was approaching. I've said that even I can tell when Paul is getting close. Sue had cum many times, including several ones that made her shake and quiver beneath him, but I knew that this had been a pretty intense session for both of them and I had a feeling that the end was going to be quite intense - and it was. Paul started his motion that I knew meant he was close - he has this way of pushing into her and then staying deep in her before pulling back and doing it again. And it was happening. At the same time Sue had her knees pulled back as far as they could go but all she was doing was moaning and thrashing her head back and forth each time he'd bottom out in her. It was obvious the end was near and sure enough - as I watched Paul let out a loud moan and I watched him plunge into her one last time and then I watched his butt tense up. He'd stay in her deep and then pull back and immediately push into her again and again. Maybe it's my imagination but I swore I could see each pulse of cum. She let out a loud moan that was just so erotic when he first started to cum, but as he continued to fuck her each time pushing deep into her she started to get louder and louder. I could tell he'd finished cumming but he kept up his pace and as his cock began to get wet and almost foamy around her pussy she began to shake. I knew what was about to happen and I almost yelled out "go for it" - but even without that, a moment later Sue's pussy gushed around his cock as she screamed out and thrashed around moaning screaming. I'd seen her cum before but this was a lot, he'd almost gotten her to squirt and as he kept fucking her she seemed to let build up to an intense outburst of "holy fuck" after which she just fell back onto the bed motionless. Her knees fell to her side as she lay there motionless.
I had seen it all from behind including her whole crotch becoming drenched but I suddenly felt a little self-conscious and I moved more to their side and away from watching them fuck. Paul turned to look at me and he said very casually "want to watch me pull out of her?". Just like that!!!! As if it were nothing. I may have hesitated for a second but I almost immediately answered "yeah". And with that he raised his body up and off of her leaving just his now softening cock connecting him to her. She had opened her eyes and was now up on her elbows and she smiled and turned to me and said "you like this don't you?" and when I nodded, all 3 of us watched as Paul pulled all the way out of her. She just moaned when she felt him pull out and said softly "that was amazing". But it was what Paul said next that surprised me, he said "do you like how she looks Steve?". I didn't know if he meant how she looked overall or how he'd left her pussy - but the answer was the same for me - I said something like "yeah she does".
He rolled off of her and she turned to me and held my hand and she said "if you want a turn, now's the time baby". Just like that, calmly as if nothing was wrong at all. The box of condoms was right there on the headboard and as I reached for one, Paul rolled to one side and he leaned down to start kissing her and caressing her shoulders and breasts. He said stuff to her about how good the sex was (letting me hear) as I pulled the condom on and I moved in between her legs.
I knew then as others have posted here, that this was more for me than her, but it didn't matter. My cock was so hard and as I knelt between her legs and I began rubbing the tip (condom covered) up between her pussy lips - I could definitely feel how wet and warm she was (love the polyurethane condoms) - but at the same time I have to say that I absolutely loved knowing that I wasn't going to feel or cum in her. I just wanted to share the moment and get my own relief and at the same time I so wanted to give her everything she wanted.
I pushed effortlessly into her, and there was virtually no resistance, no nothing, once I was inside her. It wasn't until I pushed all the way in that I could even really feel her and then all I felt was her tightness around the base of my cock. Her pussy was like soft jello inside and the reality that Paul had just fucked her silly swept over me - that her pussy could have had such a workout that she was literally limp from it just stuck with me and even without much friction at all, just the sensations of being in her was enough - I'd like to say that I made her cum or that I lasted a long time - I don't think I lasted more than just a few minutes at most once I was in her. But that was long enough to give me a crazy intense orgasm that even made me moan out loud. Paul had moved back as I started to cum and I was glad he did because it felt wonderful to feel Sue hug me as I came in her even if she was just doing it for me. We kissed for a moment after I'd cum finally and then it just felt right to me to move off of her. I don't think Paul was looking per se but Sue was, along with me as we both watched me pull of out of her and saw the condom I'd just filled be revealed. I heard her moan and even smile as I pulled out, she looked back up at me and we kissed once more before I pulled back and moved out of the way.
No sooner had I gotten up did she roll towards Paul and start kissing him. That part stung - I'll admit it - I was still in my post-orgasmic state and she'd simply turned right back to Paul and started kissing. As I watched his hands again went down her back and held her butt as they kissed. I sat there and watched for a moment before I remembered I need to pull off the condom.
So, I'm going to end this part here by sharing that as I walked into the bathroom to clean up a little bit, I tied the condom in a knot and I held it and I have to say that it was just an amazing and incredibly sexy and somehow crazyily satisfying feeling to see and hold and feel my cum in the tip of the condom. I looked back at them on the bed and how sexy they looked together and that, plus how i felt holding the condom, really made me feel amazingly good. If I'd say there was a moment of bliss - that was it for me. I can't explain it but it just so turned me on and at the same time gave me this crazy satisfied feeling holding the condom in my hand, knowing, I guess, what I'd done as I looked at them.
Squirm - it's a crazy feeling and such an intense thing for me to think about and even agree with but you may be very right, it's scary in a way but you may have gotten it right that I may be using condoms for as long as she's seeing Paul. Thing is, after this past weekend, it's an exciting thought to have.
For me, I just cannot deny the crazy feeling of satisfaction I have. It is so weird but I can actually say that those moments in the bathroom were perhaps the most pleasant ever - not just physical relief, and from how much I seem to cum these days, it's quite physical - but it's so much in my head. I wish I could figure out how to explain it but standing there holding the condom full of MY cum just felt - dare I say - perfect in my head. I so couldn't wait to know, not even to have to be there, but to know that he was surely going to fuck her again and that only he'd be cumming in her.
Someone described the feeling as being as if she's a Playboy model in someways who I am turned on about and so "in love with" but cannot have sexually. I'm not sure it's the same, there's so much more to it but that is some of the feelings.
