Well, after the past few weeks now, it is clear that it will soon be Sue and Robert.
I'm not sure how to summarize it all but I'll try.
I should start by saying that they haven't had sex yet.
Sue has said over and over that she wanted to be wooed and seduced and that she wanted to want it when it happened.
And now, she is very close, if not there in terms of wanting it - and yet, Robert has remained the gentleman.
He's inquired about our status and yes, specifically my health. She's replied that I can 'perform' but not well and not all the time and she's, when a bit *****, joked that at times she is frustrated. She has also made it clear to him that I tolerate her indiscretions but has not told him that I know more, etc.
As of this past Thursday, he's finally had her top and bra off and he's felt and sucked at her breasts as part of a 'make-out-session' after they'd gone to dinner. Sorry, I should have mentioned that more. She's gone out again with the work group and at their last Friday outing, she and Robert had gone off alone and shared their first true kiss. He asked her if he could take her out to dinner and she said "that sounds like a date" and he said yes. She talked it over with me. I knew it was coming so in a way, I wanted to hear her tell me. She admitted, now quite openly, that she is horny about him and is attracted to him.
She didn't expect to have sex with him - she said he's being quite the gentleman about it and that she is so enjoying this playful seduction between them. She's come home after their Friday nights and now after this past Thursday night - so turned on and so horny that we've fucked like animals at times. After this past make-out session after dinner she also said that he felt her pussy over her panties. I've joked that this isn't like her - to hold back as she even admitted that she'd have let him take them off of her - and she said it's not her, its him. And she's said that it is working, that she is very horny for him. I suppose I should also say that she's said that he feels like his cock is bigger than mine - longer and thicker - and she's begun to tease me about that when we're in bed - including last night where she teased me about how he's going to feel in her.
I also need to add though - that we've had some fairly revealing conversations between us. Strangely, in a way, her desire for him has brought us much closer including sharing some incredibly passionate love-making sessions that have left us both struggling for breath. Our daughter went up to see her brother at college over the past weekend and that left us time to truly reconnect here at home. Almost immediately on her departure did Sue just release everything. I know she was also horny thinking about Robert - but we reconnected without talking too much or teasing too much about him many times.
She admitted to wanting him. And we talked about that a bit. She said that what's between us is so much more than just sex - that after almost 30 years together she felt she could maybe let herself go a bit more with Robert emotionally. I asked her what that meant about us and she said it wouldn't change anything but that she wanted to if I would be okay with it. I told her openly that it turned me on incredibly over this past month or two to see her desire for Robert grow.
We talked about something that an old friend of ours had told Sue not long after we'd gotten married. She was at least ten or more years older than us, divorced long ago and, then, long married - Sue shared with me that their conversation was the friend telling Sue that every wife should have a full-blown affair at least once. That it was good for the wife to feel that sort of desire. There was obviously much more to the conversation, both back then and now, but in the end, it was part of what Sue felt was something she may want to let happen with her and Robert. She said he has said many times that he would never want to come between her and I or cause us problems.
There's probably more that I've left out than I've put in here but I tried to hit some of the most important things. It's kind of funny typing this right now because I am sure that anyone who's read to here is on one hand asking - so, what did I say - and on the other hand, thinking - duh, he's a cuck - what do you think I said?
It is a very different conversation with your wife discussing giving her your okay to actively seek and want another man she's attracted to. I know she was attracted to Brad and Don and even Frank, but in those situations, it was more them wanting her and her eventually wanting them and developing from there. Here, before they've even begun, she's admitted she essentially has a crush on him - to use our daughters terms. I can say without a doubt that there is an intense closeness I feel with her right now after the way we've been together and how openly she's talked. We haven't talked specifics about Robert other than her saying she wants him - well, she's said much more when we're having sex - but when we're talking, the conversation really has been about us and only that about him - that she wants him.
Clearly we talked about the risks and she knows that once she starts to feel something for him, that it may grow into more. But she is 14 years older than he is and at very different points in both of their lives. She's told me in passing that he would still like to have kids and I am pretty sure he knows that Sue is past that point - but it serves as a boundary of sorts - so she feels - that will limit things. Plus he knows that I am here but he doesn't know my tolerance levels, etc. She did ask me how I would feel if her emotional connection with him grew. I told her what I've said all along, essentially, that as long as it was all working for me and us that it would be okay and I admitted that it did turn me on to think about. She giggled and called me crazy but she has also said that she is really beginning to understand me more and more - what she's figured out is that as long as I feel that our marriage is okay - and that as long as I'm somehow sexually satisfied - that I actually enjoy the sex she has with her lover - maybe not physically, but I actually enjoy it mentally and that somehow, her fulfillment give me a sense of satisfaction that I haven't seemed to ever find anywhere else. We agreed that no matter what, that we needed to be able to talk openly with each other. She said she'd try to be careful and that she thought she'd done much better with Frank (at one point she did say "it could have happened with Frank" meaning her falling for him emotionally and that it was her who held control - which must have been when she would have skipped seeing him, etc.) and I told her that she would have to listen to me if I felt she wasn't and that it might be hard for her to see it, etc.. She agreed.
That all probably sounded crazy but it's a shortened summary of most of the important stuff over the past few weeks.
She's not seeing him this week - many people have this week off from work and they still want to keep things quiet as much and for as long as they can. In the meanwhile,she is just soooo turned on and horny all the time. Between Thursday night when she got home and last night - I'm tuckered out right now.
They have no set plans for any next steps - she's said that she wants him to take the next step first though. Like she's said - she wants to be "wanted". I'm not sure if I'm necessarily ready for these next steps - but at the same time - I wouldn't think of saying no to her - not from how horny and turned on we both have been about it. It's such a crazy feeling to want your wife to want another man.
Gotta run for now.
I'm not sure how to summarize it all but I'll try.
I should start by saying that they haven't had sex yet.
Sue has said over and over that she wanted to be wooed and seduced and that she wanted to want it when it happened.
And now, she is very close, if not there in terms of wanting it - and yet, Robert has remained the gentleman.
He's inquired about our status and yes, specifically my health. She's replied that I can 'perform' but not well and not all the time and she's, when a bit *****, joked that at times she is frustrated. She has also made it clear to him that I tolerate her indiscretions but has not told him that I know more, etc.
As of this past Thursday, he's finally had her top and bra off and he's felt and sucked at her breasts as part of a 'make-out-session' after they'd gone to dinner. Sorry, I should have mentioned that more. She's gone out again with the work group and at their last Friday outing, she and Robert had gone off alone and shared their first true kiss. He asked her if he could take her out to dinner and she said "that sounds like a date" and he said yes. She talked it over with me. I knew it was coming so in a way, I wanted to hear her tell me. She admitted, now quite openly, that she is horny about him and is attracted to him.
She didn't expect to have sex with him - she said he's being quite the gentleman about it and that she is so enjoying this playful seduction between them. She's come home after their Friday nights and now after this past Thursday night - so turned on and so horny that we've fucked like animals at times. After this past make-out session after dinner she also said that he felt her pussy over her panties. I've joked that this isn't like her - to hold back as she even admitted that she'd have let him take them off of her - and she said it's not her, its him. And she's said that it is working, that she is very horny for him. I suppose I should also say that she's said that he feels like his cock is bigger than mine - longer and thicker - and she's begun to tease me about that when we're in bed - including last night where she teased me about how he's going to feel in her.
I also need to add though - that we've had some fairly revealing conversations between us. Strangely, in a way, her desire for him has brought us much closer including sharing some incredibly passionate love-making sessions that have left us both struggling for breath. Our daughter went up to see her brother at college over the past weekend and that left us time to truly reconnect here at home. Almost immediately on her departure did Sue just release everything. I know she was also horny thinking about Robert - but we reconnected without talking too much or teasing too much about him many times.
She admitted to wanting him. And we talked about that a bit. She said that what's between us is so much more than just sex - that after almost 30 years together she felt she could maybe let herself go a bit more with Robert emotionally. I asked her what that meant about us and she said it wouldn't change anything but that she wanted to if I would be okay with it. I told her openly that it turned me on incredibly over this past month or two to see her desire for Robert grow.
We talked about something that an old friend of ours had told Sue not long after we'd gotten married. She was at least ten or more years older than us, divorced long ago and, then, long married - Sue shared with me that their conversation was the friend telling Sue that every wife should have a full-blown affair at least once. That it was good for the wife to feel that sort of desire. There was obviously much more to the conversation, both back then and now, but in the end, it was part of what Sue felt was something she may want to let happen with her and Robert. She said he has said many times that he would never want to come between her and I or cause us problems.
There's probably more that I've left out than I've put in here but I tried to hit some of the most important things. It's kind of funny typing this right now because I am sure that anyone who's read to here is on one hand asking - so, what did I say - and on the other hand, thinking - duh, he's a cuck - what do you think I said?
It is a very different conversation with your wife discussing giving her your okay to actively seek and want another man she's attracted to. I know she was attracted to Brad and Don and even Frank, but in those situations, it was more them wanting her and her eventually wanting them and developing from there. Here, before they've even begun, she's admitted she essentially has a crush on him - to use our daughters terms. I can say without a doubt that there is an intense closeness I feel with her right now after the way we've been together and how openly she's talked. We haven't talked specifics about Robert other than her saying she wants him - well, she's said much more when we're having sex - but when we're talking, the conversation really has been about us and only that about him - that she wants him.
Clearly we talked about the risks and she knows that once she starts to feel something for him, that it may grow into more. But she is 14 years older than he is and at very different points in both of their lives. She's told me in passing that he would still like to have kids and I am pretty sure he knows that Sue is past that point - but it serves as a boundary of sorts - so she feels - that will limit things. Plus he knows that I am here but he doesn't know my tolerance levels, etc. She did ask me how I would feel if her emotional connection with him grew. I told her what I've said all along, essentially, that as long as it was all working for me and us that it would be okay and I admitted that it did turn me on to think about. She giggled and called me crazy but she has also said that she is really beginning to understand me more and more - what she's figured out is that as long as I feel that our marriage is okay - and that as long as I'm somehow sexually satisfied - that I actually enjoy the sex she has with her lover - maybe not physically, but I actually enjoy it mentally and that somehow, her fulfillment give me a sense of satisfaction that I haven't seemed to ever find anywhere else. We agreed that no matter what, that we needed to be able to talk openly with each other. She said she'd try to be careful and that she thought she'd done much better with Frank (at one point she did say "it could have happened with Frank" meaning her falling for him emotionally and that it was her who held control - which must have been when she would have skipped seeing him, etc.) and I told her that she would have to listen to me if I felt she wasn't and that it might be hard for her to see it, etc.. She agreed.
That all probably sounded crazy but it's a shortened summary of most of the important stuff over the past few weeks.
She's not seeing him this week - many people have this week off from work and they still want to keep things quiet as much and for as long as they can. In the meanwhile,she is just soooo turned on and horny all the time. Between Thursday night when she got home and last night - I'm tuckered out right now.
They have no set plans for any next steps - she's said that she wants him to take the next step first though. Like she's said - she wants to be "wanted". I'm not sure if I'm necessarily ready for these next steps - but at the same time - I wouldn't think of saying no to her - not from how horny and turned on we both have been about it. It's such a crazy feeling to want your wife to want another man.
Gotta run for now.
