I'm not sure where to begin. Last night was incredibly intense in so many different ways.
Sue had told me on Saturday that while this was definitely a trial-period, that she wanted to "make it as real as it can be". She repeated this statement several times last night as she encouraged me to enjoy my last time in her. She teased me as she lay there beneath me and told me "be sure you look me over good" and she spread her legs and then said "because you are about to give me to Robert". She ran her hands up and down her body and down to her pussy and teased her already engorged pussy and told me that I needed to be sure that I wanted this.
I was nervous as hell - but every time over the weekend that she asked me this - I steadfastly gave her the same answer - that I did want to try it. On both nights she said what I'd written above - that she wanted to play this as real as it can be. She almost admonished me at one point and said something like "I want to play this for real, I don't want you to expect me to give into you if you ask or want me".
She told me several times that "you rubbed off on me" and when I asked her to explain she said that she now (lately) finds herself very turned on by all of this "denial talk". She said that she used to think how she could ever not have sex with me much less not have me cumming in her - but she admits that all of the talk over the past few months as well as all of the "fun" we've had "without you fucking me" has convinced her that she wants to try this. She said it's taken her a while to accept that this turns her on and kidded with me again that "you have no one to blame but yourself" and at one point she teasingly put her hand over her pussy and said that it's been a long time since she's felt so "in control" (her words - but I know she meant that she feels empowered) over her own sexuality - and she again said that it scares her at times, but that she is genuinely excited by - as she put it "taking a real break" from me cumming in her.
Saturday night was intense enough - she teased me mercilessly at times (while laughing at how my cock seemed to reveal my true desires) when she said "this is going to be Robbies when you're done" meaning her pussy. As we fucked she encouraged me - quite explicitly at times that "you'd better enjoy yourself" because there was only 1 more day for me to have her. Even though we'd fucked up a storm on Friday night - damn if I didn't cum like a teenager again on Saturday. I think it was mainly for my entertainment - but as I pounded into her she giggled and said "just think only 2 more times for you to cum in me" but soon enough, she was right there with me at the peak of passion. She moaned about how it turned her on to think that "only Robbie will be in me soon". But as we approached our mutual orgasm ( she seemed to really want to cum at the same time as me - both nights ) - our talking and teasing turned into grunts and moans. Of course, my head was full of every thought I could possibly have - I felt torn at times - wanting to fuck her soooo slowly and to savor every moment and every inch I could feel of her - but at the same time I so wanted to just plow away at her and be as physical as I can with her. When I finally did let loose in her on Saturday night - she came at almost the exact same moment. She later confessed that - same as me (I admitted it to her) that her thinking (playing it for real) that it was one of the last few times I might cum in her - and that really drove her to an intense orgasm.
She encouraged me to stay still with her afterwards and she said for me to "stay in me as long as you can baby". We lay there kissing and hugging and as we did she looked up at me and said "it's going to be alright". I hugged her and I said "I know". But I KNOW that it turned us both on for me to get up onto my knees and for us both to watch my cock slip out of her. I cannot emphasize at how much that moment meant to me - I felt my cock slip out of her and watched a dribble of my cum follow and even though I'd just cum - that feeling of my cock slipping out of her and the sight that followed - in a weird way gave me an even greater feeling of pleasure than the orgasm that had just swept over me.
She giggled as she felt me slip out but then she let out a deep sensual moan as I guess she too realized the significance of the moment. She cupped her hand over her open leaking pussy and pulled several fingerful's out. She looked at it on her hand and then said something about not taking it personally but then said "after almost 30 years, it's going to be good to take a break from this".
I'd like to say we said or did more on Saturday night but instead, we both lay there afterwards and we hugged and caressed each other. When I did run my hands down to her pussy she held them for a moment and then said "after tomorrow you'll only get to look baby" but that night she let me run my fingers up through her swollen open pussy and she giggled at how it felt for me to spread my cum all around.
But it was last night when things really reached their peak in terms of what was going on. We talked again before we started to mess around. She looked at me and said - again in keeping with trying to make it real - she said that it she wanted me to know that this was the last time I was going to fuck her. She didn't say "ever" which was good as that might have been too much for me at the time to hear her say that and for me to even have that thought and she again said "I don't want you bothering me for sex". We were still dressed and we were talking out loud and she continued and said "You can have all of me tonight" and then added "for the last time". Honestly, I was worried I was going to shoot off in my pants.
It was when we got into bed that things got more tense and more intense. She asked me if her "not wearing panties" and leaving herself ******* to me was going to be okay for me - whether I can "handle it". I told her that I would much rather get to see her even if I can't have her. She giggled and said that I must really enjoy being tormented and again she emphasized at "this what you started" and this time she lay back and said "I want you to look at me" as she lay there naked. She said "I want to do this - try this - but I want to be absolutely you do too" - before I could say anything she said again that she wanted to play this for real (even though it's just for 2 weeks) and she said "I want you to tell me again that you want me to give my pussy to Robbie." I nodded yes and she said "I WANT to do it - but I want you to say it to me".
It was truly a moment I'd wanted to feel for so long. I can't fully explain everything in my head - but I know that at that moment it was never more clear to me. I know I love my wife and I love having sex with her - but last night as she lay there beneath me - I knew it was what I wanted. I put my fingers into her pussy and felt her warmth and the sticky-wet feeling between her pussy lips. She moaned as I probed the entrance to her vagina and she seemed to push her hips up to get me to penetrate her more. My cock was rock-hard at her literally ******** all of herself to me like this. As I pulled my fingers out of her she moaned and said "well, I want you to tell me before we do more - yes or no?". I was actually worried I'd cum as I said it to her - but I knew she needed to hear it from me - that hearing it from me right then, before our last moments of pleasure together was what she needed. I took a deep breath and I said "yes Sue, I love you dearly but I know this is something that I, you, we both, want to try out" I paused and then simply said "yes, I want you to be all his". I don't know how my voice didn't crack but I know it wavered as I said "I want him to be the only one to be fucking you". She squealed at that moment hearing me say it out loud - and as I said - hearing me say it again (and again and again) has finally convinced her.
I was glued to staring at her pussy - I can't explain why but I just knew that it was what I wanted. And maybe it's what I've wanted since the beginning. As I started to realize the other day - it's crazy to say it but I do so want her to share her sexual pleasure with him. Much as it scared me to think about - it also excited me to think about it.
I heard her start to talk again and she said something and then said "good - then it'll be done". I was sort of delerious with excitement and I'd started to rub my cock up and down between her swollen labia. I wanted to take as long as I could before pushing into her for what could be the last time. It turned me on so much to think of her wanting to make it as real as possible. As I rubbed up and down she said in a quiet voice "I want to be his" and hearing that really got me seething.
Sue had told me on Saturday that while this was definitely a trial-period, that she wanted to "make it as real as it can be". She repeated this statement several times last night as she encouraged me to enjoy my last time in her. She teased me as she lay there beneath me and told me "be sure you look me over good" and she spread her legs and then said "because you are about to give me to Robert". She ran her hands up and down her body and down to her pussy and teased her already engorged pussy and told me that I needed to be sure that I wanted this.
I was nervous as hell - but every time over the weekend that she asked me this - I steadfastly gave her the same answer - that I did want to try it. On both nights she said what I'd written above - that she wanted to play this as real as it can be. She almost admonished me at one point and said something like "I want to play this for real, I don't want you to expect me to give into you if you ask or want me".
She told me several times that "you rubbed off on me" and when I asked her to explain she said that she now (lately) finds herself very turned on by all of this "denial talk". She said that she used to think how she could ever not have sex with me much less not have me cumming in her - but she admits that all of the talk over the past few months as well as all of the "fun" we've had "without you fucking me" has convinced her that she wants to try this. She said it's taken her a while to accept that this turns her on and kidded with me again that "you have no one to blame but yourself" and at one point she teasingly put her hand over her pussy and said that it's been a long time since she's felt so "in control" (her words - but I know she meant that she feels empowered) over her own sexuality - and she again said that it scares her at times, but that she is genuinely excited by - as she put it "taking a real break" from me cumming in her.
Saturday night was intense enough - she teased me mercilessly at times (while laughing at how my cock seemed to reveal my true desires) when she said "this is going to be Robbies when you're done" meaning her pussy. As we fucked she encouraged me - quite explicitly at times that "you'd better enjoy yourself" because there was only 1 more day for me to have her. Even though we'd fucked up a storm on Friday night - damn if I didn't cum like a teenager again on Saturday. I think it was mainly for my entertainment - but as I pounded into her she giggled and said "just think only 2 more times for you to cum in me" but soon enough, she was right there with me at the peak of passion. She moaned about how it turned her on to think that "only Robbie will be in me soon". But as we approached our mutual orgasm ( she seemed to really want to cum at the same time as me - both nights ) - our talking and teasing turned into grunts and moans. Of course, my head was full of every thought I could possibly have - I felt torn at times - wanting to fuck her soooo slowly and to savor every moment and every inch I could feel of her - but at the same time I so wanted to just plow away at her and be as physical as I can with her. When I finally did let loose in her on Saturday night - she came at almost the exact same moment. She later confessed that - same as me (I admitted it to her) that her thinking (playing it for real) that it was one of the last few times I might cum in her - and that really drove her to an intense orgasm.
She encouraged me to stay still with her afterwards and she said for me to "stay in me as long as you can baby". We lay there kissing and hugging and as we did she looked up at me and said "it's going to be alright". I hugged her and I said "I know". But I KNOW that it turned us both on for me to get up onto my knees and for us both to watch my cock slip out of her. I cannot emphasize at how much that moment meant to me - I felt my cock slip out of her and watched a dribble of my cum follow and even though I'd just cum - that feeling of my cock slipping out of her and the sight that followed - in a weird way gave me an even greater feeling of pleasure than the orgasm that had just swept over me.
She giggled as she felt me slip out but then she let out a deep sensual moan as I guess she too realized the significance of the moment. She cupped her hand over her open leaking pussy and pulled several fingerful's out. She looked at it on her hand and then said something about not taking it personally but then said "after almost 30 years, it's going to be good to take a break from this".
I'd like to say we said or did more on Saturday night but instead, we both lay there afterwards and we hugged and caressed each other. When I did run my hands down to her pussy she held them for a moment and then said "after tomorrow you'll only get to look baby" but that night she let me run my fingers up through her swollen open pussy and she giggled at how it felt for me to spread my cum all around.
But it was last night when things really reached their peak in terms of what was going on. We talked again before we started to mess around. She looked at me and said - again in keeping with trying to make it real - she said that it she wanted me to know that this was the last time I was going to fuck her. She didn't say "ever" which was good as that might have been too much for me at the time to hear her say that and for me to even have that thought and she again said "I don't want you bothering me for sex". We were still dressed and we were talking out loud and she continued and said "You can have all of me tonight" and then added "for the last time". Honestly, I was worried I was going to shoot off in my pants.
It was when we got into bed that things got more tense and more intense. She asked me if her "not wearing panties" and leaving herself ******* to me was going to be okay for me - whether I can "handle it". I told her that I would much rather get to see her even if I can't have her. She giggled and said that I must really enjoy being tormented and again she emphasized at "this what you started" and this time she lay back and said "I want you to look at me" as she lay there naked. She said "I want to do this - try this - but I want to be absolutely you do too" - before I could say anything she said again that she wanted to play this for real (even though it's just for 2 weeks) and she said "I want you to tell me again that you want me to give my pussy to Robbie." I nodded yes and she said "I WANT to do it - but I want you to say it to me".
It was truly a moment I'd wanted to feel for so long. I can't fully explain everything in my head - but I know that at that moment it was never more clear to me. I know I love my wife and I love having sex with her - but last night as she lay there beneath me - I knew it was what I wanted. I put my fingers into her pussy and felt her warmth and the sticky-wet feeling between her pussy lips. She moaned as I probed the entrance to her vagina and she seemed to push her hips up to get me to penetrate her more. My cock was rock-hard at her literally ******** all of herself to me like this. As I pulled my fingers out of her she moaned and said "well, I want you to tell me before we do more - yes or no?". I was actually worried I'd cum as I said it to her - but I knew she needed to hear it from me - that hearing it from me right then, before our last moments of pleasure together was what she needed. I took a deep breath and I said "yes Sue, I love you dearly but I know this is something that I, you, we both, want to try out" I paused and then simply said "yes, I want you to be all his". I don't know how my voice didn't crack but I know it wavered as I said "I want him to be the only one to be fucking you". She squealed at that moment hearing me say it out loud - and as I said - hearing me say it again (and again and again) has finally convinced her.
I was glued to staring at her pussy - I can't explain why but I just knew that it was what I wanted. And maybe it's what I've wanted since the beginning. As I started to realize the other day - it's crazy to say it but I do so want her to share her sexual pleasure with him. Much as it scared me to think about - it also excited me to think about it.
I heard her start to talk again and she said something and then said "good - then it'll be done". I was sort of delerious with excitement and I'd started to rub my cock up and down between her swollen labia. I wanted to take as long as I could before pushing into her for what could be the last time. It turned me on so much to think of her wanting to make it as real as possible. As I rubbed up and down she said in a quiet voice "I want to be his" and hearing that really got me seething.