We are an older couple in our mid 60's, been together over 45 years, and I have always had fantasies about other guys we've known over the years fucking my wife. So when we have sex, I really never think of myself with her, either I'm thinking I'm some other guy I know, or I'm thinking I'm getting her after she's been whoring for another guy I'm thinking about. My wife also doesn't know about my very strong sissy cock sucking fantasies. BUT! she knows about my cuckold clean up thoughts. I do tell her every time I eat her, I'll say " I love eating your well fucked pussy, licking up your lovers cum from you. " but she never says anything back, she's not into thinking of me being a clean up cuckold even though she knows I think of that all the time. So my wife would really be turned off with my sissy faggot thoughts. She would be so disgusted if she knew I wear her thong panties when she's at work. I like to fantasize by spanking my thong ass, and think of being a submissive sissy boy for some guys , even BBC's.
So that is why I masturbate my sissy ass off while I LOVE! watching a white faggot boy getting some BIG HARD BLACK COCKS!