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Just a quick update from last night.
Yes - we had sex last night - we were both surprisingly horny. She was very playful and our foreplay was quite long in comparison as she seemed to be in the mood for quite a bit of oral last night - both giving and returning. At one point she asked me as she was sucking me "don't you want to cum in my mouth?" I told her that this week was for her pussy and that "we'll see about next week" and she quieted down and went back to work. I was pretty close when I pulled her off of my cock and took my turn between her legs. She said a variety of things but actually I was kind of stuck on thinking that Frank does this for her too as I was licking deeply into her pussy and feeling her responses in the form of moans and her pussy tightening and oozing her sweetness. She teased me at times that "you can always do this for me" implying the obvious.
As we started to fuck I was really getting into it. After we've had sex a lot for a few days - she really stays wet and seems to get into it a lot. That thought also convinced me of her desires for the next few weeks. She'd really gotten me going orally so I was wicked hard already and after she'd cum while we were fucking I really went at her. I remember thinking "it's only Tuesday" at one point and as I got really close I decided to do something different - for her and for me. Just as I was about to let loose - I pulled out of her and stroked my cock till it spewed all over her stomach, breasts and one spurt made it to her neck. The last of it ran down my hands and dripped all over her still spread pussy.
When she felt what I'd done she squealed so loud I thought our daughter would come running. From her moan I knew she'd cum too but as I squeezed out those last dribbles, her fingers rocketed to her pussy and she rubbed herself - using my cum as a lubricant of sorts - and finger-fucked herself till she had this intense orgasm as I watched. Her eyes were tightly shut as both of her hands worked on her pussy and I watched her make herself cum like I haven't seen in ages - her whole body shook and she squeezed her legs shut around her hand buried in her pussy while the other literally wiped and spread my cum all over her stomach and breasts! It was like something out of a porn movie. A moment later she just let out this huge breath and she totally relaxed under me.
What was really funny was the almost embarassed look on her face when she did open them - she'd spread my cum literally all over her - all over her pussy and surrounding area and all over her stomach and breasts. She must have seen the incredulous look on my face because she moaned up at me and said "wow - I didn't expect you to do that .... my god that turned me on". She breathed some more and then asked me shyly "was it okay for you?". I lay down next to her and kissed her and said "yeah, it was okay" but we didn't say anything more other than her moaning back that it was really nice and she thanked me. I knew what she was saying and I just said back "It's okay and then added "I suppose it's something we could do sometimes" and she smiled and hugged me back and said thank-you again.
So - I suppose it's not so bad if I can truly ride her till the very end. Certainly not better than cumming in her, but for me, it might be better than a condom as I think I'm going to miss feeling her pussy more than anything. If the rest of the week works out, I may "try" a condom with her for comparison - she'll probably be into it if I tell her why....
Dana - no - no specifics on the next weeks plans. I'd say it's dictated more by her schedule than his.
Yes - we had sex last night - we were both surprisingly horny. She was very playful and our foreplay was quite long in comparison as she seemed to be in the mood for quite a bit of oral last night - both giving and returning. At one point she asked me as she was sucking me "don't you want to cum in my mouth?" I told her that this week was for her pussy and that "we'll see about next week" and she quieted down and went back to work. I was pretty close when I pulled her off of my cock and took my turn between her legs. She said a variety of things but actually I was kind of stuck on thinking that Frank does this for her too as I was licking deeply into her pussy and feeling her responses in the form of moans and her pussy tightening and oozing her sweetness. She teased me at times that "you can always do this for me" implying the obvious.
As we started to fuck I was really getting into it. After we've had sex a lot for a few days - she really stays wet and seems to get into it a lot. That thought also convinced me of her desires for the next few weeks. She'd really gotten me going orally so I was wicked hard already and after she'd cum while we were fucking I really went at her. I remember thinking "it's only Tuesday" at one point and as I got really close I decided to do something different - for her and for me. Just as I was about to let loose - I pulled out of her and stroked my cock till it spewed all over her stomach, breasts and one spurt made it to her neck. The last of it ran down my hands and dripped all over her still spread pussy.
When she felt what I'd done she squealed so loud I thought our daughter would come running. From her moan I knew she'd cum too but as I squeezed out those last dribbles, her fingers rocketed to her pussy and she rubbed herself - using my cum as a lubricant of sorts - and finger-fucked herself till she had this intense orgasm as I watched. Her eyes were tightly shut as both of her hands worked on her pussy and I watched her make herself cum like I haven't seen in ages - her whole body shook and she squeezed her legs shut around her hand buried in her pussy while the other literally wiped and spread my cum all over her stomach and breasts! It was like something out of a porn movie. A moment later she just let out this huge breath and she totally relaxed under me.
What was really funny was the almost embarassed look on her face when she did open them - she'd spread my cum literally all over her - all over her pussy and surrounding area and all over her stomach and breasts. She must have seen the incredulous look on my face because she moaned up at me and said "wow - I didn't expect you to do that .... my god that turned me on". She breathed some more and then asked me shyly "was it okay for you?". I lay down next to her and kissed her and said "yeah, it was okay" but we didn't say anything more other than her moaning back that it was really nice and she thanked me. I knew what she was saying and I just said back "It's okay and then added "I suppose it's something we could do sometimes" and she smiled and hugged me back and said thank-you again.
So - I suppose it's not so bad if I can truly ride her till the very end. Certainly not better than cumming in her, but for me, it might be better than a condom as I think I'm going to miss feeling her pussy more than anything. If the rest of the week works out, I may "try" a condom with her for comparison - she'll probably be into it if I tell her why....
Dana - no - no specifics on the next weeks plans. I'd say it's dictated more by her schedule than his.
Hey all - hope everyone had a Happy Thanksgiving.
Not really much to share from here other than we're both horny for our daughter to turn in for the night - our son is out for the night and won't be back till tomorrow.
We did have a fun time on Wednesday night. It seemed like everything was much lighter hearted. Sue openly told me how she was very turned on by my not cumming in her and repeatedly told me how it turned her on so for me to spurt all over her as I'd done the other night. She did lie naked next to me which was different as she's normally wearing panties. Yes, I suppose we could have fucked but in a way - I wanted to masturbate for her. She told me several times how it also made her horny that I'd would use a condom with her "even though I really don't like them - it's turning me on to think about". It really got me going to hear her relaxing and being more comfortable about things for the next few weeks.
It worked out well as after a huge turkey dinner last night I had no energy and no desire from the night before. But tonight Sue's already joked with me that she wants me to "stuff her" later tonight. She's also told me that if I want to cum in her tomorrow and Sunday night that she wants that too - she said several times that she wants me to be okay, if not happy, with what's going on. I told her that I was happy and she smiled and kissed me.
Not really much to share from here other than we're both horny for our daughter to turn in for the night - our son is out for the night and won't be back till tomorrow.
We did have a fun time on Wednesday night. It seemed like everything was much lighter hearted. Sue openly told me how she was very turned on by my not cumming in her and repeatedly told me how it turned her on so for me to spurt all over her as I'd done the other night. She did lie naked next to me which was different as she's normally wearing panties. Yes, I suppose we could have fucked but in a way - I wanted to masturbate for her. She told me several times how it also made her horny that I'd would use a condom with her "even though I really don't like them - it's turning me on to think about". It really got me going to hear her relaxing and being more comfortable about things for the next few weeks.
It worked out well as after a huge turkey dinner last night I had no energy and no desire from the night before. But tonight Sue's already joked with me that she wants me to "stuff her" later tonight. She's also told me that if I want to cum in her tomorrow and Sunday night that she wants that too - she said several times that she wants me to be okay, if not happy, with what's going on. I told her that I was happy and she smiled and kissed me.
Ahhhh see you are going to love the things she has planned for you! Now you are working through your own trepidation and enjoying the slight denial of cumming in Sue. Next step is condoms for a bit and then she will find her new Bull and you will be ready to experience her warmth less and less! Sounds like you two are in perfect sync! Enjoy your last 2 days of cumming in you beautiful hotwife!
So - we're on schedule for later this evening. Our daughter has already announced she's going to bed early and our son is leaving to head back to school after dinner tonight.
Sue has been very open and communicative - thanking me several times for "going along with her 'crazy' desires" and also saying how good she feels now that she feels she's doing something for her, of her own desire/making/wishes.
Sue has been very open and communicative - thanking me several times for "going along with her 'crazy' desires" and also saying how good she feels now that she feels she's doing something for her, of her own desire/making/wishes.
SoonToBe said:
Can't wait to read what the means!!!
Hey! I saw just the perfect present in Sears Sunday, for Sue to get you!
Since every Wednesday you are pulling down your "Boxers" for Sue, You aught to have a pair of CHRISTMAS BOXERS. Hopefully you'll be back to 'bareback by Christmas, but the day after, how'd ya like to pull these down for her.
Cheers, Harry
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Hmmm - this site is finally back up - I tried to get in for a while this afternoon to post an update and couldn't get it to work. Good thing I'd written it up in Notepad.
Here goes.
Well, after last night I think I need to post an update here.
As I'd mentioned, Sue had been feeling both anxious and excited about everything that was about to happen yesterday. She thanked me many times for being supportive and such. But it was last night after dinner (before we got to our alone time together) that she started to tell me more about what was going through her head. At one point she took me aside and said that she wanted me to know - and she promised - that when she's back from her short trip with Frank, that she will absolutely let me have her bare again. She then asked if we could "play out" the evening last night though as if it were something we were doing for real - as if it were something that may not be ending in just another few weeks. I told her that I was sure that would be okay and she said again that no matter how we role-play later on, that I should remember her promise.
She then told me how she felt really turned-on, empowered and excited about all of this - and she again thanked me for willing to go along with it even if it's not what I may have wanted. She said "we've done lots of stuff that you wanted" and that this was the first time she'd truly felt she'd wanted something sexual like this for herself. I told her that it was always a 2-way street and that despite my not being totally in sync with this latest desire of hers, that I absolutely would support her and stand by her request. She even said at one point that it isn't necessarily something she'd been thinking about - and she joked at how much she enjoys my cum in her - but that for the past few months, she's felt this desire to explore this. I held her hand and told her that - just as she'd said - that she'd gone along with all that I'd asked her to try and do, and that I felt if nothing else that I owed her the same support. She said that just accepting her desire herself had made her feel very differently about things and had given her much more confidence about everything.
So - later last night she went up to the bedroom after our daughter was already in bed and our son had also left. She told me to give her 15 minutes or so and then I should come up to the bedroom.
Wow - was I surprised when I came into the bedroom. Sue was lying back on the bed with her back against the headboard. She'd lit candles all around the room. Thing was, she was lying there naked with her knees bent and her legs slightly spread apart. I came in and sat next to her on the bed - all the while looking her over from head to foot and all in between! She lay there and told me to get undressed and that she wanted to talk to me before we got started. As I undressed and sat on the bed by her feet she spread her legs apart and said "I want you to look at me and know that after today that 'this' is going to be Franks". I realized that we had moved into our agreed-to role-playing. She looked up at me and said that "since this might be your last time, I wanted tonight to be special for us - but I also want you to know what's going to happen so you can enjoy yourself as much as you can".
She told me I should feel her pussy - even guided my fingers into it - and when she asked me if it felt wet and I said yes - she said something like "that's your cum in me now but starting tomorrow, it's only going to be Franks". She was about to ask something when she saw my cock stiff and bobbing up and down in front of her and she giggled and said again "it's okay if that turns you on" and a moment later she added "it turns me on too" and with that she started to suck on my cock and commented how heavy my balls felt. She looked up at me and said "I want you to really enjoy yourself tonight" and she gently squeezed my nuts and said "I want you to really enjoy your last time in me bare". I didn't need to answer because she giggled a tiny bit and smiled broadly at how my cock seemed to jump and respond to what she'd said.
I lay down next to her and began to run my hands all over her body. She moaned as I felt her breasts and gently pinched at her nipples. She slid down the bed and said "you can go down on me if you like" and with that she spread her legs for me and it seemed like it was more of a request than asking me. It was so erotic to see her pull her knees back and spread her pussy open. As I started to lick at her she again told me how "you came a lot in me in the last few days" and how "next week, you'll be tasting Frank's cum in me". Damn my cock was hard as a rock.
I climbed up on top of her and she was all smiles at how stiff my cock was and she said "are you ready?" and I nodded. A second later she stopped me before I could push into her and she took my cock and rubbed it all around her pussy - up around her clit and down into the gaping entrance to her vagina. She spread all of her (and my) juices all around and she held my cock so it couldn't enter her more than just the tip. "I want you to really enjoy feeling me bare tonight so I want you to take your time and really let your desire build". I swear she felt better than ever as her silky tunnel engulfed my cock. I went to pull back out and she held me in place and said "I want you to go slowly and really enjoy yourself". So I pulled back just a little and then pushed more deeply into her. Hearing her moan at that point really turned me on and as I started to pull back she started to talk to me more. I knew we'd agreed to play this up as truly being our last time that I'd be in her bare and would cum in her and she was totally into it.
She looked up at me as I was fully imbedded in her and she said "you know I love your cock and your cum ... but baby, it's been a long time since I've truly wanted something like this" and a moment later she looked up at me and said "I want you to cum as much as you can for your last time in me". I suspect she could feel the throbbing ratchet up a notch in my cock as she said that. She looked down at my cock in her pussy and then up at me and said "you cannot imagine how it turns me on to think about only Frank having me from now on". OMG - she was totally going for it as if it were truly for real - and I went right along with it. In the back of my mind I knew it was only temporary - but at that moment just over 12 hours ago - oh my god - it felt like it was for real. She continued and told me that I should enjoy how her pussy feels on my cock, how wet and open it is - and she then added "starting tomorrow only Frank's going to know that feeling" and she said something about it "being time for someone else to cum in me all the time".
I was really turned on by all of this - comforted in the deep recesses of my mind that it's just a temporary role-playing thing - but at the moment, my thoughts were on it being for real. I looked down at her and asked her if she was ready to "give yourself to Frank like this?" and she seemed to love that I was going along with it and replied "yes baby, you've had me for almost 30 years - it's going to be so wonderful and refreshing to feel that same excitement for another man". It just felt so awesome to go along with it and let the fantasy play out - I asked her "Frank cums a lot in you doesn't he?" and she giggled and said "more than you sometimes!". I know that at that moment I pushed deeply into her and she moaned out loud as did I.
Again she told me "baby, I want you to fuck me really slowly tonight - really build yourself up" and then she added "make it really good for your last time". I started to thrust deeply into her and then pull out just to the tip of my cock - she implored me to "fuck me slowly baby - make it build up". And as I pushed back into her she let out this totally erotic moan and I could feel her pussy juicing up even more.
We went at it for at least 15 or 20 minutes - just like that - incredibly slow fucking - and each time I'd push all the way into her she'd let out that same awesomely sexy moan and encourage me more and more. My cock grew harder and harder. I'd been talking to her the whole time - driving us both even more crazy. I said "bet you can't wait to be with Frank again" and then I said "it turns me on to think that you are going to give him your pussy exclusively .... I'm going to miss cumming in you". She played the role perfectly and said "I'm going to miss feeling you too - but it's something I want" and she looked up at me and said "and I think it's something you want too, don't you?" I groaned back an affirmative response and she put her hand up to my face and she said "you'll still get to cum with me, just not in me ..... I think it's going to be exciting".
Here goes.
Well, after last night I think I need to post an update here.
As I'd mentioned, Sue had been feeling both anxious and excited about everything that was about to happen yesterday. She thanked me many times for being supportive and such. But it was last night after dinner (before we got to our alone time together) that she started to tell me more about what was going through her head. At one point she took me aside and said that she wanted me to know - and she promised - that when she's back from her short trip with Frank, that she will absolutely let me have her bare again. She then asked if we could "play out" the evening last night though as if it were something we were doing for real - as if it were something that may not be ending in just another few weeks. I told her that I was sure that would be okay and she said again that no matter how we role-play later on, that I should remember her promise.
She then told me how she felt really turned-on, empowered and excited about all of this - and she again thanked me for willing to go along with it even if it's not what I may have wanted. She said "we've done lots of stuff that you wanted" and that this was the first time she'd truly felt she'd wanted something sexual like this for herself. I told her that it was always a 2-way street and that despite my not being totally in sync with this latest desire of hers, that I absolutely would support her and stand by her request. She even said at one point that it isn't necessarily something she'd been thinking about - and she joked at how much she enjoys my cum in her - but that for the past few months, she's felt this desire to explore this. I held her hand and told her that - just as she'd said - that she'd gone along with all that I'd asked her to try and do, and that I felt if nothing else that I owed her the same support. She said that just accepting her desire herself had made her feel very differently about things and had given her much more confidence about everything.
So - later last night she went up to the bedroom after our daughter was already in bed and our son had also left. She told me to give her 15 minutes or so and then I should come up to the bedroom.
Wow - was I surprised when I came into the bedroom. Sue was lying back on the bed with her back against the headboard. She'd lit candles all around the room. Thing was, she was lying there naked with her knees bent and her legs slightly spread apart. I came in and sat next to her on the bed - all the while looking her over from head to foot and all in between! She lay there and told me to get undressed and that she wanted to talk to me before we got started. As I undressed and sat on the bed by her feet she spread her legs apart and said "I want you to look at me and know that after today that 'this' is going to be Franks". I realized that we had moved into our agreed-to role-playing. She looked up at me and said that "since this might be your last time, I wanted tonight to be special for us - but I also want you to know what's going to happen so you can enjoy yourself as much as you can".
She told me I should feel her pussy - even guided my fingers into it - and when she asked me if it felt wet and I said yes - she said something like "that's your cum in me now but starting tomorrow, it's only going to be Franks". She was about to ask something when she saw my cock stiff and bobbing up and down in front of her and she giggled and said again "it's okay if that turns you on" and a moment later she added "it turns me on too" and with that she started to suck on my cock and commented how heavy my balls felt. She looked up at me and said "I want you to really enjoy yourself tonight" and she gently squeezed my nuts and said "I want you to really enjoy your last time in me bare". I didn't need to answer because she giggled a tiny bit and smiled broadly at how my cock seemed to jump and respond to what she'd said.
I lay down next to her and began to run my hands all over her body. She moaned as I felt her breasts and gently pinched at her nipples. She slid down the bed and said "you can go down on me if you like" and with that she spread her legs for me and it seemed like it was more of a request than asking me. It was so erotic to see her pull her knees back and spread her pussy open. As I started to lick at her she again told me how "you came a lot in me in the last few days" and how "next week, you'll be tasting Frank's cum in me". Damn my cock was hard as a rock.
I climbed up on top of her and she was all smiles at how stiff my cock was and she said "are you ready?" and I nodded. A second later she stopped me before I could push into her and she took my cock and rubbed it all around her pussy - up around her clit and down into the gaping entrance to her vagina. She spread all of her (and my) juices all around and she held my cock so it couldn't enter her more than just the tip. "I want you to really enjoy feeling me bare tonight so I want you to take your time and really let your desire build". I swear she felt better than ever as her silky tunnel engulfed my cock. I went to pull back out and she held me in place and said "I want you to go slowly and really enjoy yourself". So I pulled back just a little and then pushed more deeply into her. Hearing her moan at that point really turned me on and as I started to pull back she started to talk to me more. I knew we'd agreed to play this up as truly being our last time that I'd be in her bare and would cum in her and she was totally into it.
She looked up at me as I was fully imbedded in her and she said "you know I love your cock and your cum ... but baby, it's been a long time since I've truly wanted something like this" and a moment later she looked up at me and said "I want you to cum as much as you can for your last time in me". I suspect she could feel the throbbing ratchet up a notch in my cock as she said that. She looked down at my cock in her pussy and then up at me and said "you cannot imagine how it turns me on to think about only Frank having me from now on". OMG - she was totally going for it as if it were truly for real - and I went right along with it. In the back of my mind I knew it was only temporary - but at that moment just over 12 hours ago - oh my god - it felt like it was for real. She continued and told me that I should enjoy how her pussy feels on my cock, how wet and open it is - and she then added "starting tomorrow only Frank's going to know that feeling" and she said something about it "being time for someone else to cum in me all the time".
I was really turned on by all of this - comforted in the deep recesses of my mind that it's just a temporary role-playing thing - but at the moment, my thoughts were on it being for real. I looked down at her and asked her if she was ready to "give yourself to Frank like this?" and she seemed to love that I was going along with it and replied "yes baby, you've had me for almost 30 years - it's going to be so wonderful and refreshing to feel that same excitement for another man". It just felt so awesome to go along with it and let the fantasy play out - I asked her "Frank cums a lot in you doesn't he?" and she giggled and said "more than you sometimes!". I know that at that moment I pushed deeply into her and she moaned out loud as did I.
Again she told me "baby, I want you to fuck me really slowly tonight - really build yourself up" and then she added "make it really good for your last time". I started to thrust deeply into her and then pull out just to the tip of my cock - she implored me to "fuck me slowly baby - make it build up". And as I pushed back into her she let out this totally erotic moan and I could feel her pussy juicing up even more.
We went at it for at least 15 or 20 minutes - just like that - incredibly slow fucking - and each time I'd push all the way into her she'd let out that same awesomely sexy moan and encourage me more and more. My cock grew harder and harder. I'd been talking to her the whole time - driving us both even more crazy. I said "bet you can't wait to be with Frank again" and then I said "it turns me on to think that you are going to give him your pussy exclusively .... I'm going to miss cumming in you". She played the role perfectly and said "I'm going to miss feeling you too - but it's something I want" and she looked up at me and said "and I think it's something you want too, don't you?" I groaned back an affirmative response and she put her hand up to my face and she said "you'll still get to cum with me, just not in me ..... I think it's going to be exciting".
My cock never softened up at all - what better tell-tale confession is there than for her to feel that. At that moment it felt totally real - even with the knowledge in the back of my mind, at that moment, it was real - I was about to cum in her for the last time - and there was no way to hide that I was turned on by it - not from how huge my cock felt in her. She even commented at "wow- you haven't felt this big and hard in a long time" and she looked up at me and continued to play along and said "after this I'll only get to feel you if you put a condom on" and then she added "only Frank will have me bare".
Well, I was getting really worked up - for as slow as we'd been going just before, now, damn the need was really rising in me (and in her!!) and I knew that I needed to cum pretty soon. She was totally accommodating - I didn't need to hold her legs back with my arms - she was doing all that was needed including reaching down to the sides of her butt and pulling herself open even more for me. It was obvious from how wet and open she was that she was into the fantasy as much as I was.
I guess she could feel my level of desire - she started to look up at me and started to coax me on. "it's almost time baby" and "are you almost ready for the last time?". At that moment it felt as real as it could be and I looked down at her and said "I want to wait as long as I can". She reached up and said "okay - make it as good for you as you can". I was at arms-length from her and I looked up and down her naked body - I focused on my cock buried in her and all of everything from the past few years seemed to flash before my eyes - I looked down and in my mind I could see her pussy only this time it wasn't my cock in it. She knew I was near and she almost whispered up to me in this sexy voice "come on baby - you finish up in me so it can finally be done". I was totally into it and she then said "come on give it to me good" and then she said something that pushed me over the edge, she said "come on baby, make it a great last time that I'm going to remember". Well, that did it - we went from slow to fast in a the blink of an eye and damn did I pound into her. I tried to hold off as much as I could - as long as I could - but when I heard her start to moan and I knew she was nearing her own orgasm - well, it pushed me over the edge - I tried to fight it off - but a moment later a million years of animal instinct took over and I plunged into her one last time and did I ever let loose in her. I swear I felt at least 7 or 8 thick spurts of cum deep inside her - and sure enough - before I'd even finished she crested an intense orgasm herself that left her feeling jelly-like under me. Even after the 7 or 8 huge spurts I remained deep in her and I swore I could feel more and more cum draining out of me into her waiting pussy.
She wrapped her legs around me and whispered that I should stay in her as long as I could. My cock hadn't started to shrink yet and I could feel her wetness combined with my cum beginning to seep out of her. I continued fucking her even as my cock began to deflate and each thrust brought more moans from her until, finally, I couldn't move any more and I could feel that my cock was barely in her. We kissed and she hugged me and said "thank you" again - it was so emotional how she sounded when she said it that I knew that even if it was going to be for real - that we would be okay and that made me feel really good as I said back to her "you're welcome".
We lay like that for a few more moments until she looked up at me and said "well, are you ready to pull out for the last time?" Hearing her say that really hit me and I thought my cock might even plump up again - but it didn't and a few minutes later I said "okay". I pushed away from her and I know we both looked down at her pussy and watched my cock slip out of her. It felt so weird to think in my head that this could be the last time I felt her bare just after I'd cum in her and she must have known that because she looked up at me and said "don't worry baby, you'll get to have me again, someday - but for now ...." and she looked up at me and just said "but for now, this is going to be for Frank" and she put her hand over her pussy as if it signify it.
It was a very intense moment - I pulled out of her and lay next to her and said "wow - that was incredible" and she giggled back and pulled her finger out of her pussy and she said "you made quite the mess in me?". I smiled and said "that's what you said you wanted" to which she giggled back and said "I know ... and I love knowing you enjoyed yourself too". We kissed and talked a bit and she said again that she wanted to thank me and that she appreciated the sacrifice I was making for her.
We lay in bed for a little longer until she rolled over towards me and said "are you going to be okay?" and before I could answer she said "I know I said you could have me if you used a condom or if you 'pull out'" and she then added "do you think you could wait a few days though?". I kissed her forehead and I said "after that fuck, I'm sure it won't be a problem waiting". She held me and kissed me back and then said "okay - then I hope you'll be okay with me starting tonight". I didn't know what she meant exactly so I just said "yeah - that's fine" and she leaned up on one elbow and kissed me back and said "thank you honey, it means a lot to me .... I'll be back in a few minutes" and with that she got up out of bed and turned to me and again said "oh my god - you came so much" and I could see what she'd meant as there some of my cum dribbling out of her. She looked at me and said "I'll be back in a few minutes" and she turned and went into the bathroom. I lay there for a few more minutes and then decided I wanted to get cleaned up myself. When I opened the door - I was surprised at first but then realized what she was doing and what she'd meant - she was sitting on the toilet with her douche-bottle/applicator in her hand. She looked up at me and at first I think she was going to slam the door shut but instead she smiled and went back to what she was doing. I watched as she slid the dildo-like end of the bottle into her pussy and then squeezed the bottle. At first there was no reaction - but a second later a flood of water came gushing out of her pussy. When it had all dripped out of her she pushed her middle-finger into her pussy and, apparently when she was satisfied that she was 'clean', she put the douche-thing back under the bathroom vanity and kissed me. As she broke the kiss she said to me "from now on, it'll just be Franks stuff in me, okay?". When I nodded yes/okay - she smiled and picked up the warm washcloth and she gently cleaned off my softened cock.
There wasn't anything more for either of us to say at that moment - it seemed more appropriate for us to cuddle up naked in bed and spoon up as we watched TV for a few more minutes. Her naked body felt wonderful next to mine and it just seemed like it was the right thing to do to not say anything. Later though as we turned the TV off and were about to nod off, she turned to me and said again "thank you for being so wonderful about all of this". I kissed her back.
This morning - there was no return to panties. She came out of the shower and pranced around naked. She saw me staring at her and she smiled and said "you can see me since I know we won't be having sex for a while".
The crazy part - now that we're past last night - it's not so horrible to think about having to use a condom or whatever with her. Quite the opposite - I find myself very turned on by the thought and am thinking this might be more fun than I'd thought it would be.
Well, I was getting really worked up - for as slow as we'd been going just before, now, damn the need was really rising in me (and in her!!) and I knew that I needed to cum pretty soon. She was totally accommodating - I didn't need to hold her legs back with my arms - she was doing all that was needed including reaching down to the sides of her butt and pulling herself open even more for me. It was obvious from how wet and open she was that she was into the fantasy as much as I was.
I guess she could feel my level of desire - she started to look up at me and started to coax me on. "it's almost time baby" and "are you almost ready for the last time?". At that moment it felt as real as it could be and I looked down at her and said "I want to wait as long as I can". She reached up and said "okay - make it as good for you as you can". I was at arms-length from her and I looked up and down her naked body - I focused on my cock buried in her and all of everything from the past few years seemed to flash before my eyes - I looked down and in my mind I could see her pussy only this time it wasn't my cock in it. She knew I was near and she almost whispered up to me in this sexy voice "come on baby - you finish up in me so it can finally be done". I was totally into it and she then said "come on give it to me good" and then she said something that pushed me over the edge, she said "come on baby, make it a great last time that I'm going to remember". Well, that did it - we went from slow to fast in a the blink of an eye and damn did I pound into her. I tried to hold off as much as I could - as long as I could - but when I heard her start to moan and I knew she was nearing her own orgasm - well, it pushed me over the edge - I tried to fight it off - but a moment later a million years of animal instinct took over and I plunged into her one last time and did I ever let loose in her. I swear I felt at least 7 or 8 thick spurts of cum deep inside her - and sure enough - before I'd even finished she crested an intense orgasm herself that left her feeling jelly-like under me. Even after the 7 or 8 huge spurts I remained deep in her and I swore I could feel more and more cum draining out of me into her waiting pussy.
She wrapped her legs around me and whispered that I should stay in her as long as I could. My cock hadn't started to shrink yet and I could feel her wetness combined with my cum beginning to seep out of her. I continued fucking her even as my cock began to deflate and each thrust brought more moans from her until, finally, I couldn't move any more and I could feel that my cock was barely in her. We kissed and she hugged me and said "thank you" again - it was so emotional how she sounded when she said it that I knew that even if it was going to be for real - that we would be okay and that made me feel really good as I said back to her "you're welcome".
We lay like that for a few more moments until she looked up at me and said "well, are you ready to pull out for the last time?" Hearing her say that really hit me and I thought my cock might even plump up again - but it didn't and a few minutes later I said "okay". I pushed away from her and I know we both looked down at her pussy and watched my cock slip out of her. It felt so weird to think in my head that this could be the last time I felt her bare just after I'd cum in her and she must have known that because she looked up at me and said "don't worry baby, you'll get to have me again, someday - but for now ...." and she looked up at me and just said "but for now, this is going to be for Frank" and she put her hand over her pussy as if it signify it.
It was a very intense moment - I pulled out of her and lay next to her and said "wow - that was incredible" and she giggled back and pulled her finger out of her pussy and she said "you made quite the mess in me?". I smiled and said "that's what you said you wanted" to which she giggled back and said "I know ... and I love knowing you enjoyed yourself too". We kissed and talked a bit and she said again that she wanted to thank me and that she appreciated the sacrifice I was making for her.
We lay in bed for a little longer until she rolled over towards me and said "are you going to be okay?" and before I could answer she said "I know I said you could have me if you used a condom or if you 'pull out'" and she then added "do you think you could wait a few days though?". I kissed her forehead and I said "after that fuck, I'm sure it won't be a problem waiting". She held me and kissed me back and then said "okay - then I hope you'll be okay with me starting tonight". I didn't know what she meant exactly so I just said "yeah - that's fine" and she leaned up on one elbow and kissed me back and said "thank you honey, it means a lot to me .... I'll be back in a few minutes" and with that she got up out of bed and turned to me and again said "oh my god - you came so much" and I could see what she'd meant as there some of my cum dribbling out of her. She looked at me and said "I'll be back in a few minutes" and she turned and went into the bathroom. I lay there for a few more minutes and then decided I wanted to get cleaned up myself. When I opened the door - I was surprised at first but then realized what she was doing and what she'd meant - she was sitting on the toilet with her douche-bottle/applicator in her hand. She looked up at me and at first I think she was going to slam the door shut but instead she smiled and went back to what she was doing. I watched as she slid the dildo-like end of the bottle into her pussy and then squeezed the bottle. At first there was no reaction - but a second later a flood of water came gushing out of her pussy. When it had all dripped out of her she pushed her middle-finger into her pussy and, apparently when she was satisfied that she was 'clean', she put the douche-thing back under the bathroom vanity and kissed me. As she broke the kiss she said to me "from now on, it'll just be Franks stuff in me, okay?". When I nodded yes/okay - she smiled and picked up the warm washcloth and she gently cleaned off my softened cock.
There wasn't anything more for either of us to say at that moment - it seemed more appropriate for us to cuddle up naked in bed and spoon up as we watched TV for a few more minutes. Her naked body felt wonderful next to mine and it just seemed like it was the right thing to do to not say anything. Later though as we turned the TV off and were about to nod off, she turned to me and said again "thank you for being so wonderful about all of this". I kissed her back.
This morning - there was no return to panties. She came out of the shower and pranced around naked. She saw me staring at her and she smiled and said "you can see me since I know we won't be having sex for a while".
The crazy part - now that we're past last night - it's not so horrible to think about having to use a condom or whatever with her. Quite the opposite - I find myself very turned on by the thought and am thinking this might be more fun than I'd thought it would be.
So - that was what I penned this morning after she'd left for work - and as I said, I tried to post it earlier.
I guess I write a lot - but it felt really good to put it down in words. I was reading back and one other thing I should have mentioned as part of our conversation yesterday afternoon was her comments about her "now being what I'd wanted all along" and how I should be happy about it. I told her in reply that I loved the "new you" and that I was very happy about her.
It's now 8pm and she's just poked her head in here and said that she's going to "run out" and that she'll pick up our daughter from play-practice about 10pm. I don't need her to tell me that she's going to see Frank - she knows I know. So I'm curious to see what happens later tonight, to see what the week may have in store.
I guess I write a lot - but it felt really good to put it down in words. I was reading back and one other thing I should have mentioned as part of our conversation yesterday afternoon was her comments about her "now being what I'd wanted all along" and how I should be happy about it. I told her in reply that I loved the "new you" and that I was very happy about her.
It's now 8pm and she's just poked her head in here and said that she's going to "run out" and that she'll pick up our daughter from play-practice about 10pm. I don't need her to tell me that she's going to see Frank - she knows I know. So I'm curious to see what happens later tonight, to see what the week may have in store.
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