Gordon - I did omit the end of our July 4th celebration. After our nap - Sue put on one of my button-up shirts and spent the evening naked with me as she does with Frank. What a turn-on that is and must be for him - I know as she'd walk around or sit either next to me or opposite me - that when the shirt-tails separated, her pussy was on display for me. And, while seeming like old news now - later that evening before we knew the kids would be home after fireworks - Sue encouraged me to "go for it one last time". I knew she's done this same for Frank - lay back and encouraged him the same way. I'd already cum twice but seeing her, now hair-trimmed, pussy spread and waiting for me was enough to get me going one last time. Yeah, my cock ached after the first 2 substantial orgasms that I wondered if I'd get off one more time. But feeling how wet and open she was gave me the stimulation I needed (well, maybe not friction but stimulation nonetheless) to get hard one more time. She pulled her legs back for me once more and whispered "come on, one more time". She did cum one last time as I labored to reach my own final orgasm - feeling her pussy spasm did turn me on enough that a few minutes later I managed to squeeze out a bit more cum into her - for me the orgasm was deep and draining - but I also know that there wasn't much substance. Still, Sue hugged me deeply as she felt me release and encouraged me to "get it all out".
That pretty much sums up the end of that day sex-wise - but as with most sex-filled days, they are followed by openness and eased communications - and that's continued.
I probably should have mentioned that Frank would be away earlier - which is why I said that I was pleasantly surprised that Sue didn't jump right up on Tuesday and run to him knowing that would be the last time for over a week before she'd see him again. Which is why I said what I did about what I see and feel is going on between the 2 of them.
Probably what's more important - at least to get out of my head and onto paper is just how open our discussions have become since Wednesday. It is surprising to even me that it has become easier and more relaxed than I'd felt before.
I can also report that she has not returned to panties yet. I asked her and she said that she didn't feel like she wanted to deny me right now, in fact, she said that for right now, she likes me seeing her naked again. A part of me wonders if that's because Frank's not around but I didn't feel the need to ask that - honestly, I would rather not know and wait to see what she does - the surprise element is more interesting to me than knowing.
What I can add is that we talked about the whole pubic-hair situation. She said that she thought it was good for it to grow out a bit every now and then and that it seemed like something fun to do. She admitted that Frank complained about it at first but then once it'd grown in a little more and wasn't so itchy to them, that he'd become accustomed to it. But she sidled up to me and over a kiss she reminded me that I was going to go bare next week after my doctors appointment. I told her that if that was what she wanted, that it'd be arousing to me and told her "it's been a long time since you wanted me that way". She smiled at me and said "tell you what, on Monday night - you do me and I'll do you" - meaning I should shave her pussy (or rather trim it back and apply some Nair/Neet) and that she'll do the same for me - so we'll both be totally bare for next week. It's been years since we've done this sort of thing so I know it is something that will turn us both on.
I should have added that come last Thursday morning she came out of the bathroom after her shower - as I'd already mentioned, naked - but as she strutted around the bedroom picking out her clothes, she looked at me and said she felt quite "well used" and even a bit "sore'. I joked back that it's the prices she pays for making me wait as she did - to which she cooed that she wasn't complaining and that in a way, she liked how her pussy felt. But we didn't have sex again until late last night. I actually thought she was going to ask me to masturbate again - but instead - after she stroked me hard and whispered in my ear "I want to climb up on this" and she stroked my cock straight up in the air. A second later in the dim light from the TV she straddled my hips and rubbed my cock back and forth between her legs. I thought she was going to reach for some lubricant but instead, a second later she positioned the head of my cock right at her pussy opening - she pulled her pussy lips apart and she slowly - and I do mean slowly - slid herself down onto my cock. I lay almost still while she did all the work - so awesomely exciting to see and feel that. Once she had me fully inside her she rocked back and forth and I could feel how wet she was (which surprised me too) - she rode me till she ground her hips against me in orgasm at which point we rolled over and she let me take her once again.
From what everyone's posted here - I guess I should fill in some of the blanks as there's been no lack of open discussion and disclosure here lately. But before I pen those thoughts - I just had to share how awesome all of this is - I don't know many or even any other couples who are our age and have this sort of view on sex. I see neighbors, friends and family alike all who seem to have no interest in their spouses. The two of us, in contrast, are seemingly always on the edge sexually and perpetually horny.
Jax - you mentioned several times about Sue's seeming enjoyment of me not cumming in her. I think it's 2-fold from what she's shared and what we've talked about. The first part that she's openly admitted to is that she likes knowing I am sexually satisfied (well, as best as masturbation can do) while she is not sharing herself with me. She said that it makes her feel good and that I am not being totally deprived of some release and pleasure and that she feels incredibly close to me as she helps me or just watches. She also giggled and added that it give her this incredible sexual thrill when she'll feed me my cum and has said that she can "almost cum" herself when I lick her fingers off and that she thinks it's very erotic that I don't fear cum. But I did ask about the other part of me masturbating - the part you commented on Jax - and she admitted it. She said it really gave her a sense of arousal and excitement that as she watches me cum and sees my sperm and semen spurting from me - she was open about it and said honestly that it gives her a really intense feeling knowing that I'm cumming all over my chest and stomach and NOT in her. She said she feels almost a symbolism in doing it now - she said in a low almost whispery voice - that she knows that it turns her on to think that Frank is the only one to cum in he when I do that and she admitted that she wished she could have enjoyed this more when she was with Don at times. She asked me how I felt about it - and I told her in the same honesty - that it also turned me on that she wanted me to do it rather than cum in her. She said that some of the Letters stories that played up the husband having to "waste his cum" did in fact turn her on. She said that she can let herself feel a part of those stories and that in some of them, she can even get arousal from, again, the symbolism, of the wife in the story wanting her husband to cum into a tissue that she can throw away and she whispered that seeing my cum on my chest and stomach sort of turned her on the same way one of the stories described the wife being "satisfied" by her husband cumming in the toilet and then flushing it away. I told her that it turned me on as long as she wasn't somehow associating it with not wanting me. That brought out a huge hug and kiss from her and her saying again "of course I always want you" and proceeded to say that's also something she feels - that even though I'm just masturbating - that she's there with me and encouraging me along so even if it's not true sex with her - it is sex with her.
I'm not sure I've fully explained things. But I'm not sure I can do it any better, at least not for right now.
Jax - I will close by saying that I too have heard what you've been saying - that women bond more with the guys that cum in them. Perhaps that is partly what's going on - perhaps she is desiring more sex with Frank because of it - not sure. I can say that it's a bit arousing to me to think about - that because she wants him to cum in her that it's becoming a self-fulfilling prophecy. But at the same time - since Wednesday - she and I seem to be sooo close and sooooo satisfied that it's hard for me to believe that all of this is anything more than something that turns her on for me.
I need to sign-off now. Sue just opened the door to our office (she can't see what's on the monitor) and opened her robe and flashed me her naked body. More later.
That pretty much sums up the end of that day sex-wise - but as with most sex-filled days, they are followed by openness and eased communications - and that's continued.
I probably should have mentioned that Frank would be away earlier - which is why I said that I was pleasantly surprised that Sue didn't jump right up on Tuesday and run to him knowing that would be the last time for over a week before she'd see him again. Which is why I said what I did about what I see and feel is going on between the 2 of them.
Probably what's more important - at least to get out of my head and onto paper is just how open our discussions have become since Wednesday. It is surprising to even me that it has become easier and more relaxed than I'd felt before.
I can also report that she has not returned to panties yet. I asked her and she said that she didn't feel like she wanted to deny me right now, in fact, she said that for right now, she likes me seeing her naked again. A part of me wonders if that's because Frank's not around but I didn't feel the need to ask that - honestly, I would rather not know and wait to see what she does - the surprise element is more interesting to me than knowing.
What I can add is that we talked about the whole pubic-hair situation. She said that she thought it was good for it to grow out a bit every now and then and that it seemed like something fun to do. She admitted that Frank complained about it at first but then once it'd grown in a little more and wasn't so itchy to them, that he'd become accustomed to it. But she sidled up to me and over a kiss she reminded me that I was going to go bare next week after my doctors appointment. I told her that if that was what she wanted, that it'd be arousing to me and told her "it's been a long time since you wanted me that way". She smiled at me and said "tell you what, on Monday night - you do me and I'll do you" - meaning I should shave her pussy (or rather trim it back and apply some Nair/Neet) and that she'll do the same for me - so we'll both be totally bare for next week. It's been years since we've done this sort of thing so I know it is something that will turn us both on.
I should have added that come last Thursday morning she came out of the bathroom after her shower - as I'd already mentioned, naked - but as she strutted around the bedroom picking out her clothes, she looked at me and said she felt quite "well used" and even a bit "sore'. I joked back that it's the prices she pays for making me wait as she did - to which she cooed that she wasn't complaining and that in a way, she liked how her pussy felt. But we didn't have sex again until late last night. I actually thought she was going to ask me to masturbate again - but instead - after she stroked me hard and whispered in my ear "I want to climb up on this" and she stroked my cock straight up in the air. A second later in the dim light from the TV she straddled my hips and rubbed my cock back and forth between her legs. I thought she was going to reach for some lubricant but instead, a second later she positioned the head of my cock right at her pussy opening - she pulled her pussy lips apart and she slowly - and I do mean slowly - slid herself down onto my cock. I lay almost still while she did all the work - so awesomely exciting to see and feel that. Once she had me fully inside her she rocked back and forth and I could feel how wet she was (which surprised me too) - she rode me till she ground her hips against me in orgasm at which point we rolled over and she let me take her once again.
From what everyone's posted here - I guess I should fill in some of the blanks as there's been no lack of open discussion and disclosure here lately. But before I pen those thoughts - I just had to share how awesome all of this is - I don't know many or even any other couples who are our age and have this sort of view on sex. I see neighbors, friends and family alike all who seem to have no interest in their spouses. The two of us, in contrast, are seemingly always on the edge sexually and perpetually horny.
Jax - you mentioned several times about Sue's seeming enjoyment of me not cumming in her. I think it's 2-fold from what she's shared and what we've talked about. The first part that she's openly admitted to is that she likes knowing I am sexually satisfied (well, as best as masturbation can do) while she is not sharing herself with me. She said that it makes her feel good and that I am not being totally deprived of some release and pleasure and that she feels incredibly close to me as she helps me or just watches. She also giggled and added that it give her this incredible sexual thrill when she'll feed me my cum and has said that she can "almost cum" herself when I lick her fingers off and that she thinks it's very erotic that I don't fear cum. But I did ask about the other part of me masturbating - the part you commented on Jax - and she admitted it. She said it really gave her a sense of arousal and excitement that as she watches me cum and sees my sperm and semen spurting from me - she was open about it and said honestly that it gives her a really intense feeling knowing that I'm cumming all over my chest and stomach and NOT in her. She said she feels almost a symbolism in doing it now - she said in a low almost whispery voice - that she knows that it turns her on to think that Frank is the only one to cum in he when I do that and she admitted that she wished she could have enjoyed this more when she was with Don at times. She asked me how I felt about it - and I told her in the same honesty - that it also turned me on that she wanted me to do it rather than cum in her. She said that some of the Letters stories that played up the husband having to "waste his cum" did in fact turn her on. She said that she can let herself feel a part of those stories and that in some of them, she can even get arousal from, again, the symbolism, of the wife in the story wanting her husband to cum into a tissue that she can throw away and she whispered that seeing my cum on my chest and stomach sort of turned her on the same way one of the stories described the wife being "satisfied" by her husband cumming in the toilet and then flushing it away. I told her that it turned me on as long as she wasn't somehow associating it with not wanting me. That brought out a huge hug and kiss from her and her saying again "of course I always want you" and proceeded to say that's also something she feels - that even though I'm just masturbating - that she's there with me and encouraging me along so even if it's not true sex with her - it is sex with her.
I'm not sure I've fully explained things. But I'm not sure I can do it any better, at least not for right now.
Jax - I will close by saying that I too have heard what you've been saying - that women bond more with the guys that cum in them. Perhaps that is partly what's going on - perhaps she is desiring more sex with Frank because of it - not sure. I can say that it's a bit arousing to me to think about - that because she wants him to cum in her that it's becoming a self-fulfilling prophecy. But at the same time - since Wednesday - she and I seem to be sooo close and sooooo satisfied that it's hard for me to believe that all of this is anything more than something that turns her on for me.
I need to sign-off now. Sue just opened the door to our office (she can't see what's on the monitor) and opened her robe and flashed me her naked body. More later.
