In reply to Falcondfw69,you brought up a couple of good points.I would of course love it if my master ordered my ex to fuck me.I still love her and of course still long to fuck her ,even just once.My master would probably,almost certainly,never let her fuck me again,even if she wanted to.He gets a huge kick from constantly reminding me that he took her from me,not just her pussy but her heart.That he now sleeps with her in the 'master' bedroom,enjoying her pussy,arse,tits and mouth while i suffer.
My ex-wife and mum now carry out most of my punishments but my master is expert in mental torture.He will always tell me how good it feels to have his cock in my ex while taunting me that i will never feel that again.
As for wanting to sleep with my mum,well it really is a tough one to answer.Having now watched her twice fuck my master i will admit it was an amazing experience.Without question it was the humiliation of her giving herself to the man who cuckolded me.When he first starting seducing her he bought her a leather skirt,something she would never have worn before.Seeing her in it for the first time i remember how stunning she looked and also feeling aroused.It wasn't just the skirt but the fact she was wearing it for him, to please the man who had heaped so much shame on me.One of her fave outfits for relaxing is a long satin robe,usually with stockings.Again,being denied orgasms for long periods you will -i will- become aroused very easily.Wether i could ever break that final taboo is open to doubt.Fantasising about it is one thing but to actually do it would be a huge step.
My ex-wife and mum now carry out most of my punishments but my master is expert in mental torture.He will always tell me how good it feels to have his cock in my ex while taunting me that i will never feel that again.
As for wanting to sleep with my mum,well it really is a tough one to answer.Having now watched her twice fuck my master i will admit it was an amazing experience.Without question it was the humiliation of her giving herself to the man who cuckolded me.When he first starting seducing her he bought her a leather skirt,something she would never have worn before.Seeing her in it for the first time i remember how stunning she looked and also feeling aroused.It wasn't just the skirt but the fact she was wearing it for him, to please the man who had heaped so much shame on me.One of her fave outfits for relaxing is a long satin robe,usually with stockings.Again,being denied orgasms for long periods you will -i will- become aroused very easily.Wether i could ever break that final taboo is open to doubt.Fantasising about it is one thing but to actually do it would be a huge step.