It has been a long week here. I had to go out of town and Tina stayed with David. I got in Friday and Tina was getting ready to go out with David. I helped her shave a little spot that she can never reach. She said she hoped I was ok with it, but she made some plans to go out. I said no I guess not. She gave me a kiss.
Candy and Jenn came by to get her. They were meeting the guys at our apartment to go out for dinner and to go out. Candy is getting big. Jenn also said she wanted to do lunch Saturday if I had time. I said sure. I went to my room and Tina came in to say goodbye before they left. She said she would probably come home or stay at Candy's. She wound up at Candy's and David did to.
She came home Saturday and we talked for a little bit. She asked me if I was ok with her staying out this weekend. I said I was hoping to do something for Memorial day since I was off. She said she kinda promised David's little girl that she would do something with them that day and then her and David were going out after. She said it was weird him having a little girl, but it was kinda cool. She said she played mom when she was with them. That makes me feel really weird. Is that normal???
I asked what she thought about David. She said she really liked him and kinda just moved her emotions with Terrell straight to him. That is also what Jenn told me. Jenn also said that Tina liked playing mommy with his little girl. Again is that normal???
Tina as agreed told me everything that went on. She said David gave her a drawer at his house for some of her clothes. She asked me if I was ok with that. I said ya as long as you still love me and was living with me. She said of course and smiled.
She ran out to get us some lunch and when she came back we ate and then read a story that she had picked out. Hers are usually about college girls experimenting. This one was to. I started playing with her and ate her our. I started to move up and she kinda got this look and was like no wait I want to suck you. I said ok. Never turn that down. I was getting close and told her to wait. I am usually one shot and wait a few hours. She sucked harder and boom it was over. She just looked at me and smiled. I said why didn't you wait. I want be able to go till you are leaving. She said ya sorry. Maybe next time.
I knew something was wrong and started to get mad but didn't. I said I thought we were being honest now. She looked down and said ya sorry. I should have talked with you, but I knew you would get mad. I said no I wouldn't. She said she had promised David she would not have sex with anyone but him while they were dating. I wanted to blow up, but said why didn't you just tell me. She said I knew you would be mad. I said well I am not happy, but I want you to be open so I am not mad. She said I told him I wouldn't. I hope you understand.
I said is this what you really want. I said it isn't what I want if that is what you want to know. She said it was for right now. I said are you wanting to break up. She started to cry and said no. This is different than before. I just think that maybe it will make me want you more through this. This all continued for a while and then we made up with me eating her out again and her jerking me off and telling me thank you.
This all kinda makes me feel like we are going down the same old road as before.
Now I am sitting at home for my off day and waiting for her to get home tonight. Sorry for the delay in posting. I hope some of you will leave some feedback to let me know you are still reading and what you think I should do.
