Her date this past Friday night
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Well, the waiting has begun as her period arrived yesterday evening. I had hoped for a last-minute quickie but hopes were dashed at the last moment, besides, she had said she was sort of achey and wasn't terribly in the mood.
I can tell you that I am anxious already and that I am quite sure the next week will continue this trend. Her mind isn't back on sex just yet so there's little to tell there.
I can tell you that I am anxious already and that I am quite sure the next week will continue this trend. Her mind isn't back on sex just yet so there's little to tell there.
Well, not much to share just yet except for her teasing me earlier this evening about me having some "alone time" tonight and about me having to wait till Friday night!
She just told me that there's a movie on at 10pm that she wants to watch - her way of saying I can have my fun alone. But I'll be torn between porn and the Yankees game....
She just told me that there's a movie on at 10pm that she wants to watch - her way of saying I can have my fun alone. But I'll be torn between porn and the Yankees game....
Great narrative. I love how it turned you on to hear her story of how she made love to him. He having an emotional bond with him is such a turn-on.
Please let us know how you feel during the denial period. I'd like her to tease me if I was in your position. I hope Sue teases you a lot after her period, telling you that before you get her again, she'll have another man's cum inside her. I hope she flounces around around nude or scantilly dressed and tells you how desperately horny she is, but that you can't have her. I hope she tells you how she's desiring him and, being so horny, that she thinks of him all the time, imagining him, wanting him.
Please let us know how you feel during the denial period. I'd like her to tease me if I was in your position. I hope Sue teases you a lot after her period, telling you that before you get her again, she'll have another man's cum inside her. I hope she flounces around around nude or scantilly dressed and tells you how desperately horny she is, but that you can't have her. I hope she tells you how she's desiring him and, being so horny, that she thinks of him all the time, imagining him, wanting him.
Well, it's Sunday afternoon and she says her period will probably be done late tomorrow or early Tuesday - but she added that she's starting to get horny already.
And she's already started teasing me more - and I'm horny enough already.
In addition to what appears to be her sincere concern that I'm okay, she also told me she thinks I should masturbate a lot to make the waiting easier on me if that would make me feel better. Without coming right out and saying it, she is saying just enough that she KNOWS it is keeping me on edge.
Just before she went out shopping this afternoon she told me that I should wait till later as she wants to watch me masturbate tonight. She must have known that I would have taken some time for fun this afternoon otherwise as the house is empty.
She hasn't talked much about her own feelings so I'm thinking/hoping that maybe later tonight she'll start to open up a bit more. I think she may be hesitant to tell me what she's feeling though so I'll try to make her feel better about that.
No need to worry about last night - despite the rain delay I managed to wait tilll the end of the game, she'd gone to bed about 11:30pm giggling at me before she did so at my dilemma. I found some hot stories and a few good videos and enjoyed myself before turning in myself. She barely moved when I climbed in with her.
And she's already started teasing me more - and I'm horny enough already.
In addition to what appears to be her sincere concern that I'm okay, she also told me she thinks I should masturbate a lot to make the waiting easier on me if that would make me feel better. Without coming right out and saying it, she is saying just enough that she KNOWS it is keeping me on edge.
Just before she went out shopping this afternoon she told me that I should wait till later as she wants to watch me masturbate tonight. She must have known that I would have taken some time for fun this afternoon otherwise as the house is empty.
She hasn't talked much about her own feelings so I'm thinking/hoping that maybe later tonight she'll start to open up a bit more. I think she may be hesitant to tell me what she's feeling though so I'll try to make her feel better about that.
No need to worry about last night - despite the rain delay I managed to wait tilll the end of the game, she'd gone to bed about 11:30pm giggling at me before she did so at my dilemma. I found some hot stories and a few good videos and enjoyed myself before turning in myself. She barely moved when I climbed in with her.
I just had to share this from last night as I am still up in the air about it.
As she'd asked, I held off yesterday afternoon and wow - was it ever worth the wait.
After our daughter was in bed we said good night to our son about 10pm which I/we now believe that he understand that when we do that, mom and dad want their time alone.
So lying in bed she came over and we started kissing and she was moving all over me like some kind of crazy lap dance. She then stood in front of me and undressed all the while saying stuff like "this is what I do with Don you know" several times and "I like being naked with him" and stuff like that. All I know is it was having the proper effect as my cock was rock hard. I knew she still had her period but she'd already told me several times that she was horny and also that she was thinking about him.
It happened kind of fast - she sucked me till I was almost at the bursting point and then she put my hand on it and she sat back against the headboard and raised her legs. She must have tucked the string in as she looked delicious but she said "no no - I want to see you". And I went with it and totally got into it. She teased me more as I got closer telling me how horny she was and then she started to say things about how wet she is for him and when she started to tell me how much she wanted to feel him - between that and looking over at her gently rubbing herself - that was it and I spurted all over for her. She giggled and told me how much she enjoyed that and how she'd almost cum when I did.
But that wasn't the end of it.
We watched the end of the Yankees game - great to see them win....
She'd already gotten changed for bed and put her long-t-shirt on and a pair of panties. But after the game was over she leaned over and started kissing me - my neck and my chest and she reached down and felt I was getting hard again.
In the dim light she went down on me again and sucked me till I was hard. She sat back up and told me she wanted to watch me. I started but then looked over at her and suggested that if the view was better that I'd get going more quickly. She pulled her top up and showed me her breasts and when I suggested she take her panties off she just said "no". I wasn't really ready for that and I said something like "wha? what do you mean?" and she just told me "no - maybe seeing me naked all week isn't good for you?" I was saying stuff like "what do you mean?" but my cock stayed hard as I was enjoying this spontaneous moment.
She said that maybe it'll be too difficult for me to wait all week if I see her naked - "I think I'll keep these on for a while" and I know she could tell by my response that I was shocked/surprised but that I was also frantically horny too. She looked at me and said at one point "I think I'll just keep these on till it's your time on Friday?" I was stammering no and "come on" and I guess it was late (we'd had some wine too earlier) and she just seemed to go with it - apparently realizing I was very turned on. She started to say stuff like "I don't know if Don would want you looking at me like you are all horny like that...." and then she said it and I don't know if she meant to say it or what but my god it turned me on - she said something like "I don't know if Don would want you looking at 'his pussy' like this" - she didn't say it again but wow - it had an effect on me like I'd never felt and my cock seemed to burn as those words stayed in my head. She kept talking but I was stuck in that moment for bit. I missed what she'd said next but heard the end of it with her saying "....you like it when he cums in me". That was it - I was like a fire-hydrant at that and she giggled away as I showed no shame at stroking away. She came back a moment later with a washcloth and wiped me off and kissed me and told me she loved me. We went to sleep shortly after that without really saying much more.
The kicker was this morning!!!! I heard her get out of the shower and a minute later when I went in to take mine she was already dried off - and she already had her panties on!!! I made a comment about them and she said calmly "I told you last night, you may have to wait". I had the water running and was getting in as she said that and walked out... We had a cup of coffee afterwards when I was dressed and came back down but neither of us talked about it. All I know is as she walked by me she knew I was staring at her and I know she knew why.
I don't know where this came from - but my god, if she does this all week, I'll be climbing the walls every night. What a wild surprise.
As she'd asked, I held off yesterday afternoon and wow - was it ever worth the wait.
After our daughter was in bed we said good night to our son about 10pm which I/we now believe that he understand that when we do that, mom and dad want their time alone.
So lying in bed she came over and we started kissing and she was moving all over me like some kind of crazy lap dance. She then stood in front of me and undressed all the while saying stuff like "this is what I do with Don you know" several times and "I like being naked with him" and stuff like that. All I know is it was having the proper effect as my cock was rock hard. I knew she still had her period but she'd already told me several times that she was horny and also that she was thinking about him.
It happened kind of fast - she sucked me till I was almost at the bursting point and then she put my hand on it and she sat back against the headboard and raised her legs. She must have tucked the string in as she looked delicious but she said "no no - I want to see you". And I went with it and totally got into it. She teased me more as I got closer telling me how horny she was and then she started to say things about how wet she is for him and when she started to tell me how much she wanted to feel him - between that and looking over at her gently rubbing herself - that was it and I spurted all over for her. She giggled and told me how much she enjoyed that and how she'd almost cum when I did.
But that wasn't the end of it.
We watched the end of the Yankees game - great to see them win....
She'd already gotten changed for bed and put her long-t-shirt on and a pair of panties. But after the game was over she leaned over and started kissing me - my neck and my chest and she reached down and felt I was getting hard again.
In the dim light she went down on me again and sucked me till I was hard. She sat back up and told me she wanted to watch me. I started but then looked over at her and suggested that if the view was better that I'd get going more quickly. She pulled her top up and showed me her breasts and when I suggested she take her panties off she just said "no". I wasn't really ready for that and I said something like "wha? what do you mean?" and she just told me "no - maybe seeing me naked all week isn't good for you?" I was saying stuff like "what do you mean?" but my cock stayed hard as I was enjoying this spontaneous moment.
She said that maybe it'll be too difficult for me to wait all week if I see her naked - "I think I'll keep these on for a while" and I know she could tell by my response that I was shocked/surprised but that I was also frantically horny too. She looked at me and said at one point "I think I'll just keep these on till it's your time on Friday?" I was stammering no and "come on" and I guess it was late (we'd had some wine too earlier) and she just seemed to go with it - apparently realizing I was very turned on. She started to say stuff like "I don't know if Don would want you looking at me like you are all horny like that...." and then she said it and I don't know if she meant to say it or what but my god it turned me on - she said something like "I don't know if Don would want you looking at 'his pussy' like this" - she didn't say it again but wow - it had an effect on me like I'd never felt and my cock seemed to burn as those words stayed in my head. She kept talking but I was stuck in that moment for bit. I missed what she'd said next but heard the end of it with her saying "....you like it when he cums in me". That was it - I was like a fire-hydrant at that and she giggled away as I showed no shame at stroking away. She came back a moment later with a washcloth and wiped me off and kissed me and told me she loved me. We went to sleep shortly after that without really saying much more.
The kicker was this morning!!!! I heard her get out of the shower and a minute later when I went in to take mine she was already dried off - and she already had her panties on!!! I made a comment about them and she said calmly "I told you last night, you may have to wait". I had the water running and was getting in as she said that and walked out... We had a cup of coffee afterwards when I was dressed and came back down but neither of us talked about it. All I know is as she walked by me she knew I was staring at her and I know she knew why.
I don't know where this came from - but my god, if she does this all week, I'll be climbing the walls every night. What a wild surprise.
Every cuck on here is probably jealous of you....
....You seem to have an amazing wife, who can practically read your mind. And your desires? That she do it for her, too, not just for you. Well, my friend, your wish seems to be coming true. Keep it the same between the 2 of you and everything should be fine, as long as you both enjoy it. Take care.
B
....You seem to have an amazing wife, who can practically read your mind. And your desires? That she do it for her, too, not just for you. Well, my friend, your wish seems to be coming true. Keep it the same between the 2 of you and everything should be fine, as long as you both enjoy it. Take care.
B
This one surprised me for sure. Long ago - before Brad even - I remember some Penthouse Letters that had this story-line but I never thought she'd renember them much less act them out!
She did say she was going to tease me this week - I have no idea how this is going to go for me. On the one hand it is very arousing - yet on the other hand, this is not what I'd necessarily imagined as to how this week would go. I seem now, thinking about it more, seem to be a bit more annoyed about it.
Still - it is incredibly arousing that Sue brought/started this on her own without my suggestion - that is very hot to see this sort of change in her.
She did say she was going to tease me this week - I have no idea how this is going to go for me. On the one hand it is very arousing - yet on the other hand, this is not what I'd necessarily imagined as to how this week would go. I seem now, thinking about it more, seem to be a bit more annoyed about it.
Still - it is incredibly arousing that Sue brought/started this on her own without my suggestion - that is very hot to see this sort of change in her.
Soon,
It sounds like your wife/cuckoldress's confidence in herself and in her erotic power over you has taken a step up. As for "where all this is coming from," there's a good chance her more assertive and denial-oriented behavior, with increased emphasis on humiliation of you (telling and expecting you to jack off and spurt in front of her, and you complying) is at Don's suggestion. Alternatively, since sexual and cuckolding information and ideas of all kinds are freely available to everyone via the Internet, such info is freely available to your wife (and her lover, of course) as well, so that may be the source.
I agree; I think all this is positive. Your wife is moving you forward as her cuckold.
—Custer
It sounds like your wife/cuckoldress's confidence in herself and in her erotic power over you has taken a step up. As for "where all this is coming from," there's a good chance her more assertive and denial-oriented behavior, with increased emphasis on humiliation of you (telling and expecting you to jack off and spurt in front of her, and you complying) is at Don's suggestion. Alternatively, since sexual and cuckolding information and ideas of all kinds are freely available to everyone via the Internet, such info is freely available to your wife (and her lover, of course) as well, so that may be the source.
SoonToBe said:
I agree; I think all this is positive. Your wife is moving you forward as her cuckold.
—Custer
Wunder - I've asked Sue that same question as I haven't yet seen anything. She hemmed and hawed and then basically said that she did write me something but the more she re-reads it, the more she wants to re-word it. She says she wants to be sure that I don't misunderstand anything she writes. Personally, I don't think she's done with it yet and that's just her excuse. I'll be sure to ask her.
Custer - I read your last post and I agree with most of what you wrote except that at one point I asked her "Did Don put you up to this?" (Referring to her newfound panty thing) and she adamantly said no - that this is something she "wants to try". In thinking about stuff from our past, I may have suggested some of this myself last year when she was with Brad as I was trying to encourage her to act on her own so I'm not sure if this was what she'd remembered from then, from earlier Penthouse Letters stories or just something that came to her (I have made reference on past Friday nights to her panties being in the way of "my fun" when she gets home). I doubt she's found this stuff on the web, she's truly not into being online very much including Email, etc., which is one reason I don't think she's even close to being done with an Email/note to me.
Either way, as you agreed, it's a big step for her, one that's taken me very much by surprise. And it's one that has me wickedly horny too!
Custer - I read your last post and I agree with most of what you wrote except that at one point I asked her "Did Don put you up to this?" (Referring to her newfound panty thing) and she adamantly said no - that this is something she "wants to try". In thinking about stuff from our past, I may have suggested some of this myself last year when she was with Brad as I was trying to encourage her to act on her own so I'm not sure if this was what she'd remembered from then, from earlier Penthouse Letters stories or just something that came to her (I have made reference on past Friday nights to her panties being in the way of "my fun" when she gets home). I doubt she's found this stuff on the web, she's truly not into being online very much including Email, etc., which is one reason I don't think she's even close to being done with an Email/note to me.
Either way, as you agreed, it's a big step for her, one that's taken me very much by surprise. And it's one that has me wickedly horny too!
So - she continued last night and asked to watch me again - and again both last night and this morning she continued to wear panties!!! She drove me crazy this morning - I was watching her as she dried off in the bathroom and when she saw me looking at her she wrapped the towel around her waist and then stayed topless as she dried her hair. She then pulled her panties up underneath the towel and teased me and said "come on - go along with it till Friday" and a second later she said "from the way you look - you ARE enjoying this, aren't you?". I couldn't say "no" so I sort of admitted that it is driving me crazy with arousal at not seeing her pussy for so long and she just giggled and smile and said "good - I'm having fun with it too!".
Last night though she started telling me some more stuff and she coaxed me into responding to her. Before we even started she asked me if I was horny and I said yes thinking she'd not stick with the panty-thing. She was lying next to me on the bed in just her t-shirt and I hadn't realized she had panties on underneath. She told me she was getting horny and that her period was just about over and she kissed me and asked "are you going to be okay till Friday?". I nodded yes and asked her if she was. She got this huge smile on her face at that and she hesitated and then said "yes".
She encouraged me to slide my boxers down and I was hard already. I have always loved to masturbate for her but these last few days have been at a different level for me in terms of excitement. As I started, I asked her what was going on with her wanting to watch me like this - and she said that she knew that if I masturbated a lot for a few days in a row that I was usually not as horny afterwards for a day or so. And she just said "I thought this might make it easier for you this week" - and a second later she said "why? Are you complaining? Do you not want to do this tonight?" and all I could say was "no, no - I'm okay with it" and a second later I said quietly "I'm very turned on".
She leaned in close to me as I started and she started to talk/tease me with a continuation of what she'd started the night before. It started with her telling me how turned on she is going to be on Friday for him and how she wanted to share that moment with him. She told me how horny she will be and how she wants to have Don bring her to orgasm for the first time after her period ends. It did sort of hurt to hear that from her but at the same time - thinking of how she's going to scream with him really turned me on. I think it was obvious from how I responded that it was turning me on!
She asked me again what turned me on the most. I hesitated for a moment until she coaxed me "come on, you can tell me" and she traced over my balls and cock with her fingers knowing it was going to drive me crazy. She kept going, telling me "I know you want to tell me". She knows the answer but she wanted to hear me say it. Finally I said quietly, in between breaths, "it turns me on that you like him to cum inside you".
Well, that opened the floodgates for her. She smiled and said "I know, it's so great that you don't mind that!". And she continued with "he cums so much", "I'm so glad we don't have to use condoms any more", but when she started with "you like knowing that don't you - when you have me and you know he was in me earlier" I was getting very close. All her teasing from there on was pretty focused on that - she asked me if I liked sharing her with him. When she told me how "creamy" she felt afterwards - that was it - I started to cum at that moment and the look on her face was just so incredible - as if it was so fulfilling to her to see me spurt like that for her and at her teasing....
She again cleaned me off and sucked me one last time after which she kissed me and I could taste a bit of my cum on her tongue (she knows that turns me on). As I lay there afterwards we hugged and she again told me how much she loved me and how happy she was that I was okay about what she wanted. I told her that it turned me on that "she wanted" this and she smiled and just said thank-you again.
We turned the TV on and saw the Yankees were still behind after their attempt at a rally and watched for a bit longer. Before we were ready to turn in for the night she leaned over and reached into my boxers and gently stroked me and asked me if I wanted to "try one more time?". I looked at her and told her honestly that I had enough and that I wasn't really very horny - and she smiled and said "see, that's what I was hoping" and I just said "well, you're getting your wish".
It's now Tuesday afternoon and I have to say, she's not wrong - I do feel quite drained and quite un-horny - so this is making things easier on me. At this rate, come Wednesday or Thursday, I will probably be totally spent.
It's kind of crazy as I literally did not expect this from her but nonetheless, I'm actually not complaining as it's kind of fun - I'm sort of looking forward to letting her watch again tonight.
This whole panty thing is a bit unnerving as that is NOT something I had expected but it is very arousing to see her playing along with this because SHE wants to.
Last night though she started telling me some more stuff and she coaxed me into responding to her. Before we even started she asked me if I was horny and I said yes thinking she'd not stick with the panty-thing. She was lying next to me on the bed in just her t-shirt and I hadn't realized she had panties on underneath. She told me she was getting horny and that her period was just about over and she kissed me and asked "are you going to be okay till Friday?". I nodded yes and asked her if she was. She got this huge smile on her face at that and she hesitated and then said "yes".
She encouraged me to slide my boxers down and I was hard already. I have always loved to masturbate for her but these last few days have been at a different level for me in terms of excitement. As I started, I asked her what was going on with her wanting to watch me like this - and she said that she knew that if I masturbated a lot for a few days in a row that I was usually not as horny afterwards for a day or so. And she just said "I thought this might make it easier for you this week" - and a second later she said "why? Are you complaining? Do you not want to do this tonight?" and all I could say was "no, no - I'm okay with it" and a second later I said quietly "I'm very turned on".
She leaned in close to me as I started and she started to talk/tease me with a continuation of what she'd started the night before. It started with her telling me how turned on she is going to be on Friday for him and how she wanted to share that moment with him. She told me how horny she will be and how she wants to have Don bring her to orgasm for the first time after her period ends. It did sort of hurt to hear that from her but at the same time - thinking of how she's going to scream with him really turned me on. I think it was obvious from how I responded that it was turning me on!
She asked me again what turned me on the most. I hesitated for a moment until she coaxed me "come on, you can tell me" and she traced over my balls and cock with her fingers knowing it was going to drive me crazy. She kept going, telling me "I know you want to tell me". She knows the answer but she wanted to hear me say it. Finally I said quietly, in between breaths, "it turns me on that you like him to cum inside you".
Well, that opened the floodgates for her. She smiled and said "I know, it's so great that you don't mind that!". And she continued with "he cums so much", "I'm so glad we don't have to use condoms any more", but when she started with "you like knowing that don't you - when you have me and you know he was in me earlier" I was getting very close. All her teasing from there on was pretty focused on that - she asked me if I liked sharing her with him. When she told me how "creamy" she felt afterwards - that was it - I started to cum at that moment and the look on her face was just so incredible - as if it was so fulfilling to her to see me spurt like that for her and at her teasing....
She again cleaned me off and sucked me one last time after which she kissed me and I could taste a bit of my cum on her tongue (she knows that turns me on). As I lay there afterwards we hugged and she again told me how much she loved me and how happy she was that I was okay about what she wanted. I told her that it turned me on that "she wanted" this and she smiled and just said thank-you again.
We turned the TV on and saw the Yankees were still behind after their attempt at a rally and watched for a bit longer. Before we were ready to turn in for the night she leaned over and reached into my boxers and gently stroked me and asked me if I wanted to "try one more time?". I looked at her and told her honestly that I had enough and that I wasn't really very horny - and she smiled and said "see, that's what I was hoping" and I just said "well, you're getting your wish".
It's now Tuesday afternoon and I have to say, she's not wrong - I do feel quite drained and quite un-horny - so this is making things easier on me. At this rate, come Wednesday or Thursday, I will probably be totally spent.
It's kind of crazy as I literally did not expect this from her but nonetheless, I'm actually not complaining as it's kind of fun - I'm sort of looking forward to letting her watch again tonight.
This whole panty thing is a bit unnerving as that is NOT something I had expected but it is very arousing to see her playing along with this because SHE wants to.
Backwards
Do you realize masturbating to make yourself "not horny", robs you of much of the intensity? The more excited you are, the more accepting you are of whatever she does and much more attentive to her.
We often use "edging" to magnify my desire while fueling her growing sense of power and control.
Do you realize masturbating to make yourself "not horny", robs you of much of the intensity? The more excited you are, the more accepting you are of whatever she does and much more attentive to her.
We often use "edging" to magnify my desire while fueling her growing sense of power and control.
I love your thinking Saraha but her period just ended, not started.
Indy - yes, we are both aware of that and I hope to "abstain" till Friday now. Not much choice for tonight as once again last night she wanted to watch me again. The first time I had a good one but I had to tell her that when she wanted to see me go a second time, that I was pretty much totally spent. Still - I couldn't say no and even with being totally drained she continued to tease. I tried for her and managed a little dribble but this morning - wow, my cock actually aches and I had to tell her that I don't think I could even get hard. She smiled at that this morning and said she hoped that would make the next few days easier for me to wait.
She almost slipped up this morning when she came out of the bathroom and took her robe off - as I was looking at her she smiled and giggled and said "no peeking now" and she turned her back to me and pulled up a pair of panties! She reached in them to scratch an itch and I joked back with her "hey - if I have to wait so do you!" and she laughed out loud at that and kissed me and said "thank you for being so good about this".
It might sound crazy but this new leaf she seems to have turned over is very arousing for sure!!!!!
Indy - yes, we are both aware of that and I hope to "abstain" till Friday now. Not much choice for tonight as once again last night she wanted to watch me again. The first time I had a good one but I had to tell her that when she wanted to see me go a second time, that I was pretty much totally spent. Still - I couldn't say no and even with being totally drained she continued to tease. I tried for her and managed a little dribble but this morning - wow, my cock actually aches and I had to tell her that I don't think I could even get hard. She smiled at that this morning and said she hoped that would make the next few days easier for me to wait.
She almost slipped up this morning when she came out of the bathroom and took her robe off - as I was looking at her she smiled and giggled and said "no peeking now" and she turned her back to me and pulled up a pair of panties! She reached in them to scratch an itch and I joked back with her "hey - if I have to wait so do you!" and she laughed out loud at that and kissed me and said "thank you for being so good about this".
It might sound crazy but this new leaf she seems to have turned over is very arousing for sure!!!!!
Well - she did it - she just left for work and she didn't let me have more than a glance at her pussy since the other day.
After Tuesday night I imagine that I now know how it must feel to have your prostate "milked" as until last night, I had virtually zero sexual desire (well, I had desire but couldn't seem to muster much of a hard-on). She smiled at me last night and asked if waiting had been so bad and I had to tell her that she made it much easier with all of her encouragement for me to masturbate.
I know she's been wickedly horny these past few nights with last night being pehaps the most difficult for her. I can just tell how she was acting and behaving - and also from how damp and almost wet her pussy looked through her panties (darkened area in the crotch). But it was also very arousing to me to know she truly wanted to wait.
She offered for me to be with them tonight if I wanted, but she also added that I should probably get myself mentally prepared as she put it "I really need to get fucked tonight" and she again giggled and patted her pussy through her panties and added "it's going to get a good workout tonight".
So now I'm going to deal with my horniness again waiting until she gets home later tonight.
Gotta run now but perhaps I'll have time later to post more of my thoughts on the coming of age of Sue!
After Tuesday night I imagine that I now know how it must feel to have your prostate "milked" as until last night, I had virtually zero sexual desire (well, I had desire but couldn't seem to muster much of a hard-on). She smiled at me last night and asked if waiting had been so bad and I had to tell her that she made it much easier with all of her encouragement for me to masturbate.
I know she's been wickedly horny these past few nights with last night being pehaps the most difficult for her. I can just tell how she was acting and behaving - and also from how damp and almost wet her pussy looked through her panties (darkened area in the crotch). But it was also very arousing to me to know she truly wanted to wait.
She offered for me to be with them tonight if I wanted, but she also added that I should probably get myself mentally prepared as she put it "I really need to get fucked tonight" and she again giggled and patted her pussy through her panties and added "it's going to get a good workout tonight".
So now I'm going to deal with my horniness again waiting until she gets home later tonight.
Gotta run now but perhaps I'll have time later to post more of my thoughts on the coming of age of Sue!
I've received some PM's and Emails where people can't understand how I have felt in the past week or so, or why I've let this go in the direction it has.
I can't explain it other than to say that what Sue has done for/to/with me in this past week has been both incredibly arousing and exciting for me. I know she was surprised that I went along willingly with it all including what she started with the panties (that turned me on even more than I'd thought).
Lying in bed last night I gave a lot of thought to this and it feels like I did when I gave her the diamond-studs at our anniversary a few years ago. Sometimes it just feels good to give someone you love something they want.
I will probably not join them tonight as in someways I don't necessarily want to see Don enjoying himself as I know how Sue will be. I do very much want to hear her tell me about it though - I want to know if this gave her the feelings she wanted to have. It turns me on to just think about her wanting him this way. Yes, I do feel very much as I did when I encouraged her to let Brad be the first to truly try out her IUD.
Call me crazy but in some ways I have now felt much of what I have wanted to experience as a cuckold. I love knowing she wants this for herself.
I can't explain it other than to say that what Sue has done for/to/with me in this past week has been both incredibly arousing and exciting for me. I know she was surprised that I went along willingly with it all including what she started with the panties (that turned me on even more than I'd thought).
Lying in bed last night I gave a lot of thought to this and it feels like I did when I gave her the diamond-studs at our anniversary a few years ago. Sometimes it just feels good to give someone you love something they want.
I will probably not join them tonight as in someways I don't necessarily want to see Don enjoying himself as I know how Sue will be. I do very much want to hear her tell me about it though - I want to know if this gave her the feelings she wanted to have. It turns me on to just think about her wanting him this way. Yes, I do feel very much as I did when I encouraged her to let Brad be the first to truly try out her IUD.
Call me crazy but in some ways I have now felt much of what I have wanted to experience as a cuckold. I love knowing she wants this for herself.
Costas - I'll try and see what I can arrange. But it's 35-40 minute ride for Sue and she's usually more wet than creamy when she gets home. That, plus the last thing I want to do is annoy her - she's usually reluctant to let me get any pics of her unless we're pretty buzzed when her inhibitions are lower.
I'm actually stuck at work for a while longer so fortunately, my mind is elsewhere right now (except for this update).
I'm actually stuck at work for a while longer so fortunately, my mind is elsewhere right now (except for this update).
