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Jen you just have to decide what you want, and since you have come back to Dark Cavern it seems certain that you do want Jay back in your life (and your bed), or at least another black man.
Think about what you truly want, you mentioned before you could not stop thinking about sex with a black guy. Has this changed? Do you still think about it as much?
Think about what you truly want, you mentioned before you could not stop thinking about sex with a black guy. Has this changed? Do you still think about it as much?
Hey Jen,
Your posts are the only ones I track. Getting pregnant is exciting, titillating and good for one's complexion. Raising a child in our oligarchic republic is arduous, trying and exhausting during the best of times.
Has your husband assumed a parental role to some degree? Hopefully, Kevin feels accepted and loved by the both of you.
"Mostly my fantasies are about black men...sometimes just someone to make me feel fulfilled, to make me feel like a woman again..."
There is no substitute for a good fuck. Don't use words like 'fulfillment'. They are abstract and nebulous. You can't hold abstractions. You can grip a substantive, though, such as, oh say a rigid cock, wanting to explore your body. Leave abstractions alone. Stick to substantives.
Peace and contentment with your part in the human community,
sartor
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Your posts are the only ones I track. Getting pregnant is exciting, titillating and good for one's complexion. Raising a child in our oligarchic republic is arduous, trying and exhausting during the best of times.
Has your husband assumed a parental role to some degree? Hopefully, Kevin feels accepted and loved by the both of you.
"Mostly my fantasies are about black men...sometimes just someone to make me feel fulfilled, to make me feel like a woman again..."
There is no substitute for a good fuck. Don't use words like 'fulfillment'. They are abstract and nebulous. You can't hold abstractions. You can grip a substantive, though, such as, oh say a rigid cock, wanting to explore your body. Leave abstractions alone. Stick to substantives.
Peace and contentment with your part in the human community,
sartor
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jenwife29 said:
Jen your an amazingly sexy women. Have you talked to your husband about your feelings he obviously got over you birthing another mans child and in this case there's nothing he can do to hide it strangers he meet will know the baby's not his. What i'm saying is that he seems to need you enough that i think you can propose an open marriage. I know couple who've made this work just set some ground rules and be clear about what you want. You obviously want the security of your husband but need the passion that Jay brought. Good luck.
Thanks all, and good advice...I know what I did was wrong. I should have been open up front. I'm sorry I hurt my husband, but it doesn't stop me wanting more of the passion I shared with Jay. I think I will be having this conversation. ..I'm honored some of you have been following this for so long!
Imagine your hubby probably thinks about you and jay together...black man who seduced almost stole his wife from him. He has to watch you get out of the shower when you were preg and now..marveling at how large your boobs have gotten..humiliated and aroused at the same time knowing he wasn't the reason. He had to watch your bear your milk swollen boobs to feed Jay's baby. Bet his little white dick gets hard thinking about you and Jay or some other big black man together. Jealous and aroused at the same time thinking how lonely you must be for Jay.jenwife29 said:
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