I feel like I"m in a dream. It still doesn't seem real that I just kissed her goodbye and actually told her to have fun.
I saw that she had packed a small bag to take with her and that didn't get to me that much. What really did was that there was only 1 toothbrush in the bathroom. I swear at that moment I felt everything all over again in an instant.
I took a moment to get hold of things and in a bit it felt better. I looked at our bed and thought about her in a hotel with Brad instead of here. But it felt okay I just let myself relax and thought about the good parts and not the bad and the feeling passed. I figure that' why I was sort of okay when she left.
Sue aaid that she told the kids she would call her from "the party" she was going to but she sort of asked me if we could maybe not talk as she didn't want to feel weird. I asked her if she could text me at least to tell me she was ok. She said "maybe" but "maybe not".
She told me to look on the computer when I get home today and again she apologized for writing a book!!
I can't believe how aroused and on edge I am knowing she's really doing this.
I saw that she had packed a small bag to take with her and that didn't get to me that much. What really did was that there was only 1 toothbrush in the bathroom. I swear at that moment I felt everything all over again in an instant.
I took a moment to get hold of things and in a bit it felt better. I looked at our bed and thought about her in a hotel with Brad instead of here. But it felt okay I just let myself relax and thought about the good parts and not the bad and the feeling passed. I figure that' why I was sort of okay when she left.
Sue aaid that she told the kids she would call her from "the party" she was going to but she sort of asked me if we could maybe not talk as she didn't want to feel weird. I asked her if she could text me at least to tell me she was ok. She said "maybe" but "maybe not".
She told me to look on the computer when I get home today and again she apologized for writing a book!!
I can't believe how aroused and on edge I am knowing she's really doing this.