My wait begins

[Harry2614]

Steve, I know you are still struggling with the severe weather there in NJ, what with the cold front and snow that blew in after the hurricane, flooding and power outages.
How are things now as far as restoration? And doesn't Atlantic City still have a lot of Damage?

I would think Frank would have a lot of work contracts about now, restoring homes that were damaged. I don't question him a bit about being willing to "go away" with Sue, but in his business, you 'gotta take work as it comes.' I wonder if that is why they shortened the trip to 2-3 days, and closer to home, than previously planned.

While you are dealing with cold weather, Today, my wife & I are going from the heat (89° in Mesa AZ. yesterday), to Williams AZ. where it is 15° to 45° and snowing, two days, for our 16th. Anniversary. We are looking forward to being, 'nice and cozy'. Sort of like You & Sue going on a ski trip to 'play in the snow' and in the room too.

Cheers, Harry

 

[SoonToBe]

Just have a minute while in between clearing downed trees and debris from the yard.

Atlantic City is offering all sorts of discounts and such so it makes sense - the casino's and the boardwalks/shopping by them were all undamaged. Other areas, not so. But Atlantic City brings in such tourist-dollars that they get it back to usable as soon as they can.

Frank doesn't do the work, he's just the general contractor and has a few "foremans" who he works with who oversee the jobs that he has. Plus, they're looking to go over the weekend so it's not like he's missing work and Sue wouldn't want to take off more vacation time either. Sue's already planted the seeds that she's going away that weekend already - to visit her old college roommate - no eyebrows raised by anyone at that.

It's not terribly cold today - low-50's but overcast so it's not a warm feeling day. But good for working in the yard.

Harry - congrats on 16! Nice. Enjoy. Our daughter will be out late tonight at a friends as school has returned to session and they are catching up on school work. Despite a rousing evening last night, Sue is already hinting that she wants me again tonight.....

Gotta run.

And to Chris - yes, I think it is time to start a new thread - however another 2 weeks from now and the title will be again applicable....

 

[dana007]

STB
glad things are almost back to normal for you and sue.

hope you and sue had alot of fun last night.

keep us posted.

 

[SoonToBe]

Well, I just had to post this as I was almost unable to sleep last night thinking about it.

Sue had made it quite obvious she wanted a night of sex with me when we'd have the house to ourselves and could be quite loud. Actually neither of us realized how the power-failure had seemed to affect us in that it just seemed to add a lot of stress to everything which seemed, in a way, to dull things a bit - like no matter how hard you tried, it was always in the back of your mind.

Well, anyway, with the house to ourselves - fuck we did! The first time was earlier - we'd come home from going out to dinner and continued with another drink or two at home. There was the usual teasing including Sue, several times, saying that I had only two more weeks to "enjoy cumming in me".

What I wanted to really write about was that after that first-bout last night, our ardor remained high and we lay about in bed naked for a while afterwards. Sue encouraged me to go down on her and clean her up whenever a trickle of my cum began to run out of her. At one point she lay back and spread her legs and as I was licking her I decided to get out one of her toys and enjoy fucking her wet-pussy with "Jim" her soft "gel" style dildo. I knew she'd enjoy it and I knew I'd love seeing her doing so.

Thing was when I opened her night-stand and pulled out the bag with our toys in it, I was stopped at what I saw in the bag. There was a 12-pack box of condoms in the bag. I know we'd had some left over from the events of the past few years - but this was a new box and I picked it up and asked her about it.

She smiled when she saw it and said "I got them for you" and she proceeded to say that she'd decided that for the two weeks after thanksgiving before she goes away with Frank, that I could used them with her and we could have sex more often. "I just don't want you to cum in me until I go away with Frank, you know that, we talked about it ..... I thought this would be better for you than having none at all" and then she paused and added "unless you like using you right hand all that time".

I wasn't ready for the reality of it - at first I was surprised - but then I realized she'd done it because she loved me and didn't want me to have to not have sex with her - but at the same time, it was a definite step I hadn't been thinking of in terms of her seriousness of not wanting me to cum in her. I immediately remembered last time before she went away with him, how she went into the bathroom after we'd had sex and had douched out all of my cum from her pussy. I held her and said "if it means that much to you" and she hugged me back and said "I know it's weird to say, but it's how I feel - for a while baby, I just want to see how it is between us and how I feel about it all if you don't cum in me for a while".

I know it's no different than me abstaining totally from sex with her as we'd done last time - but at the same time - it is a huge turn-on to think that she'd actually bought them on her own. My cock grew huge at all of these thoughts flashing through my mind - and I almost went for my cuck-instinct and asked her if she'd wanted to "try one out" right then - but I didn't. Instead, I pulled the dildo out of her wet pussy and replaced it with my cock. I swear - I felt like I could feel every bit of her pussy which only made me think of how she'll feel when I am using a condom with her. Damn if that didn't get me going and we soon moved into some passionate love-making which this time, most definitely included her repeated comments on how I"m "going to have to take a break for a while". She started to really tease me about "how many of those are you going to fill?" and that really got me going - her final tease of telling me how she "only wants Franks cum for a while" pushed me over the edge - and all I could think about was him having her bare and me using condoms - and wow, talk about an awesome second-round!

Afterwards she rolled over towards me and said "it's okay if it turns you on - I could tell it did". I hugged her and said "it does, but it scares me a bit too" and she hugged me back and said "its just us having some fun together - lets see how much fun it can be, okay?". I kissed her and said "ok".

 

[dana007]

STB
sound's like sue is putting to use her control and want's to see where she can take not letting you have her bare. for a while.
and she want's to see if that help's her want frank more but can she get frank to want her more.
at least she is going to let you have sex with her but with a condom. or as she asked would you like it better with your right hand.
did she tell you if they were going away from fri. to mon. or fri. to sun.

 

[SoonToBe]

So - we didn't talk about it more last night but today we did for a few minutes before she went out shopping with our daughter. She apologized for surprising me when I found the condoms last night and that she wasn't totally ready to discuss it with me on the spot then but she thanked me for not freaking out and for seeming to be okay with it. I told her that she had indeed surprised me - and I told her at first I thought they were a sign that she was looking around for other guys. She giggled at that (good thing I made it up on the spot) and said "that's a good idea when that time comes".

We talked about it a bit though and she said that ever since our quick math the other night, that she's become fixated in a way on how much I cum in her and she came out and said it "besides, a break will probably be good for both of us". She'd said it with a laugh in her voice and I joked back "yeah, for one of us that is" and she turned and kissed me and said "yeah, but it's something I think I've had in my mind since way back with Don and, well, it feels like it's the right time to try it out" and she immediately added "but that's assuming you're okay with it" and she went on to say that last time she'd felt bad that she'd had sex with Frank so much and I'd had to wait and she again thought this was a good idea to let her have what she wants but not totally cut me off. She kissed me and reached down and felt my semi-hard cock and smiled and said "see, even after twice last night - this idea still turns you on" and after a quick hug she said again "lets try it out and see if it works for us, okay?"

How can I say no.

But again what really is surprising me is that she went out and got the condoms for me - that is just blowing me away right now - I know we'd talked a bit about it, but this is very much a new page for her. A bit scary actually, that she's taking the initiative on this - but at the same time, and as others here have said - if I"m going down this road - might as well see where it goes. The thing is how loving and caring and concerned she is for me as part of all of this. I know its a big step for her to admit and want to try this, but at the same time I genuinely think she's concerned for me too.

 

[dana007]

STB
well you could say no but it might not be the right way to go sue is looking for away to try and take it to the next step. with out cutting you off all togather so i guess you both should talk about it somemore. and see where it goes from there.

but it might not be so bad at least sue is still giving you some so she is still looking out for you.

but if sue does go looking for someone else and she can't find maybe someone like brad so she can have both side's come out you may get cut off all the time.

so you have said you would try it and you are the one doing this with her so i guess all i can say is enjoy it and have fun.

keep us posted. thank's D.

 

[far2easy]

Sounds perfect doesn't it? This way Sue can figure out if its the penetration or the cumming that she wants to deny you and allow her lovers plus it gives you the opportunity to see what it would feel like. You always say that you couldn't give up sex with Sue and with the condom, you wouldn't ever have to. Once she finds a new lover who is more demanding, you two will be ready to fall into place. He then can decrease the amount of penetration to where you can manage without totally breaking you and then when it's time to have sex, Sue can continue to keep her pussy clean for her lover. Sounds like the perfect solution and Sue is leading you there. Why are you uncomfortable about it StB?

 

[SoonToBe]

I feel like I'm being pulled in 2 directions. A part of me wants to see what happens and yes, that's the cuck-part of me and it's scaring the other part of me that realizes it's a turn-on and is scary about the slippery-slope feeling this is giving me. I know at points in the past we've used condoms and it's been okay - not the same as having her bare, but still good. It's scary to be thinking that she could want this for herself - and yet at the same time, it's what we talked about over the power failure - so I guess I've set myself up for this.

I think I've already posted about how she now finds herself aroused by many of the thoughts and ideas that I've had. When we were feeling so open by candlelight I told her that I was turned on by her routine/preparation she was planning for her time away. She talked to me openly about whether I was going to be okay and how she didn't like how she'd cut me off so much last time. I told her that I'd miss feeling her and sharing her excitement - never thinking that she'd put it together with her growing desire to have me not cum in her so much - and now I see that she is offering the compromise which, I suppose, speaks also a lot about her love for me.

Far2 - yes, it makes sense for her - and yes, I'm a bit hesitant on her answering her question. But it's also what you said - that she now wants to deny me - even without having a more aggressive lover - is something I hadn't expected from her. It's very intense to see happen - just her buying condoms in the first place is amazing whereas in the past that was my job.

I have tried to say it's not much different from the normal denial that's become our norm, but I know it is. That I won't cum in her for a few weeks but Frank will - it is quite intense to think about. I think I'm scared to let her have the reins.....

 

[dana007]

STB

i think it maybe to late for that i think that sue has already got them and i think she has now got it all worked out. on what she want's and how she will get it.

i hate to say it but you will find out later how when and where.

stb why wait till thanksgiving to start why don't you tell sue you would like to do a test run this week and weekend to see how it goes.

if that is what you want to do see how act's to that.

keep us posted.

 

[far2easy]

STB, Sue continues to tell you and take baby steps to make sure she doesn't hurt you. I think you are really just seeing that she fully wants to make you her cuckold just as you thought you wanted to be her cuckold. The power has shifted and its okay, you don't have to steer the ship. It's time to accept what she has planned. It appears you no longer have to guide her. Encourage her! Sure you'll miss cumming in her at first but you'll still have the reclaiming and closeness you still need, but my guess is that this is setting you up a time when Sue realizes the sex isn't as good with you and once she has a big cock routinely, she will begin cutting you off. That's gonna be a while but it's coming Stb and you'll love it!

 

[SoonToBe]

Far2 - I suppose you're right. It is what I've wanted - to see her so empowered sexually and now, finally accepting her own desires. Just that I didn't think this would be what she'd want - at least not right now and not really this way.

I can't help but feel that it's different in a way - I guess it's both better and worse. I've always been aroused by hey denying me access to her pussy and in my head it's been okay that she wants that, as I said, it seems to very much intensify when we do get back together. But this, I don't know - I'd never really thought that she'd actually come to saying this to me - but I guess she's been leaning in that direction now for a while.

I guess it's a cuck-thing that I'm just going to need to learn to accept - but it seems like it is affecting me more in a way - that she doesn't want me to cum in her vs. not wanting me in her at all. I think I could maybe accept outright denial better than this is sitting with me - that Frank will still have her bare. But on the other hand, as so many here have pointed out - maybe it'll be better this way and that she'll be more available to me and I'll just have to get used to it. I guess, maybe it is better - I think there are a lot of cuck's here who would welcome this offer.

I guess what I'm not sure about is whether she'll go back to having sex with me during the week now or not. There was no change today as she went back to wearing panties the moment she stepped out of the shower this morning. If it winds up that she relaxes things during the week, then it'll probably be okay for me - but if we still wind up sticking with just Friday-Sunday and now she wants me to be using a condom - I don't know how I'm going to feel about that. And I guess the bigger question is whether she's going to give my feelings any consideration.

It's a bit scary in a way - to relinquish sexual control like this. I know she only wants the best for us and that she's not doing this to hurt me but, rather, to enhance her own desires - so I guess maybe I should relax a bit and let her run with things for a while?

I guess the tell-tale is that as I'm writing all of this and thinking about it all, that my cock is rock-hard at the thoughts....

 

[peakmb]

STB,
I'm not clear now.
You posted a few days back that you had a long update to do re what Sue and yourself discussed over the power cuts. Is the condom thing it?

You seemed to say that the condoms were only for the two weeks before Atlantic City. Has Sue said she wants to continue them beyond that?

You wonder whether she will “give you consideration“ on the bareback issue but she is still saying she won't do anything to hurt you. You need to ask her when she not teasing you with your pants down. She probably needs an answer from your big head. I suspect she already knows what your little head wants!

 

[SoonToBe]

Peak - sorry if I've confused things - but yes, this is only for the 2-week period after Thanksgiving as part of what she wants before she goes away for a few days with him.

I guess it's me - its all in my head. I think her taking the step to buy some condoms just gave me the willies. She hasn't said anything beyond this yet so maybe it's all in my head my concerns. Regarding considerations - I guess I'm jumping the gun along with Far2 and Dana at implying she'd want to try using them before the 2-week period she's asked for. That's where I was saying I would want to have her au-natural for as long as I can.

 

[peakmb]

STB,
Thanks for the reply. I must say in your shoes at the moment it must be all too easy to over react to your own wife taking charge like she is. Its easy to sit on the sidelines, I suspect not as easy when every reaction has to happen in real time.

And Sue does seem quite smart as to when she asks ...

 

[SoonToBe]

Peak - I'm probably over-reacting too. A case of my brain over-thinking this. It IS something I have wanted to experience with her - denial and I suppose, indirectly, having to use a condom with her. I do admit the idea and thought about it is arousing - that she's chosen to want this is a big part of it and that knowledge is why I think I am going along with it too. Maybe I'm too focused on the symbolism attached to it? Not sure but then I also have to realize, I suppose, that not every step of the way on this journey will always be for me - in this case, it's specifically not - unless I can get really turned on by having to use a condom with her - which, so far, isn't something that I've really felt a desire for other than at select moments.

Just when I think I've felt all there is to feel with her, this comes along. I know, everyone will say it's not a big deal and to go along with and enjoy it - but to me, not cumming in her is different than not fucking her - and I can't explain why, but being denied that part of sex with her is bothering me much more than just being plain denied...

 

[far2easy]

You haven't tried it yet, right? Maybe once she tells you to "put your condom on" you might just love it! I bet when the time comes it will be no big deal and exciting for you. Then you will have the opportunity to see what else she is planning. I say you are lucky, she isn't going to cut you off or make long term denial a thing. I think based on your conversations she thinks this was a far better option for you, not her. My guess is that she really doesn't want you cock in her at all but this is her way of making you feel connected. Maybe you should tell her that you would like to try it out this week to see if you are okay with condom only of if she should totally deny you penetration allowing only Frank Creampie!

 

[dana007]

STB
thank's for the reply and glad that it is only the 2 week's before they go away.

and is she back to the underware and this is now frank's again till friday.

and do you have a big wednesday night set up .

keep us posted.

 

[will2112001]

Peak - I'm probably over-reacting too. A case of my brain over-thinking this. It IS something I have wanted to experience with her - denial and I suppose, indirectly, having to use a condom with her. I do admit the idea and thought about it is arousing - that she's chosen to want this is a big part of it and that knowledge is why I think I am going along with it too. Maybe I'm too focused on the symbolism attached to it? Not sure but then I also have to realize, I suppose, that not every step of the way on this journey will always be for me - in this case, it's specifically not - unless I can get really turned on by having to use a condom with her - which, so far, isn't something that I've really felt a desire for other than at select moments.

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Don't fall into thr trap that so many other Cuckolds fall into. You start to think it's all about YOU. There are two other people in this. Sue and Frank. Or whoever replaces Frank. Each has their own set of sexual needs and wants and desires. That may or may not go along with Yours. I can tell You speaking as "Not The Cuckold" Your needs get taken care of last.

Steve I don't know if You can see it. But You have already given Your power over to Sue. She tells You when You can enter Her. When and How You can CUM. Steve. THATS POWER!!!!! You and I know You will go along with this. But Its what You want. I think thats great. I mean that. I know there are those reading this thread who would give anything to be in Your place. Ying and Yang

 

[peakmb]

STB,
No point overthinking this. Sue seems to focus on her trip timescales. The buildup is just as important to her as the event. She has her condom plan for this one and nothing beyond it yet. After, she will review with you and go forward. With you. Keep calm and carry on.

The key for you in this stage is feedback. Sue needs to know how you are reacting to her plans. Before, during and after. That way she knows what is mutually good and what you are enduring for her. Later, maybe even her lover. This will lead to rewards. Things she might endure for you. Sue has consistently said she will not push you too far. You need to tell her if she is getting close though. She is now the cashier for the sexual favour bank. Withdrawals and deposits.