Dana - looks like you missed my last post...
I realize I should have added that when we got into bed she was wearing just a t-shirt and yes - panties. However she sat and then lay down next to me her t-shirt hiked up and she had on a lacy pair of panties that I could almost see through. At one point she slid her hand under them and I watched her spread her legs so she could run her fingers through her pussy - she then pulled them out and sort of waved them under my nose and she said something like "you'll just have to wait until after Frank has his turn". It was probably a moment later that she pulled down the blanket/sheet and she pulled my hand towards my cock and said "you do it for a while" and she slid her hand back into her panties.
I didn't need her to give me more encouragement - I would have done it for her even if she had a winter coat on! But she seemed to be in a very sexy and even, I'd say, a horny mood. I lay there and slid my boxers off and I loved her seeing how hard I was. There was just the light from the TV in the room and in the dim light I could see that she was staring at my hand.
I'm going to say some thing now that I'll probably hear about for a long time - but honestly - the way I feel lying there next to her knowing she wants me to jerk-off and cum - in a way it is almost as good as the sex we'll have on Friday night. And last night, with me seeing her hand busy in her panties, it really turned me on. We've long masturbated in front of each other - but it just feels different on Wednesdays knowing she wants me to do it (yes, instead of having sex with her).
She surely is paying attention to how I seem to respond on Wednesdays. This brings me back to the whole thing of her being in control more and more. She again played up that it's "too bad it's not going in me" and leaned in and kissed my neck and whispered in my ear "it turns me on you licking it up". OMG - every time she does something like this it drives me crazy. She must have seen my hand speed up because she said sexily "mmm, I guess it turns you on too!" and then she cooed "come on baby, let me see you cum".
I wanted that moment to last forever - on the edge of cumming. I looked down at her hand still busy in her panties and she saw me looking and suddenly said "oh" and she pulled her hand out and said "I want to wait till tomorrow". She turned to look at me and she must have seen the frantic look on my face - I was so turned on by her fingering herself and then she suddenly stopped. She giggled and said "okay - you earned this" and with that I watched her hand move back towards her panties - only this time she pulled the waistband of her panties away from her and let me peek into her panties! While it may seem insignificant, at that moment, the eroticism of the moment made it such an intense thing for her to do - she teased "only for a second though" and she arched her hips back and I could just see her swollen pussy lips when she said "sorry, you can have more after Frank does" and let them snap back towards her stomach. That did it - hearing her say that did it - I let out a groan and I could feel the first spurt that felt huge land on my stomach up towards my chest. She moaned almost as if she'd cum herself as I strained over the next 4 or 5 thick spurts. A moment later, I collapsed back into the bed breathing heavily.
"Oooh, that is soooooo sexy watching you" she started to say and then she added "... knowing you are going to wait for me now". And hearing her say that, just after I'd cum like that, it seems weird but I felt a very pleasant feeling of contentment.
I knew what was coming next and I wasn't wrong. She rolled up onto one elbow and faced me. She ran one finger through the cum that streaked my stomach and chest and held it up to my mouth with just one drop at her fingertip. It was so erotic to suck her finger into my mouth at that moment. She squealed "oooooh" and she didn't need to say anything else as I felt her gather up the rest of my cum and scoop it onto her fingers.
Not sure what I must have eaten yesterday - they say that affects the taste of cum and with the Wednesday routine now common (and okay - I confess - I just about always lick my fingers clean when I jerk-off alone) I've become a bit more aware of the variations in the taste. Yesterday it was quite bitter and acrid tasting. I'm not sure if that's more or less erotic in a way. She smiled the whole time and said she enjoyed "this part a lot". Afterwards as we lay there she whispered that she loved me and gave me a deep kiss, essentially a reverse-snowball!
Ahh - let me click submit now before it time out while I take a call from work.