Mal,
My wife and I have had mutliple conversations about it and I have pushed her towards admitting her real desire to be with a hung stud and cuckolding me. However, I have scaled back lately because she shows no interest and has begun to resent me for it. As of right now, I am not pushing at all because it is turning her off and I am using reverse phsychology....don't say shit, refer to it or bring it up and maybe she will find her own way to it, make sense? Ideally, I would like to find a guy whom I know she would be attracted to and formulate a game plan where he just happens to be where she is and comes on to her, then getting the feedback from him, not her as she would never tell. I also think that it would be nice to find a woman in my area (Ohio) who is a very attractive and respected wife who happens to be into the cuckolding lifestyle, where she befriends my wife and steers her in this direction. You know, they become friends, start hanging out and after a trust is formed, the other woman begins to tout the lifestyle. That would be ideal but much easier said than done. As far as how string my desire is to see this.....I would say that it occupies every hour of every day but I, of course, have to function at work and in life, and I do a commendable job of taking care of my responsibilities. What would my role be after she finds her man? Not really sure, I am sure though that initially I would be very jealous of the time she spent with him and I envision her smiling and saying, "You wanted this, now you have it so get used to it". I also envision her telling me about her liasons early in their relationship, then slowly pulling away and saying things like, "it is none of your business". I also envision her starting to close doors when she gets dressed so that I cannot see her, asking me to sleep in the spare room, telling me not to touch her when we are in the same bed, etc. Then after some time has passed, she tells me we need to talk and she comes home from work dressed in her cute little skirt, nylons and heels, sits on the edge of the bed, smiles and tells me, "it's over babe...he and I are very much in love and I want a divorce". I picture her glowing as she tells me this with a smile on her beautiful face. She then teases me with her legs (my weakness) while telling me that she wants the house and alimony and really doesn't give a shit if I have to rent a shitty little apartment or live on ths streets. But then, it is all just a fantasy as of right now. Then again....are their any attractive wives in Ohio, into the lifestyle looking for a new drinking buddy???
