Well, it was an interesting weekend with perhaps last night being the most.
She did come home a bit later than expected on Friday. It's now 3 days ago so I'll only say that she was very amorous when she got home but made it clear that she would prefer to be left alone sexually but she did express that if I was horny, that she'd "help me out" if I wanted to masturbate. She then said that "if you wait till tomorrow, I'll make it nice for you". I wanted more info from her but she was a bit reserved and said that she didn't want me to do anything with her unless I "really needed to". I told her that I was horny but that I understood her desires. She hugged me and asked me if I was sure but she giggled when she felt my hard-on and asked me if I wanted to "make myself happy". I told her that I'd wait till the next day, Saturday. She kissed me and gave me a heartfelt thanks.
I will admit that I fully expected her to not want me to be with her despite my optimistic hopes. As we got into bed later that night she did lean over and kiss me and felt that my cock, while not rock hard, was certainly engorged. She whispered that if I wanted to relieve myself that I should. I hugged her and said that I would but also admitted to her that I enjoyed the feelings I was having of wanting her but knowing I can't have her. She moved away from me a little bit and looked at me and said that she loved me and loved that what we were doing was having this effect on me and that even though she felt a little guilty about not letting me be with her, that hearing me say that made her feel wonderful all over. She let me spoon up with her but she said that she'd prefer that I didn't put my cock in her as she's let me on prior weeks (which, were also weekends when we were going to have sex together but I didn't remind her about that part). I do know that she could feel my hard cock against her butt and that she turned to kiss me and asked me if I was sure I was okay.
I didn't sleep all that well - for obvious reasons - but I also wanted to wait for her if I could.
She had promised to "take care of me" on Saturday and I wasn't sure what that would entail. I know she spent some time teasing me trying on different bathing suits - some looked dated but others, including a somewhat skimpy bikini actually looked pretty excellent on her! But all day long, that was all there was - teasing.
Finally on Saturday night about 9:30pm - we'd had some wine and I was hoping and had started to hint around about "when's my turn going to be". But finally about 9:30pm she got this look on her face and we excused ourselves to the bedroom upstairs. I didn't know what to expect until she closed the door behind us. We kissed and she hugged me and she said that she wanted to give me one of my presents early. As we kissed she fumbled with my clothes pushing my shorts and underwear off. I followed suit and removed her top and bra. When I unbuttoned her shorts she said calmly to me "leave my panties on, okay?". I hoped she'd have let me touch her or something like that but she said "no" and really before I could ask much more she dropped down to her knees and said "this should help" and she started to suck and lick at my cock. Almost as soon as I felt her mouth on it I sat back on the bed and she moved to kneel on the floor between my legs.
Damn her mouth felt great. As she sucked me she looked up at me and in between sucks she said that she doesn't do this for Robert that much. I was too into the pleasure she was giving me to say much but I wasn't sure what she meant.
Sometimes it can take me a while to cum orally and for whatever reason - my usual reticence or whether I just wanted to savor her luscious mouth on my cock - I lay back and let her really go at me. She had both hands on my cock and was eagerly sucking at the head and would then take almost the whole shaft in. She even let me fuck her mouth for a while - she stayed still and let me thrust upwards over and over. I was totally into it and while she was busy sucking I let my mind wander - and the erotic thoughts that filled it really pushed me to the edge. I moved up onto my elbows and even reached out and put my hand on the back of her head as I got closer. Finally - I could take it no more and I moaned that I was going to cum. Like the trooper she is - she sucked down more deeply and literally sucked me over the edge. I moaned out loud as I felt myself start to cum and I heard her moan as she took my load in her mouth. Whew - I loved that she let me thrust in and out as I came - so intense to feel her warm mouth sucking at me as I pull out and to then feel her warm tongue waiting for me on the way back in. It sure felt like a lot but she never gagged or anything - and as I finished, she sucked her mouth off my cock and she held it in her hand. Damn if I wasn't out of breath when she stroked the last bit out of my cock and I lay back against the bed. I "knew" what she was going to do next but at that moment, I was too lost in the post-orgasmic bliss to remember - until I felt the bed move under me and she climbed up next to me. She looked so hot - her nipples were hard, her color flushed across her chest and I could even see a glimpse of a darkened stripe in her panties between her legs - but a second later she moved up to me and I immediately knew what she was going to do - and a second later she kissed me and as our lips touched, she shared my load of cum with me in a snowball. Despite just having cum - it was and always is incredibly erotic to share a load of cum like that with her and our tongues danced with each other while we shared the results of her efforts.
What surprised me was that after we'd had fun kissing and she pulled away she said "I never do this with Robert" and I asked her what she meant and she giggled and said "he's never cum in my mouth ...." and she pointed to her pussy and said "he's always cum down there!". If I hadn't just cum that probably would have done it!!!! I didn't really know what to say at that moment as it was a lot to think about so I just kind moaned and said something about her being "so sexy". But later on as we got ready for bed and I was lying next to her I did say "so, you really never sucked him off?". She said something like "no. he always wants to be in me" and then a second later she said "besides, he's too big to really fit in my mouth". I know she heard me moan after she said that but we didn't talk much more about that.
Yesterday, to a surprise for both Sue and I, both of our kids went out for a while and gave us some alone-time in the afternoon. I wasn't sure if we were going to do anything then or not - but when Sue opened a bottle of wine for us instead of heading up to the bedroom, I knew she wanted to talk and to start out slowly. She came over and kissed me and we talked for a bit and over the next hour or so we finished the bottle which led to some very relaxed and open discussions.
She told me that she loved me and I told her that I never doubted that. But after that, well, she started to - I guess - she started to be a bit more forward and I guess, showing a bit more of what everyone here has been saying, that she's got a bit of a dominant streak going. She asked me a lot of stuff - all things again, to reassure her - I still see this in her. She asked me to tell her that I still wanted to have her deny me - I told her that I did if it's what she wanted. She asked me what I thought when she told me that it turned her on to think about only having sex with Robert. I told her that it turned me on to think about it too and that while it seemed crazy I told her that it totally turned me on. She confessed that it turned her on to think of it as "Robbies pussy". Oh my god, it drove me crazy to hear her talking so calmly and so sensually.... It was partly to turn me on but also definitely partly truth when she said that she liked that she was only sexual with Robbie and how she liked feeling like she was his. She told me that he'd started to ask more about us (her and I) and how I felt about the 2 of them - and she said he'd specifically asked how I felt about how much the 2 of them had sex. I asked her what she told him and she giggled and said that she told him that "he doesn't mind and that I don't tell him everything". I asked her if he knows when we had sex last and she said that "he knows we did last weekend" and she smiled and said "and I told him that I didn't think we would again for another few weeks" and she giggled and said "I'm not lying to him, I'm just not telling him quite all of the details".
