I was thinking of starting a new thread for this update but decided it fit here for now.
I'm still very up on what's been going on. Both from my own perspectives on it all to the most recent new step which was this past Saturday night.
Our daughter cooperated on Saturday night and gave us the time we needed to have our fun.
Sue asked me if I was concerned or upset or anything about the playing that she and Robert had done with the whole pregnancy thing. I told her that I very much understood what had happened and I told her that it turned me on a bit to think about them getting into it.
Well, that seemed to really put her at ease and as we talked and such - and had some wine - she started obviously getting hornier. She asked me if we "could have some fun with it" ourselves. I was a bit uncertain about what she was suggesting until she said "you remember that Penthouse Letters story" and I knew what she was talking about. She giggled and said "maybe we could sort of role-play and have some fun with it" together. I don't know what month/year the letter she's talking about was from but it was about a wife/husband like us where the wife will let her "special friends" go bare in her but she asks her husband to use condoms with her. Yes, in the story the wife intentionally gets pregnant from her lover.
I was a bit unsure at how we'd do this but she said "it's just fantasy - but will you play along like it's real? stuff like this gets me and Robbie really horny". I smiled and said "sure - lets try it out".
Well, I wasn't totally ready for it all - but it was crazy intensely awesome!!!!
I'm sure finishing the first bottle of wine and opening the second did a lot to help ease things for us both - at first there was a tense quietness until Sue slid over next to me on the couch and kissed me and said "baby, I need to talk to you about something". I knew she was "in character" so I went along with it and said "okay honey, what's up?".
She came over and proceeded to tell me something like "well, you know how close Robbie and I are getting lately, right?" I answered "yeah, I know" and she held my hands and said something like "you know how I just want to 'be with' him for right now and I don't want your 'stuff' in me?". I answered back a hesitant "yeah". I knew it was all in character because she continue to tell me that "I think I'm falling in love with him" - and seeing and feeling her getting into it made it easier for me to play along so I answered something like "I know honey, I just don't want you to get hurt".
She played along with the story line for a few more minutes including telling me of how she considered him to be such a special guy and someone who she felt strongly about. I matched her telling her how sexy she seems and how he seems to be doing good things for her and for us and I complimented on how great our sex-life was even with me using condoms with her. She talked to me like she has in the recent past - and I was as open with her as she was with me - with her regaling on how wonderful Robert was in bed (I knew she was tossing in a little truth into our role-playing) and me telling her how horny it was that she was "giving him" her pussy.
She giggled and said to me that it made her feel really horny to think about it being "Robbies pussy" - and again the overlap between fantasy and reality was really making me horny.
She moved up close to me and said "that's why I have been thinking for a while about how to ask or tell you this?". I held her hand and in keeping up with it - I asked her "tell me what baby?". She hugged and kissed me and then said "I want to ask you something and I want you to think about it before you answer me". I gulped and even held my breath as if what she was saying was truly for real instead of just within our fantasy for Saturday night. She even played up that this was hard for her to ask and said "I don't want to hurt you or us but I feel something for Robert that I haven't felt in a long time". I admit it seemed very real and I had to keep telling myself it's just a fantasy we're sharing in order to stay in character - but it was obvious that both of us were getting horny as if it were the real thing. It was her turn to take a deep breath and she continued "I want to give him something and I want to be sure about us before I tell him".
I knew in my head what she was going to say but it seemed so real that I played along and led her to it. I told her "baby, there's nothing I won't do for you - what is it?" She held my hand tighter again and said "it's not something small - but I think I want to do it". She kissed me and then - even with a little nervousness in her voice - she said "I've been thinking about having a baby with him!".
I know it was just our fantasy/role-playing - but damn if it didn't feel real!!!! I gulped - even in fantasy or even if she was just reading the story out loud - hearing her say that really got to me.... I told her "wow that's a big step....." and that brought us to having a very intense, if totally contrived, conversation about her getting pregnant from him.
No, we didn't talk about "the baby" or anything in that sense - what we did role-play was the whole interaction between us.
She was talking so openly and yes - wow - it really was turning us on. She told me how she wanted to check the calendar and find out when she was most fertile and she asked me to tell her what I was thinking of her "not using my diaphragm then". I told her that she was already taking him bare most of the time and I asked her if it turned her on that she was taking a risk like that at times already. She giggled (I don't know if she'd been ready for me to answer and further the fantasy a bit more) and played right along with it that she's "been careful" so far but wanted to be sure that if an "accident did happen intentionally" that I'd be okay with it.
I told her that I was scared but that it turned me on nonetheless to think about. She got undressed and encouraged me to do the same - and I admit that it all felt quite real at times. She lay back and spread her legs and asked me if she could "give him my womb". Oh my god - it was really really intense. Seeing her spread her legs and showing me her pussy was intense.
I can't really remember everything in sequence - but she told me that "I want you to tell me it's okay" and I choked up again, as if it were real, and said that I thought it'd be horny if she did give herself to him totally like that. She giggled and said "you'd know all of his cum is there for a reason".
We went back and forth like that - she was surprisingly explicit including telling me how she would lay back as they already played with the idea and how she could feel herself responding to him. She looked at me and said "you remember how it was when we were having our own kids baby - remember how I was with wanting you in me". And she asked me to tell her whether that turned me on that she'd be sharing that with Robert.
I played up the cuckold role and felt that she wanted me to portray the role of the "cuckold husband" supporting their desire. I told her that it turned me on to think about him trying to get her pregnant and I looked at her and said "if it's something you really want, then I suppose you should leave your diaphragm at home all the time now". She moaned at that reply from me and I noticed that her fingers had strayed and were not almost unconsciously rubbing her pussy.
I think I'm underplaying how erotic all of this was. The reality of sitting there talking to her so openly like this was really intense. And obviously it was turning both of us on intensely - my cock was huge and struggling against my shorts and as I said, her fingers were rubbing away at her pussy. I told her how turned on I'd be at "the reality of it". She asked me what I meant (in character) and I told her that it'd be "the reality of the outcome of all of that cum he puts in you - that he'd eventually make a baby in you". She cooed at me and said "so you won't mind if you don't have a chance at it?" (that was part of the Penthouse story) and I told her what I'd been saying in truth to her - that "it turns me on to know that this is what you want" and then I looked at her and said "besides, this way you will know for sure who the father is". Wow did that make her squeal.
I'm still very up on what's been going on. Both from my own perspectives on it all to the most recent new step which was this past Saturday night.
Our daughter cooperated on Saturday night and gave us the time we needed to have our fun.
Sue asked me if I was concerned or upset or anything about the playing that she and Robert had done with the whole pregnancy thing. I told her that I very much understood what had happened and I told her that it turned me on a bit to think about them getting into it.
Well, that seemed to really put her at ease and as we talked and such - and had some wine - she started obviously getting hornier. She asked me if we "could have some fun with it" ourselves. I was a bit uncertain about what she was suggesting until she said "you remember that Penthouse Letters story" and I knew what she was talking about. She giggled and said "maybe we could sort of role-play and have some fun with it" together. I don't know what month/year the letter she's talking about was from but it was about a wife/husband like us where the wife will let her "special friends" go bare in her but she asks her husband to use condoms with her. Yes, in the story the wife intentionally gets pregnant from her lover.
I was a bit unsure at how we'd do this but she said "it's just fantasy - but will you play along like it's real? stuff like this gets me and Robbie really horny". I smiled and said "sure - lets try it out".
Well, I wasn't totally ready for it all - but it was crazy intensely awesome!!!!
I'm sure finishing the first bottle of wine and opening the second did a lot to help ease things for us both - at first there was a tense quietness until Sue slid over next to me on the couch and kissed me and said "baby, I need to talk to you about something". I knew she was "in character" so I went along with it and said "okay honey, what's up?".
She came over and proceeded to tell me something like "well, you know how close Robbie and I are getting lately, right?" I answered "yeah, I know" and she held my hands and said something like "you know how I just want to 'be with' him for right now and I don't want your 'stuff' in me?". I answered back a hesitant "yeah". I knew it was all in character because she continue to tell me that "I think I'm falling in love with him" - and seeing and feeling her getting into it made it easier for me to play along so I answered something like "I know honey, I just don't want you to get hurt".
She played along with the story line for a few more minutes including telling me of how she considered him to be such a special guy and someone who she felt strongly about. I matched her telling her how sexy she seems and how he seems to be doing good things for her and for us and I complimented on how great our sex-life was even with me using condoms with her. She talked to me like she has in the recent past - and I was as open with her as she was with me - with her regaling on how wonderful Robert was in bed (I knew she was tossing in a little truth into our role-playing) and me telling her how horny it was that she was "giving him" her pussy.
She giggled and said to me that it made her feel really horny to think about it being "Robbies pussy" - and again the overlap between fantasy and reality was really making me horny.
She moved up close to me and said "that's why I have been thinking for a while about how to ask or tell you this?". I held her hand and in keeping up with it - I asked her "tell me what baby?". She hugged and kissed me and then said "I want to ask you something and I want you to think about it before you answer me". I gulped and even held my breath as if what she was saying was truly for real instead of just within our fantasy for Saturday night. She even played up that this was hard for her to ask and said "I don't want to hurt you or us but I feel something for Robert that I haven't felt in a long time". I admit it seemed very real and I had to keep telling myself it's just a fantasy we're sharing in order to stay in character - but it was obvious that both of us were getting horny as if it were the real thing. It was her turn to take a deep breath and she continued "I want to give him something and I want to be sure about us before I tell him".
I knew in my head what she was going to say but it seemed so real that I played along and led her to it. I told her "baby, there's nothing I won't do for you - what is it?" She held my hand tighter again and said "it's not something small - but I think I want to do it". She kissed me and then - even with a little nervousness in her voice - she said "I've been thinking about having a baby with him!".
I know it was just our fantasy/role-playing - but damn if it didn't feel real!!!! I gulped - even in fantasy or even if she was just reading the story out loud - hearing her say that really got to me.... I told her "wow that's a big step....." and that brought us to having a very intense, if totally contrived, conversation about her getting pregnant from him.
No, we didn't talk about "the baby" or anything in that sense - what we did role-play was the whole interaction between us.
She was talking so openly and yes - wow - it really was turning us on. She told me how she wanted to check the calendar and find out when she was most fertile and she asked me to tell her what I was thinking of her "not using my diaphragm then". I told her that she was already taking him bare most of the time and I asked her if it turned her on that she was taking a risk like that at times already. She giggled (I don't know if she'd been ready for me to answer and further the fantasy a bit more) and played right along with it that she's "been careful" so far but wanted to be sure that if an "accident did happen intentionally" that I'd be okay with it.
I told her that I was scared but that it turned me on nonetheless to think about. She got undressed and encouraged me to do the same - and I admit that it all felt quite real at times. She lay back and spread her legs and asked me if she could "give him my womb". Oh my god - it was really really intense. Seeing her spread her legs and showing me her pussy was intense.
I can't really remember everything in sequence - but she told me that "I want you to tell me it's okay" and I choked up again, as if it were real, and said that I thought it'd be horny if she did give herself to him totally like that. She giggled and said "you'd know all of his cum is there for a reason".
We went back and forth like that - she was surprisingly explicit including telling me how she would lay back as they already played with the idea and how she could feel herself responding to him. She looked at me and said "you remember how it was when we were having our own kids baby - remember how I was with wanting you in me". And she asked me to tell her whether that turned me on that she'd be sharing that with Robert.
I played up the cuckold role and felt that she wanted me to portray the role of the "cuckold husband" supporting their desire. I told her that it turned me on to think about him trying to get her pregnant and I looked at her and said "if it's something you really want, then I suppose you should leave your diaphragm at home all the time now". She moaned at that reply from me and I noticed that her fingers had strayed and were not almost unconsciously rubbing her pussy.
I think I'm underplaying how erotic all of this was. The reality of sitting there talking to her so openly like this was really intense. And obviously it was turning both of us on intensely - my cock was huge and struggling against my shorts and as I said, her fingers were rubbing away at her pussy. I told her how turned on I'd be at "the reality of it". She asked me what I meant (in character) and I told her that it'd be "the reality of the outcome of all of that cum he puts in you - that he'd eventually make a baby in you". She cooed at me and said "so you won't mind if you don't have a chance at it?" (that was part of the Penthouse story) and I told her what I'd been saying in truth to her - that "it turns me on to know that this is what you want" and then I looked at her and said "besides, this way you will know for sure who the father is". Wow did that make her squeal.