SoonToBe said:Yeah Will - I know. And I know that I've gone back on things I've said in the past how I would or wouldn't do this or that.
But at the same time - knowing it's what she wants is such a turn-on and such a feeling of satisfaction knowing I'm okay giving her the opportunity. Even now, I'm wicked horny thinking about it. I know that there are going to be times - probably many of them - when I will regret or hate having made this decision. But at the same time, I can't explain how much I want to experience this.
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SoonToBe said:"She emphasized that Robert asked her several times, how I'm going to feel, and be, with them becoming sexually active. She says that he's been careful to tell her that she needs to make sure I'm feeling good about everything, if they start having sex. I asked her exactly what she's told him, and I knew she was going to put her spin on it. It was kind of weird to hear her tell me that she's told him that we have sex maybe twice a month. She said she felt like she had to play it up a bit more that she would like more sex, and she also said that she told him that at times she isn't totally satisfied by my performance. She joked that this part was a bit of a stretch but reminded me that while our sex together is really great when we have the house to ourselves and she can feel like she can let go, she reminded me that, at times, she is frustrated by not being able to really let loose with me, so she felt this wasn't a total lie."
Jaxunman said:".....Getting Steve to surrender power to her is vital in achieving what she is wanting. Sue wants the control, and freedom to venture out on her own. She wants to have mind blowing sex with a man she feels free to fall in love with. She wants to feel sexy, wanted, desired and, lovingly cared about, by a man other than her husband. She simply wants this for herself and not trying to be cruel to Steve. This was something that was impossible with Frank due to his friendship with Steve. Sue wants all this while basically putting her normal life on auto pilot.
Steve will allow Sue this no matter how much it rips his Heart out. Sue will never know if Steve ever has regrets, because he will bury his feelings out of sight, 'Bathe in Cuckold angst' and revel in whatever little attention Sue throws his way. I think Sue has always wanted what she is about to embark on. I think only in the past few months has Sue finally understood she could actually have it all. I think that realization is what finally made her want to end things with Frank so she could pursue her ideal. I think a light went on in Sue's head months ago. Get ready for Sue to begin taking major strides in exploring her desires on her own terms. While Steve will be getting to experience some of his desires, where does everyone think Sue's mind will really be while she is making love with Robert and his huge cock?"