Quote Steve: “After I posted that update above on Tuesday night I was horny and I poked around on some other websites, I found that have cuckold-related stuff. I don't know where I saw it specifically,.... but I'd read something, and the more I thought about it, the more it ... made sense to me. I know it's been said [on this site] many times, in other threads, and probably many times, on my own by others, who may be more insightful.
Last night, as we were having some fun, I shared this with her: That I've been her ‘alpha-male’ for for just about 30 years now, and that I (now) want to experience being the ‘beta-male,’ at times with her. I didn't use the ‘alpha/beta’ terminology, and I said a lot more than 2 sentences.
She seemed to understand, and she smiled and said, she had never thought about it that way.
I told her (for one of many reasons), that I wanted it to feel real for me, that she, ‘wanted’ her lover, above me, and that it was intense when she did.
She smiled and said, ‘she knew it turned me on,’ then she paused and asked me, "what if it was for real, and not ‘just me doing it’ because I know it turns you on?" I held her hand and told her that, ‘as long as I didn't lose her, that I thought it would be okay.’
I didn't ask more at the time but we did talk a bit more about it later. She told me that we will always connect in ways, that she could never with other guys, but that it turned her on, to know more about what I wanted to feel, and experience. She giggled and said, "who knows, maybe some big stud will come my way!" 'unquote' (editing mine)
Steve, You are right, this is not the first time this has ‘come up’. I wont take the time for such research, but It would not be a surprise to me that, as a manager, in charge of many others, in your ‘professional life, to want a part of your ‘personal life,' (in this case, sexual) to, ‘as it were, trade places, to the extent that, you were, ‘relieved’ of all responsible decisions.’ Thereby, giving sue the choice of expressing her sex life with whomever she would choose whether that be you, or some other man. And, to do that in a way that placed you in a subordinate position. (treat or regard as of lesser importance, or lower position, than something, or someone else).
This has come up recently in reference to “inferior” and “preferring” in relation to Sue wanting Robert’s cum to ‘stay in her’, and for yours to be ‘washed out’ as soon as practical. Or rather to not even be in her, by grace of the condom. Thereby giving his semen “preference” over yours, within her. Cheers, Harry