Peak - yes - sorry - it's been crazy busy and I was feeling a bit under the weather all day yesterday (Thursday), some 24-hour thing going around.
I think it's a combination of things going on right now as Sue's already putting herself under pressure to make sure Thanksgiving is okay this year as she's making the turkey, plus Robert - so I know she's a bit unfocused too. We talked a while about Robert on Wednesday - she admitted (I knew it in so many ways) that she was able to really let herself go with him and that she is going to miss it. She said that they both have known that it was coming and she says that if anything, it's become much more physical between them. I told her that was only going to make it more difficult and she knows it, she said that she hoped it didn't bother me but she said that for the first time she really enjoyed what she was doing.
We talked and she said that I played a role in everything she'd done with other guys - that I knew him, or that I'd be there, or that as in Don's case, he'd have a problem about me - and she said that Robert was the first guy that I wasn't a part of. She asked me if that bothered me, that she'd connected as well as she did with someone I'd never met. She'd never asked me that directly before - and I told her that in a way it was more exciting not knowing if I'd ever met or seen him. I also told her that I thought my not knowing him made things a bit more exciting between us too - and I told her that in my head, Robert had taken on many different personas and appearances. She giggled and said I had a dirty mind.
Even though it was kind of a tenuous conversation I was horny - and she encouraged me along. I won't share every detail but can say that she did again tease me about Tony - I asked her if she was really going to do it - and damn if she didn't look at me and simply said "can I?". I asked her if she was sure she wanted to go down this road and she said that if it does happen that she'd let it happen after the company holiday party. The party is in the afternoon and she's thinking that maybe she'd go out afterwards. I am sure she's serious about this - but I also know she enjoys playing it up too - and she did. She did the "what if" - what if we just happen to wander off? what if I pretend I'm a little more ***** than I am? By the time she got to "what if we don't have a rubber?" - mmmm - my cock was hard and ready.
Then she surprised me - she looked at me and said "what if I do this?" and then she leaned down and gently sucked me. I don't really post about it but she'll suck me during foreplay to get me really hard - but this time I was already horny and hard and the way she was moaning, I knew she wanted me to cum. It happened so quickly that it really took me by surprise. She pulled off me at one point and turned and said something like "just enjoy it" and enjoy it I did. It's been quite a long time since she did this and it was exquisite - she let me almost fuck her mouth until I just burst. She gagged for a second but totally gently sucked and stroked me until I was done and damn - awesome.
I didn't think at the time that I wonder if she'd been sucking Robert at times - she seemed much more relaxed and in-control doing it this time. And it didn't surprise me when she slid up next to me and smiled as she kissed me and we snowballed. It's such an erotic feeling - our tongues teasing and tasting.
I told her that we needed to talk about her plan with Tony - but something also tells me that maybe she's been a little hot for him over time? Maybe the forbidden fruit from a few years back is now not so forbidden? She smiled and agreed that we would talk more over the weekend.
No nookie tonight - but our daughter is heading out for most of tomorrow afternoon and evening so we shifted our plans forward about 18 hours.
Peak - you mentioned a new-norm and such as a comparison to post-breakups in the past. Part of it is definitely me - I think in the past I'd have moved to resume things with her but this time, weird to say it, but I want to see what she wants and when. Her "condom fetish" as I'm thinking of it is incredibly arousing to me - I will definitely say that, so far at least, it continues to give me the feeling I've wanted - of course that only works if it's what she wants. It did make me horny to hear her say that she'd want me to give up the condoms because she'll miss the feeling - I re-read it and its strangely erotic that it's the feeling of cum in her that she'd miss and not necessarily feeling me in her bare. That thought strangely aroused me. Is this our new norm? I don't know - we've gone through a lot of new norms - some have lasted, some have not.
That's all for now - I'm quite tired so I'm sure I've glossed over a lot.