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Saying goodbye

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Well, she left about 2 hours ago and this is the first chance I've had to post something.

She was all giddy and excited today - she even said that she was surprised at her own self-control as she'd been horny for days already. I tried not to think too much about it.

She was on the phone with Don late last night and I heard her say that she was sorry this was so hard for him (for him???) and she also "promised" she'd do something to make it up to him. But today, I can say that I don't think she even had a thought about him.

She packed a small overnight bag - I cannot tell you how freaking horny I was watching her sort through her sexy lingerie and then packing her stuff for the morning. Now that she's gone, the whole thing is pressing on my mind a bit and despite days of masturbation, I swear I could shoot off with just a moment's stimulation right now.

But I have to say, I really was happy for her and I know my attitude made it easier for her to feel good about tonight. I kissed her goodbye and just told her "have a good time and say goodbye to Brad for me". She hugged me for a long time and at one point I thought she might even change her mind but in the end she held me close, kissed me passionately, told me she loves me so much - and then she reached down and gently grabbed my now perpetually hard cock and just said "save him for me if you can".

I honestly don't want to masturbate tonight and I'm confident I won't - I just know that tomorrow morning when she gets home that I am literally going to fuck the heck out of her!!!

Maybe more later but to be honest, I have a bunch of stuff I want to get to tonight that I've been putting off.
 
Sue is really amazing. She has you so tightly wound up (herself as well) that the release is going to be explosive!
 
Well, it's like 7:30am and despite my best efforts to sleep later, it's just not happening.

Not that I expected it but I had held out some hope that I'd hear from her - maybe just a "good night" text. But now thinking back, I'm sure I wasn't even a thought for her last night.

I want to be horny when she gets home so I am letting my mind go and it is a turn-on to think of them waking together, surely naked with each other and to know they are probably not even done yet. I cannot wait for her to get home - at this point I hope Brad has done anything and everything to her and that she comes home full and wet from him.

And with that thought my cock is now rock hard again.
 
I can't even imagine how you must feel right now. My poor pecker would be sore from all the wanking I would be doing. Fun ominal! I can only hope Sue shares some many details that you write an entire page. Wannabe living through your story, thanks!
 
I was hoping that you'd have something to report stb and it certainly appears that the lady is totally focused on her full measure!!
 
Congrats on making it through the night, STB. I greatly look forward to reading your recap later, whenever you're able to post it.
 
"maybe just a "good night" text. But now thinking back, I'm sure I wasn't even a thought for her last night."

You know this is negative thinking and probably far from the truth. Put yourself in her position, would you want to put a heavy vibe on the night by suddenly texting the husband?
 
STB is probably still banging away at Sue since she got home yesterday! HAHA, all of us our left imagining!
 
Hey all - I've been trying to find time to update for a while now but yesterday afternoon and evening was monopolized with my "reclaiming" Sue - more of which I'll post about in a while as there's much in my head about it. But right now work is again insane - seems like the first of the month and full-moon combination wreak hell with my Mondays.

While I mentally compose myself and figure out what I want to say and share, I'm going to surf around a bit as a break from the work-insanity I'm dealing with.
 
Uh Oh

I love this and STB'S previous threads. I am concerned that perhaps events are spinning a bit out of control. Please do let us know.
 
Stb you've got us wound up almost as much as you were on Saturday night.
 
Okay - I think I have some time right now where I can get my thoughts together.

I know it may sound crazy but I'll say it again, that I really did feel supportive of her wanting to say goodbye to Brad. I felt that way up until it got later Saturday night and my mind started to wander. I watched them fuck, I know how she felt about him and while I certainly wasn't worried about "losing her" or anything like that, I have to say that lying there alone Saturday night knowing that as I looked at the clock in the middle of the night, that she was next to him - maybe sleeping, maybe not - but most definitely in a post-coital bliss with him. I was wicked hard too - thinking about what they'd done and surely what they'd be doing in the morning. Somehow the thought of them waking up together, showering, washing, dressing is just such a turn-on for me - it's like they are truly sharing themselves with each other instead of just some furtive intense sex.

I did manage to NOT masturbate despite spending most of the night and morning with a hard-on. Good thing I hadn't taken any Viagra or I'd have to be at the doctors.

Sunday morning as I posted, I felt alone - as if I knew she'd be giving all of herself to Brad and not even much of a thought of me. I didn't hear from her till about 10:45am when she texted me that said she'd "...be home after lunch...". I knew that would mean they were spending the morning in bed and left me happy hoping she'd be home very soon afterwards.

I wasn't disappointed, she called me from the road just after noon and said she'd be home before 1pm and she was. She was in my arms kissing me at about 12:45pm. I could tell from how she looked that she felt drained. Her hug and kiss were deep and passionate but I could definitely feel like she was on the edge emotionally.

It wasn't till about 1:30pm though that I could get her behind closed doors and see what was going on. She told me she was just very sad. She said she was even close to tears with him as they had their last fuck before she came home. I asked her if she was serious that she was all teary eyed as they'd had sex and she said "yes" - it was very emotional, like saying goodbye to someone for no good reason other than it just had to be. I asked her if she'd enjoyed it and she sniffed and said that she'd loved it and hugged me again and said "thank you" for letting her have her moment. I guess to her it must have felt like saying goodbye to a terminally ill person or something - I hadn't really expected this type of emotional response from her - I guess I was a bit too focused on the sex side.

She opened up and shared a lot of what they'd done and I'll get to that a bit later. I'm going to close here simply by saying that she felt so incredible when I got her to lie down with me (told the kids were were taking a nap) and we made slow passionate love. Her body felt incredible under me. She was still very wet from their morning and night before - she teased me just a bit saying she'd "tried to not clean up too much!". But in the end, she wrapped her legs around me and held me close - our bodies only moving at our hips. Damn how it turned me on to know Brad had been in her not 2 hours earlier. I swear I could feel her pussy clenching down on me despite how wet and open she felt. She pushed her pelvis upwards to match each of my thrusts and all I could think of was how Brad must have enjoyed her.

I'll post more later but suffice to say that after having my desires built up for almost 2 days, it didn't take much to let them loose. Now I've had intense orgasms after she's come home from being with a lover - but what I felt - and what she felt - was very intense. I'm thinking it's certainly months and maybe ever years since I came quite so much in her - I literally felt like a 20 year old from how much gushed out of me as she coaxed me into her. And to top it all off - I even stayed hard!!!! She felt it too - with her moans punctuated by oohs and aah's as I managed to hold off until she was about to cum too. Afterwards as I held her closely, still imbedded in her, I could hear and feel her crying a bit and in my moment of weakness I whispered to her that if she wanted to, she could try to figure out a way to see him again if he wanted her to. That made her smile and she again told me thank-you and how lucky she was but then said that she'd have to see and that she just felt like she needed time to get past it all.

We did fall asleep after that and then spent the rest of the afternoon/evening with the kids. Part of me felt like she seemed to be somehow guilty and making up for being gone on Saturday night but I don't think the kids picked up on it

More later.
 
"I felt alone - as if I knew she'd be giving all of herself to Brad and not even much of a thought of me."
I am surprised that you do not still feel alone. With Brad she is all Brad's. At home she is thinking of brad with sadness. Sue spends time at home trying to make it up, but emotionally she seems to be Brad's. Under the circumstances you are doing well.
 
After our nap she seemed to be acting more normal and she even said "it was nice saying goodbye" as we were heading down to get dinner started. All that did was remind me that I was still horny! Dinner seemed like any other night with conversations about everything but I'd be lying if I didn't look over at Sue and picture her naked with Brad as she was the night before.

She seemed surprised when I was horny in bed last night - she said she wasn't expecting this but then giggled and had this smile on her face. After we got naked she started to tease me - telling me that I "look all turned on that I spent the night with Brad again" and she seemed to emphasize "again". I didnt' say anything but my cock was bobbing away as she watched and giggled again. She gently held my cock and stroked me gently and said "I held Brad like this last night" and before I could say anything she leaned down and said "this too" and sucked my cock into her mouth.

Had I not cum earlier I am sure I would have already gone off at just that - but instead I felt rock hard as she teased me more. As she stroked me she spread her legs and kept up the narrative she'd started "he licked me too" and I was mesmerized watching her fingers dancing across her still swollen pussy. She slipped a finger in her pussy and almost whispered "he did this too" and then "until I came the first time".

I really had to try to hang on - it was all I could think was that I wanted to be in her if she was going to tell me more. I pulled away from her hand and turned to get her into position and as I stood up she got on her hands and knees at the edge of the bed. Her hands pulled her open and she half moaned/half said "he wanted me like this too". I stood behind her and ran my cock around her wet hole and I just came out and asked her "what did you want?" and as I started to push into her she moaned and said "ohhhh, this".

I was hard but having cum earlier, I had lots of time on my hands and it was a real hoot feeling her as she almost relived some of what she'd done. The more she talked, the harder and hornier I got. We were both on the edge but seemed to both decide almost at the same moment that position wasn't working - she reluctantly slid forward and pulled herself off of me and then turned over and presented herself to me in the missionary position. As I posted elsewhere, this is my favorite position with her and last night was no different, she felt so wonderful. I knew she wanted to cum one last time with me so I tried to encourage her to the point she'd explode right along with me and she moaned to me that "its your turn again" and that was as we both came almost together - there may not have been all that much cum but it was one of those times that you just have that "complete" feeling from.

Tonight - well, to be honest, I was pretty drained from yesterday and Sue seemed very receptive to no nookie tonight. We really didn't talk that much more about Brad - there's a lot more that she did share with me, but it's mostly more of how she feels and how she connects with him, blah blah blah. But I did ask her if she's spoken to Don yet and she said no, but she expected to tomorrow. I asked her if he was still pissed at her and she just said "I guess we'll find out".

Gotta run - long day tomorrow. I need to sort out in my head some of the other stuff she told me in her emotional state and see if I would feel good getting it down on "paper".
 
True emotions run deep STB. This was never going to be easy for any of the three of you, even if it was enjoyable. I can understand you not wanting to share everything at the moment. Any new reality takes a while to settle down and it may be some time before you get a true perspective on it all. What you gave us was a wonderful snapshot of the great relationship you have with your wife, and I thank you once again for sharing it with us.
 
Thoughts

I, like many others, have been reading of STB'S and Sue"s adventures. I have formed the opinion that Sue is a loving wife and mother and a very classy lady. STB has told us it has taken many years of gentle pursuation to get Sue to agree to take the leap. I believe the age of their children, being a bit more self sufficient, had a great deal to do with her decision. Those of us that have kids know the mother's love for her children. We also know, when they are younger, how demanding of time and energy they can be on both Mom and Dad.

Besides the "one off" on the Boston trip, Sue chose carefully. She picked Brad. By STB'S own admission she chose well. Of course she developed an emotional bond with Brad. STB expected that. I think when he realized the depth of that bond, it caused him some concern. She knows what turns on STB. Whe is very bright and with STB'S subtle and sometimes not so subtle urgings, she knows how to get him reved up. Esentially, that is what this whole experience is about. Keeping the home fires burning.

The one time I recall that STB could have really let Sue's wishes come to the fore was when she returned home, from an evening with Don and told STB she was really really tired. STB told her that she could tease and all that but don't make it a contest between he and Don. Of course she reacted by telling STB he would always be her husband and he could have his turn. She probably was tired and would have just as soon gone to sleep. STB pushed her botton just as she pushes his. She is a devoted wife. She probably dosn't fully understand why STB wants this, but she is willing to go along, somewhat on her terms.

Don is another matter. I believe the teasing and denial and her behavior at the bar is exclusivly for STB. I hope STB continues to keep us informed as he is able. Remember, the meter is running on all of us.
 
I feel it is presumtious of me to judge or analyse Sue's actions or emotions though peak & condon have made good points, but I do feel that Sue is now in control and loving it. She and Stb do love each other madly and BOTH are enjoying the adventure, but I do feel that Sue is having the lioness" share of pleasure with the proceedings. I am looking forward to read more of STB's thoughts that he is sharing with us. Thank you Soontobe(is)!
 
STB I have said this before and I will no doubt say it again at some point. You have yourself one amazing lady there.
 
Comments After Brad

STB,
Whew! Your description of Sue's night with Brad gave me a boner. Thanks.

Two thoughts came to mind right away.
1) Don will take out his aggression on Sue with an all-nighter.
2) Sue will somehow contact Brad and set up a long range plans to meet up again. This could come up monthly for the next ___ years?

Question: Do you take Viagra to stay up with these young studs?
 
I don't know about the rest of the group but i for one enjoy hearing about the emotion of your situation (both sue and stb). Don't get me wrong, the mental imagery for your physical aspects are greatly appreciated I just find the feeling more stimulating. Thanks stb!
 
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