No, Steve. What I wrote was in reference to what you wrote early today (post # 92) which to me was a typical description of many Wed. evening "fun nights."
....... But then.........
What you wrote later, (posts 94-95) really explained most, but not all, the reasoning in Sue's mind, as to why she is doing the things she is doing, and has been doing. That was very valuable, not only to your understanding, but to mine, and I'm sure to many others who will respond, I'm sure.
As she said, at first she really was doing much of this because you wanted it, even though she didn't understand why you wanted it. Now she is 'moving it forward logically.' She has put her own desires into it. Even though you may not be ready for some of it, and certainly not ready for what may surely come.
I think she could more fully explain why she 'don't want your cum to stay in her.' I think she should explain to you, why she would, "Wash it out and flush it down the toilet" 'as any other 'waste,' rather than giving you the chance to lick it out first. I understand her being "clean for Robert," I just think somehow there is more to it than that.
it's understandable that Sue can use the occasion of your masturbating to tease you about it not going into her, and even that her 'lover' gets that sole privilege. These are "fun times" for you both, and you look forward to it happening. Sue looks forward to it too, because she gets a lot of her questions answered.
In these last 2 posts, you got answers that explained to you, (and to us who read your postings) a lot of her motivations. I can understand now that what I told you several months ago, is exactly what is happening now. That is that by making you wear 'condoms,' she creates in you a 'longing desire' for that day, (or weekend) when you get to have her 'bare,' and get to feel her in totality, all to yourself. Not after Don, -or- after Frank, as has happened in the past, but that you will get to have her "bare" all to yourself. Even though it may be for a brief time, it creates the desire, and the "want of her" that she so much wants from you. It even seems that her being with Robert, or Frank, (or whomever may be next) is inconsequential to her as long as when you and Sue, do finally 'come together,' you come to her with a great desire and need of her, and then she will come to you as you come to her, with all your desires, and all your love blending together, making all that you have sacrificed in the weeks preceding worth it.
Cheers, Harry