Steve, 05.18.2013 Post #28: “I hear in her voice how she enjoys being with him, enjoys the role she is fulfilling for him.”
Steve, 05.19.2013 Post #35: “ Now that she's becoming more involved with him, she feels like she could really start to feel what she's wanted.
She said that she hasn't had sex like this in years and years. She was very honest, and said that she can't remember when she's been able to release so easily. She told me how incredible she feels with him. She said that, once she feels him in her that she loses all thought about anything else.” ..... “At one point she said, "He's like a teenager" and that at times she feels like a real Cougar, and that she ..... tries to compensate for her age difference with him.
I told her that it DID turn me on that she was only fucking him for now.
“I am happy with what we are doing.” ..... “It sounds crazy but it still turns me on, that she will only share her pussy now, with Robert.” ..... “There is something about knowing that she may only be fucking Robert, in the future, that just drives me crazy. Even more so, knowing it's what she wants, is still just the most intense feeling.
Steve, 05.19.2013Post #40: “ The thing is, I want to let her go with it, this time. She's continually assuring me that she loves me, and knows what she's doing.” ..... “I still very much want to see this through.”
“She'd still like to know that Robert wants her emotionally, as well as physically.”
Seeing her naked, but knowing I cannot have sex with her, because she doesn't want to with me, even now it is something that touches me in a way that I cannot explain, and yet makes me feel incredible. It is a powerfully eerie feeling to see her feeling so wonderful, confident and satisfied, and to know that another man has given her those feelings.
Maybe I have a bit of a masochistic side to me, but as long as I know I'm not going to lose her, I want this to continue.
Steve, 05.20.2013 Post #47:
She continued and said that she “felt like she wanted to enjoy the time with Robert just for herself.”
By the time I moved up to be next to her she was on the border of tears. She felt terrible that, for now, she wanted her sexual outlet to be [only] with Robert. She said she needs to feel that she can be all his.” ..... She said she, loved me and that she didn't want to lose me, but since she's started this with Robert, she feels she needs to ‘let herself go with this’, if I still want her to.
She said she hated saying ‘no’ to me, and that she would love to spread her legs and let me fuck her brains out. "Is that what you want? [Or,] do you want me to continue on, with Robert?"
I sat back and said, "Then we should talk.”
It wasn't easy for her. Tears started flowing at several points. She said she couldn't believe that she was telling her husband that she wanted to be exclusive with her lover. She said she couldn't believe she wanted this with me, the person who's brought her so much pleasure, and passion for so long.
I asked her if it was what she wanted to do for right-now, never mind the past 25+ years. This was one of the times, when the tears came, as she held off but eventually nodded yes. I told her that I understood how she could be confused and uncertain. I told her that I was too.
I said that this was something we'd started together, and I patted her pussy, and said I WANTED her to share "this" with other guys and that her doing so turned me on incredibly. She sniffed, and asked me if I was sure. I said, I would rather just, “jerk-off, than to ruin what you are feeling with Robert.” She asked me why I wanted her to "fall for him," and I told her that I knew that if she, or I, stopped it now, it would be something we would wonder about for the future. She said that she understood that but she wanted to know why I wanted it.
I told her that I wanted to see, and feel the excitement of her growing desire for him. I also felt that I wanted to separate the sexual side of our relationship, from the rest and to let her explore that part as she seems to want to. I told her that yes, I would miss fucking her, but I felt great about the rest of our relationship. I want to see and know that the rest is stable, even if we aren't sexual together.
I said that I thought it is incredibly arousing to me to know she is his, and that it turns me on incredibly, to think and know of their sexual pleasure together. I told her that for now, it turns me on, that she will only have sex with him. I said that I didn't want it forever, but that for now, it was something I wanted to feel with her.
I asked her if she was worried about falling in love with him. She said, "No, I know that it'd just be a fling with him.” She said that he "definitely wants kids," and he'd "want someone younger.” ... “It's okay - I know he wants me - a lot." She told me that she finally feels, from Robert, what she's wanted, since Brad. He WANTS to fuck her and he WANTS her to be his sexual outlet. The look in her eyes as she said, "He says he's never had it as good, as with me," told me all I needed to hear.
She hugged me, and said that I was being really wonderful about all of this and said, "even if it's what you want, I know it's not easy for you.” I hugged her and said that I was OK, letting her go, as long as she was aware of what was going on. She said she was. I asked her, "Do you love him?" She said, "No, not yet," and that she didn't think she'd ever love him, the way she does me. I asked her if that feeling grew, would it be something that would come between us? Again, with tears, as she hugged me, she said it would never come between us. She looked at me and said, "What about you? will it affect how you feel about me if I do?" I hugged her and said, nothing could change how I felt about her, unless I lost her love.
She said that she did want to let this happen with Robert. She told me, “You need to know what may happen.” I asked, what? She said that ‘for her to feel what she needs to’, and “get it out of her system,” that she was going to be with him only, for sex. She kissed me and said, "that's why I don't want to be with you." She knows that their desires for each other are going to grow, that she's never felt so alive, since she's agreed to fulfill his desires and needs. Robert lets her know that he definitely wants her for sex.
Post#48
She asked, "Are you really going to be OK, not having sex with me for a while?" I said, That at times I’ll most definitely miss it, and wish we'd not done this. But that it turned me on incredibly. That as long as I still felt close to her, that I would be okay. She promised to, "Tell me everything" if that's what I want. I hugged her and said, "I would love you to share like that.” She kissed me and said. “I promise.”
Steve, 05.20.2013 #52
I know that she wants Memorial Day weekend for us to 'reconnect'. As important as it is to do this with Robert, she needs the reassurance that she can reconnect with me. And, she wants to make sure that I can reconnect with her, and that I can still cum with her, that when it goes back to the 2 of us making love, that I can still climax with her. I think what I'm maybe most cautious about there, is that I don't want to be in a position where it's months or longer before I feel her silky pussy again.
Steve, 05.21.2013 #64
As a lover, Robert is fulfilling almost every one of her desires. He always lets her know that he wants her. Praises her, compliments her, gazes at her, and a biggie for her, she says, "He listens to me.” She described more but I think you get the point that it’s obvious she is ‘enamored’ with him in many ways. I told her she was beautiful, and I thanked her for sharing that with me. She sighed, and rolled over to snuggle up to me with one arm across my chest and whispered that she loved me.
She seeing him tomorrow. He is the one asking her "when can I see you again" He'd see her more if she could. I know that makes her feel like on Cloud 9.
I'll just say, that she said again tonight that she, "Wants Memorial Day to be for us" and emphasizing the 'us' part.
Steve, 05.19.2013 Post #35: “ Now that she's becoming more involved with him, she feels like she could really start to feel what she's wanted.
She said that she hasn't had sex like this in years and years. She was very honest, and said that she can't remember when she's been able to release so easily. She told me how incredible she feels with him. She said that, once she feels him in her that she loses all thought about anything else.” ..... “At one point she said, "He's like a teenager" and that at times she feels like a real Cougar, and that she ..... tries to compensate for her age difference with him.
I told her that it DID turn me on that she was only fucking him for now.
“I am happy with what we are doing.” ..... “It sounds crazy but it still turns me on, that she will only share her pussy now, with Robert.” ..... “There is something about knowing that she may only be fucking Robert, in the future, that just drives me crazy. Even more so, knowing it's what she wants, is still just the most intense feeling.
Steve, 05.19.2013Post #40: “ The thing is, I want to let her go with it, this time. She's continually assuring me that she loves me, and knows what she's doing.” ..... “I still very much want to see this through.”
“She'd still like to know that Robert wants her emotionally, as well as physically.”
Seeing her naked, but knowing I cannot have sex with her, because she doesn't want to with me, even now it is something that touches me in a way that I cannot explain, and yet makes me feel incredible. It is a powerfully eerie feeling to see her feeling so wonderful, confident and satisfied, and to know that another man has given her those feelings.
Maybe I have a bit of a masochistic side to me, but as long as I know I'm not going to lose her, I want this to continue.
Steve, 05.20.2013 Post #47:
She continued and said that she “felt like she wanted to enjoy the time with Robert just for herself.”
By the time I moved up to be next to her she was on the border of tears. She felt terrible that, for now, she wanted her sexual outlet to be [only] with Robert. She said she needs to feel that she can be all his.” ..... She said she, loved me and that she didn't want to lose me, but since she's started this with Robert, she feels she needs to ‘let herself go with this’, if I still want her to.
She said she hated saying ‘no’ to me, and that she would love to spread her legs and let me fuck her brains out. "Is that what you want? [Or,] do you want me to continue on, with Robert?"
I sat back and said, "Then we should talk.”
It wasn't easy for her. Tears started flowing at several points. She said she couldn't believe that she was telling her husband that she wanted to be exclusive with her lover. She said she couldn't believe she wanted this with me, the person who's brought her so much pleasure, and passion for so long.
I asked her if it was what she wanted to do for right-now, never mind the past 25+ years. This was one of the times, when the tears came, as she held off but eventually nodded yes. I told her that I understood how she could be confused and uncertain. I told her that I was too.
I said that this was something we'd started together, and I patted her pussy, and said I WANTED her to share "this" with other guys and that her doing so turned me on incredibly. She sniffed, and asked me if I was sure. I said, I would rather just, “jerk-off, than to ruin what you are feeling with Robert.” She asked me why I wanted her to "fall for him," and I told her that I knew that if she, or I, stopped it now, it would be something we would wonder about for the future. She said that she understood that but she wanted to know why I wanted it.
I told her that I wanted to see, and feel the excitement of her growing desire for him. I also felt that I wanted to separate the sexual side of our relationship, from the rest and to let her explore that part as she seems to want to. I told her that yes, I would miss fucking her, but I felt great about the rest of our relationship. I want to see and know that the rest is stable, even if we aren't sexual together.
I said that I thought it is incredibly arousing to me to know she is his, and that it turns me on incredibly, to think and know of their sexual pleasure together. I told her that for now, it turns me on, that she will only have sex with him. I said that I didn't want it forever, but that for now, it was something I wanted to feel with her.
I asked her if she was worried about falling in love with him. She said, "No, I know that it'd just be a fling with him.” She said that he "definitely wants kids," and he'd "want someone younger.” ... “It's okay - I know he wants me - a lot." She told me that she finally feels, from Robert, what she's wanted, since Brad. He WANTS to fuck her and he WANTS her to be his sexual outlet. The look in her eyes as she said, "He says he's never had it as good, as with me," told me all I needed to hear.
She hugged me, and said that I was being really wonderful about all of this and said, "even if it's what you want, I know it's not easy for you.” I hugged her and said that I was OK, letting her go, as long as she was aware of what was going on. She said she was. I asked her, "Do you love him?" She said, "No, not yet," and that she didn't think she'd ever love him, the way she does me. I asked her if that feeling grew, would it be something that would come between us? Again, with tears, as she hugged me, she said it would never come between us. She looked at me and said, "What about you? will it affect how you feel about me if I do?" I hugged her and said, nothing could change how I felt about her, unless I lost her love.
She said that she did want to let this happen with Robert. She told me, “You need to know what may happen.” I asked, what? She said that ‘for her to feel what she needs to’, and “get it out of her system,” that she was going to be with him only, for sex. She kissed me and said, "that's why I don't want to be with you." She knows that their desires for each other are going to grow, that she's never felt so alive, since she's agreed to fulfill his desires and needs. Robert lets her know that he definitely wants her for sex.
Post#48
She asked, "Are you really going to be OK, not having sex with me for a while?" I said, That at times I’ll most definitely miss it, and wish we'd not done this. But that it turned me on incredibly. That as long as I still felt close to her, that I would be okay. She promised to, "Tell me everything" if that's what I want. I hugged her and said, "I would love you to share like that.” She kissed me and said. “I promise.”
Steve, 05.20.2013 #52
I know that she wants Memorial Day weekend for us to 'reconnect'. As important as it is to do this with Robert, she needs the reassurance that she can reconnect with me. And, she wants to make sure that I can reconnect with her, and that I can still cum with her, that when it goes back to the 2 of us making love, that I can still climax with her. I think what I'm maybe most cautious about there, is that I don't want to be in a position where it's months or longer before I feel her silky pussy again.
Steve, 05.21.2013 #64
As a lover, Robert is fulfilling almost every one of her desires. He always lets her know that he wants her. Praises her, compliments her, gazes at her, and a biggie for her, she says, "He listens to me.” She described more but I think you get the point that it’s obvious she is ‘enamored’ with him in many ways. I told her she was beautiful, and I thanked her for sharing that with me. She sighed, and rolled over to snuggle up to me with one arm across my chest and whispered that she loved me.
She seeing him tomorrow. He is the one asking her "when can I see you again" He'd see her more if she could. I know that makes her feel like on Cloud 9.
I'll just say, that she said again tonight that she, "Wants Memorial Day to be for us" and emphasizing the 'us' part.